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Snap out of it? I blinked. Snap out of what?
“This isn’t you,” he told me. “You’re not…”
I’m not what? I met his eyes once more.
He wore a tortured expression, his forest-green irises swirling with a myriad of emotions.
“Did I do something wrong?” I wondered aloud, my voice oddly choked. “Have I…?” What was it Adalyn had said?
“If it would please you, Sirs.”
I’d felt the approval radiating from Pierce when she’d spoken. His relief at her words.
I wanted that.
I wanted him to feel that way for me.
So how did I accomplish that?
“Will you teach me?” I asked him. “Will you…? Will you teach me how to please you, Sir?” The words sounded foreign on my tongue, yet right. They sounded almost like a tease. A game. A way to seduce.
And the flare of his nostrils told me they were working.
His grasp on my shoulder tightened.
His pupils dilated.
His jaw set.
“You’re Jax’s little sister.”
“I’m Jen,” I corrected him. “Tonight, I’m Jen. And Jen wants orgasms.” I had no idea why I’d voiced that out loud. It should have embarrassed the hell out of me. Especially since it stirred a shocked laugh from him.
“I don’t even recognize you right now.”
“That’s because you don’t know me,” I whispered, suddenly feeling very vulnerable. “All you see is Goldilocks. But I’m not a kid anymore.” My gaze dropped to the ground, my shoulders rounding as the hurt of the last few weeks settled through me.
Something about this place, about this position, left me feeling so exposed. Like I’d just put all my cards on the table for him to see and knew how easily he could take advantage of that.
How could I be so stupid? Allow myself to be degraded like this?
All the warm parts of me chilled, the world spiraling out of control around me once more. Pierce was no longer in charge, no longer directing me.
No. He was still directing me.
He wanted me to leave.
How had this all gone wrong so quickly?
I wanted to crawl into a hole and hide. To weep. I felt lost.
The evening had started out so promising, just to take a turn when he’d arrived, and now… now I couldn’t even remember why I’d agreed to come here with Adalyn.
To forget.
But how could I forget the male sitting right in front of me? Touching me?
A tear escaped my eye, my heart breaking all over again.
