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Drew didn’t speak. He didn’t ask me if I liked it or how I wanted it. He took, and he wasn’t gentle or kind. He fucked.
I clawed at his neck, wanting my marks on him, because he sure as hell was marking me. I was going to come. I usually faked it during sex, most of my partners subpar. I got off by my own hands or a trusty vibrator, but I was so close. I could feel it, the tingle starting in my hips, spreading to my thighs. I’d fucked men for the sole purpose of seeing just how much I could get them to give, but I couldn’t remember the last time it had been about pleasure.Thiswas nothing but ecstasy.
“All you want is a fuck doll,” I hissed, fighting the orgasm within reach.
He blinked at me as if just realizing I was here. “That’s who you want to be. My fuck doll.”
I questioned whether there was some truth to his words, but when he sent me over without any assistance, I shuddered against him, clamping my teeth into his shoulder through his sweater. With a grunt, he was right there with me.
When it was done, he peeled off the condom, tossed it on the ground, and tucked himself back in his pants. He gave me an expectant look as I panted against the wall.
“You going to get dressed?”
He was the biggest fucking asshole I’d ever met, but I liked it. It was humiliating, tugging up my jeans and underwear while he watched, but something about that had me turned on in a way I’d never been before. Drew was disrespectful—treated me like shit, if I was perfectly honest—and I wanted more of that. What I didn’t know was why.
“What a disappointing field trip,” I commented, when I was anything but let down.
I shoved off the wall, grabbed Sam’s leash, and strode past him with my shoulders back and my head held high. Drew easily caught up to me, and without a word, he slipped his hand in mine, my steps faltering at the gesture. We’d just fucked. It had been brutal, fast, careless. So, how could holding his hand feel too intimate? But somehow this was, and it was so unexpected, it unsettled me.
I didn’t even consider letting go.
Chapter Nineteen
Drew
I panicked.
It had nothing to do with fucking Sonya in broad daylight in an alley. It was because we’d been alone.
The last person I’d been one-on-one with was Holly, a rare mistake that had me panicking back then too, to the point where I kicked her out in the middle of the night without so much as a ride.I. Didn’t. Do. One-on-one.
When I grabbed Sonya’s hand, refusing to let her get away, I didn’t know what to make of that. I’d treated her like shit in that alley, taking what I’d wanted from the second I’d met her. But I’d had to shut her up. She’d guessed the truth in no time, and I’d snapped. I’d had this need to take her, show her who was in charge. I hadn’t even tried to make her come, didn’t consider her pleasure . . . and she’d gotten off on it. I rubbed the back of my neck, grazing what felt like dried blood. She’d marked me, damn it. I never let any woman do that kind of shit to me. I needed to get away from her. The tigress had had me in her claws for too long.
Yet my fingers tightened around hers as I stalked down the street at a clipped pace. Sonya and Sam easily kept up.
“If you’re worried I think this means we’re going steady, you can relax,” she said as if what we’d done meant nothing, just another average day in the life of Sonya Hughes. It was a move out of my own playbook. My mother was right. This woman intrigued me. She should be complaining about how rough I was, how I had just . . . rutted. Fucked. With no permission. Yet her commentssuggestedshe didn’t give a fuck . . .fascinating.Insulting.
“Sugar, it most definitely does.”
Sonya smirked, though it didn’t go unnoticed that she hadn’t even tried to pull her hand out of mine. “Never pegged you for one to get attached so easily.”
“It’s just that sparkling personality of yours,” I fired back.
“You really know how to woo a woman. I have no idea why you aren’t taken.”
“I am now.” I lifted a brow, and her mouth clamped shut as though she didn’t know what to do. There was some sort of battle going on in that head, probably something akin to what was happening in mine.Ididn’t even know if I was serious. Did I think she’d be my girlfriend, and we’d ride off into the sunset?
More likely, we’d fly into a hurricane. I felt like I was spinning out of control around a calm center with everything breaking apart, destroying me.
“Where are we?” she asked as I pulled the two of them inside the now all-too-familiar building. She didn’t hesitate to come with me, even as she protested.
“Say something to make me shut you up again,” I demanded when we were in the elevator. Sam stayed against her leg, that dog as loyal as could be when it came to her.
She got right up in my space, caging me against the wall, her eyes locked on mine. I stuck my hand in her hair to keep her in place. “Are you a deadbeat dad?”
I growled in anger before I crashed my lips onto hers. Goddamned temptress. She was the devil incarnate. I absolutely didn’t like her, was infuriated at the gall she had, but I was hard again.
I spun so her back was against the wall and devoured her mouth. Sonya was no helpless little kitten. She kissed me back. I wasn’t sure who was in control, and I didn’t care.
