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“I knocked his ass out. Then I was taken to the hospital. The shank wasn’t that big, so it didn’t do real damage, but it hurt like hell. That was the first time Reggie, and I spoke to each other.”
“What happened to the guy who hurt you?”
“When I was released back into the general population, he was gone and so were the guys that encouraged him to do it. I found out later that Reggie had something to do with them being moved.”
“Did you ever feel like you would be there your whole sentence, or did you know you would get out?”
“I didn’t know how to think past the moment until Reggie taught me to think about my future. Some days I felt like I wasn’t going to ever be free again. Small things would wear me down like, I got tired of smelling other men’s toilet waste. Reggie and I had a schedule of when we would use the bathroom, so the other person didn’t have to sit and smell shit. Other dudes were not as courteous. There was an inmate that had some mental stuff going on. He was dangerous, so they tried to keep him locked away from the other inmates. One day he used his uniforms and anything else he could find to clog his toilet. Then he spread his feces all over the cell he was in. I had a custodial job and was sent into that cell, with Reggie to clean it up. They gave us haz-mat suits to wear but that smell of shit had me sick for days. Now I can’t tolerate it.”
“Is that why you have poop spray everywhere?”
“Yes, I can’t take the smell. It’s a trigger even though it’s been years since I served time.”
“Are homosexual relationships really prevalent in prison, or is that something that we just see in movies and television?”
“No, it’s a fact. Some of those relationships are consensual and some are not. Terrible things can happen to a person in prison. Seeing the after effects of a man who was raped changed my mind about anal sex. I won’t ever ask you for anal sex because…it’s just some things you can’t un-see. I was never approached like that but seeing the guys who were…it’s not a good thing.”
“I wanted to ask you about anal. I’ve never done it, but if it was something that you wanted to explore, I would be willing.”
“You don’t ever have to worry about me asking. I love how you feel when you are wet and warm and contracting around me. I’m satisfied.”
I climbed on top of him and kissed him. He ran his hands up and down my back.
“Earlier before we jumped, you said…”
“I love you, Averie. Did that scare you?”
“No,” I shook my head. “I was just wondering if you’d said it because we were taking our lives into our own hands or…”
“I said it because I mean it. I’m in love with you Averie.”
“My Midwestern charm has won you over?”
“Or…”
“Or what?” I laughed.
“Or your pussy is the most amazing thing God has ever created, and I’m sprung.”
“You are so mannish! I love you too.”
He looked surprised that I said it back. He flipped us over, putting him on top of me.
“You don’t have to say it because I said it.”
“I said it because I mean it. I love you, Samuel Valentine.”
Samuel
I entered her. We both moaned with pleasure like it was the first time again. I’d found the courage to tell her how I felt about her. I was not expecting a reply, but she loves me too. I can’t pinpoint when I realized I was in love, but my love for her is undeniable. She’s filled places in me that I thought would always be empty. I didn’t think I could love someone the way I love her.
I loved the way she moaned my name and gripped my ass encouraging me to go deeper.
“El, please don’t stop.”
I looked down at her because I knew she was about to climax and I loved watching her. I was not prepared for the raw emotion that bubbled inside me when I looked down at her. Not only were we connected physically but we were connected emotionally. I looked into her eyes but saw beyond her eyes. I saw us holding hands and laughing while I rubbed her round stomach. Then I saw me as an old man surrounded by people who looked a lot like Averie and me. I saw my future in her eyes, and it scared me for a second but then I realized, she is all I want. Having that future with her is my new goal. It will be the driving force behind my decisions. It will be the reason I get out of bed, win cases and continue to build my empire.
My climax came just as she was calling my name and climaxing.
