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“Yes. Please. Need you… need to feel you…”
I rip open the condom, lube up and slowly push inside of him. He’s face down and I start to move slowly at first, dragging it out. We change position a few times and he slides down on me, riding me as he faces away from me.
I can’t stop watching him in the mirror, head thrown back, kiss puffy lips and sweat rolling down his chest as he fucks himself down on my cock. He’s a fucking vision and I’ve missed him so damn much.
“Landon, fuck, darlin’…”
He comes untouched, spurting come up his chest and I flip us around as he rides out his orgasm, slamming into him from behind as I chase my orgasm. His body starts responding again as we keep going and eventually my balls tighten, drawing up as my spine tingles and I shoot my load into the condom.
It’s that more than anything that reminds me of what’s happened between us. I need a minute. I need to breathe because my breath starts coming in panicked gasps. I quickly drag my self to the bathroom to splash my face with water. I stand gulping in air and when I hear the door close outside, my legs give out and I crumple to the floor.
Fuck he probably thought I was dismissing him, but I wanted to talk. I need to talk to him, but I guess I can wait another day. Memories of how well he took me, how amazing he was wash over me and I lie down on the floor, smiling as I grab my robe and pull it over me, falling asleep with the taste of his ass on my lips and the scent of his body helping me to drift off.
He takes it and then leaves without a word when I duck into the bathroom each time. I want to talk to him after fucking him, but I don’t know what to say. How can I explain that I still want him without blurring the lines between us even more? It hurts me seeing him so willing to accept the scraps that I’m giving him and eventually after our first time fucking Greg loses his shit at me.
We’re just sitting outside enjoying some warmth before the sun goes down. Hudson is filming some scenes and I feel more relaxed than I have in a while.
Fucking my boy’ll do that. Wait, what? My boy?
I try to ignore the bubbling excitement and lust I feel at thinking of him again by scrolling through my socials, thinking about carding my fingers through Hudson’s long hair after our shoot today, but he seems a little off today.
He barely met my eyes after last night, and I know we’ve crossed some invisible barrier when I fucked him for an hour after our scenes ended.
“What the fuck did you do last night to Hudson?”
Greg’s voice breaks the sleepy silence like a firework exploding and his tone is livid. I lazily turn to face him and wondered what the fuck he was talking about.
“Huh?” I asked, playing dumb and hoping he dropped it. We were both consenting adults and we had both been into it, hadn’t we?
“Don’t play dumb. I picked him up from the ground outside your trailer last night. He was sobbing into his hands and shaking like a leaf. He wouldn’t say what happened, but he could barely stand up. I had to drive him back to his hotel…”
Hotel? My mind caught onto that word. What was he doing in a hotel when we owned a perfectly good house a half hour away? Why didn’t he stay in the house we bought?
Greg smacked me on the knee, and I glowered at him.
“What?” My voice was sharp as the rest of his words sunk in. He wanted it. He didn’t say no. He moaned as I pushed inside, and he was shaking as I slammed into him…
I fucked him from behind and pulled out after we both came, so I don’t understand why he’s fucked up or what I did wrong.
“Landon, he was wrecked last night. The only thing he said over and over was that it was his fault and he deserved it. It didn’t make any sense, but it was heartbreaking.”
My head swam at his words, and I glanced over at him with wide eyes.
“We had sex. I… we… the… fuck…”
I stand up as anxiety swells in my gut. My feet carry me around, pacing around the small lot and shaking my hands out as my fingers tingle.
“Spit it out.”
Greg glares at me, and I shrank back from the intensity of his glare, wondering what the fuck had happened to Hudson to make him react like that after sex. I’d never hurt him or do anything without his permission. He had to know that. He had to know that while I still hated him for what he did, part of me still loved him too.
I think the biggest part of me always would. I didn’t know if I’d ever be able to forget how much he hurt me, but maybe I could learn to forgive him.
“We’ve been fooling around the last few weeks, and last night we had sex. He left right after it and I had a shower.”
Greg narrows his eyes at me and shakes his head.
“What the fuck are you playing at? Hudson is still madly in love with you, and I get why you can’t get over what happened but leading him on and fucking with him is cruel.”
