Page 40 of Diary of Darkness


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I lower my lashes. “I-I’m sorry Alex, that sounds lovely, but I really must be getting back. It’s a long drive to London and my mum will be wondering where I am.”

“Where does she think you are right now?”

“I told her I’m on another modelling assignment. Honestly, I need to be getting back to help look after Freddie. He can be a real handful at times, and I’ve been gone too long already.”

“All right, fine,” Alex says. “I don’t want to keep you here if you have other things that need attending to with your family. But tell me, when do I get to see you again?”

“I don’t understand. I thought this was it. What do you mean when will we see each other again?”

“Isn’t it obvious?”

“No, I’m sorry, you’ve lost me.”

“I’m crazy about you, Jessica. You must know that by now. You’re in my head all the time, I think about you 24/7. Last night was incredible. What we shared was the most beautiful, most intimate experience of my entire life and I worship the ground you walk on.”

“Please…” I whisper. “I don’t want to hear this.” Biting my lip, I keep my eyes fixed on the carpet, refusing to meet his gaze.

“You’re going to hear this, because it’s true,” he says, his voice cracking with emotion. “I want you to be my girlfriend, simple as that. I want to take care of you. I want to be the only man in your life that will always be there for you, be loyal to you, provide you with everything you need both emotionally and financially.”

No, no, no, this wasn’t supposed to happen.

This was supposed to only be a one-night thing, not the start of a full-blown relationship. I can’t agree to this, no way. We are complete opposites, our worlds are too different, it would never work, plus, Jesus, how could I ever introduce him to my family? What would Cynthia say? How would I even begin to explain how we know each other or the seedy circumstances under which our relationship was forged?

In a daze of anxiety, I turn around and stare back out of the window, trying to play for time. It feels like I’m trapped in a recurring nightmare.

“I’m sorry Alex, this is nothing personal, but I can’t be in a relationship with anyone right now.”

“Why not?” he demands. “Is it because of the way I look? Are you ashamed to be seen with me?”

“No, it’s not that. Do you seriously think I’m that shallow? Of course, it’s not that. No, it’s because I’ve got far too much on my plate right now. I just don’t have the time. I’m busy with my part-time job and any other free time I have I must focus on my mother and looking after Freddie…”

“And who looks after you, huh? Tell me that? Who do you turn to when you need emotional support? You need a proper man in your life, and I’m more than ready, willing, and able to be that man, Jessica. You’re everything I ever wanted in a woman, and I know I can make you happy, if you’d just give me the chance. I want to take care of you, and I want to take care of your family, so let’s stop playing games. It’s time for us to be open and honest with each other. Don’t deny your feelings. You might not care to admit it, but I know you’re crazy for me too.”

“What?! My goodness, what makes you think I’m crazy about you?”

“Well, I know you’re crazy about my dick.” His voice lowers an octave. “I know you think about it all the time—how big and thick and long it is. How it fills you up. How it stretches you out. Now you’ve had a taste for it, you can’t get enough, can you? I bet you’re gagging for it right now.”

I shake my head, yet every single word he said is true, but I’ll be damned if I give him the satisfaction of knowing it.

“You’re insane,” I mutter unconvincingly. “All right, I’ll admit the sex was good. Better than good, in fact. Mind-blowing. But I can live without it. If you think you can control me just because you’ve got a big dick and made me orgasm a few times…” The sentence dies.

Who the hell am I kidding?

I hear the rustle of clothing, the sound of trousers hitting the floor and even without looking, I know that he’s naked.Oh, fuck.What is he going to do now? For a long time, I remain frozen by the window with my back to him, my arms folded protectively across my chest. Inside a battle is raging. Part of me desperately wants to turn around and see what he’s up to but the other part of me wants to flee. I’m locked in perpetual ‘fight or flight’ mode, and I’m torn between the two. Then, as if pulled by an invisible force, I give into temptation and sneak a glance behind me.

Alex is lying on the bed slowly masturbating, watching me intently with what appear to be yellow animal eyes. He has the face of a demon but the body of a Greek god. Nestled between powerful thighs sits a cock as erect as Nelson’s Column and about twice as thick. My jaw drops. I can’t stop staring at it. It’s like I’m in the presence of something sacred or mystical or like I’ve been hypnotised.

“I maybe ugly as sin but I can make you come more times than you can count. I know you love what I do to you and right now you’re completely gushing for me. Come on, let me give you one more for the road. This cock is right here waiting for you. Your name is written all over it. Now, let’s make a deal…”

“I don’t do deals,” I say. “Like I said, you’re insane.”

“All right, a challenge, then. I challenge you to walk out of this house right now without sitting on this dick. If you can do that, then we’ll call it quits. We can forget this ever happened and I promise to leave you alone for good. But…” He breaks off, his grip on his penis growing more intense. “If my suspicions are proved to be correct and youcan’tresist fucking me, then I’ll take that as a ‘yes’ to you being my girlfriend. Do you agree to those terms?”

“Yes! Oh my gosh, yes! That will be so easy.”

“Good. Let’s see you do it then.”

“All right, I will.” Mustering all my strength, I turn on my heel and begin boldly taking steps towards the door, but just as I reach the threshold, I find myself slowing down.What the heck?It’s such an odd sensation, like invisible hands holding my feet down, as if I’ve been glued to the spot. Squeezing my eyes shut, I try not to think about how good his penis feels, how big and thick and long it is, but the more I try to fight the impulse, the worse it gets. My pussy is yearning for a wrecking and juices flow down my legs like a tap that can’t be turned off.

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