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“Talk to me,” she urged, her voice low and seductive, taking the edge off my anger.
And when she said those words, it didn’t feel cruel like others' usually did. It didn’t feel like she was just after the forty details of my world. It felt like…home.I eased back down onto the bed and lowered my head, the truth spilling from my lips. “It was bad, Anna…it was so fucking bad.”
“Turn the video on, Finley,” she urged. “Let me see you.”
The Scotch burned in my belly. “You want to see me?”
My hand trembled as I punched on the video and stared at the screen. Shadows and sorrow stared back at me. But then the image in the middle flickered and she was there, those brown eyes big and haunting. I stared at her mouth…and fuck me, I wanted to feel it. I wanted to feel her. I wanted to taste her more than I wanted anything in that moment.
The camera shifted as she moved, bringing her close. I hit the button and expanded the angle, and she was there, filling the screen. I wanted her perfect face projected on the wall, as big as I could. I wanted it burned into my memory, but deep down, I knew it was already too late for that.
She was burned and scarred and tattooed onto the quiet parts of me. The parts that still stayed small, that were still intact…the parts where the good parts of me were locked away.
“Are you alone?” Her voice was so small, so damn quiet I almost missed it.
“Yeah,” I answered. “I’m alone.”
“I want to see you,” she urged, and licked her lips.
“Is your video not working?” I pressed the button, bringing my screen-in-screen video into view.
“Yes,” she answered. “But I want more.”
“More?” I lifted the camera. “You want more?”
All of a sudden, pain ripped through me. She wanted more, they all wanted more. What about whatIwanted? I acted without thinking, grasped the corner of my t-shirt and yanked it over my head. Faint lights from the apartment chased shadows from my shoulder away. “Is this what you want?”
Her eyes were mesmerized, making my pulse jackhammer as she stared at the screen. I was exposed here, raw and vulnerable. Sheets shifted as she moved. The silky pajama top she had on slipped from view, leaving her shoulder bare.
Fuck me…
The hollow of her collarbones was like an inky pool. My fingers curled, itching to sweep through its depths. She barely gave me anything, but it was the most erotic thing I’d ever seen. So perfect…so pure. Fragility burned in her eyes.
“More,” she whispered.
My cock grew hard. I wanted her. I wanted her so much it burned. I wanted to touch her, to taste her. I wanted to be her first…because I was never first, was I? I'd never had anything that was just for me. But Anna…
Anna, with her perfect, innocent eyes. Anna, who was tucked away in secret. I lowered the camera, letting it slide down my chest. Goosebumps raced as I watched her take in every inch of me. “Is this what you want?”
“Yes.”
The silence wasn’t empty between us this time. It was filled with desire.
“Lower,” she commanded.
In that moment, I wasn’t the one calling the shots. I wasn’t the one giving the commands. In that moment, I wasn’t the one taking…instead, I gave to her.Only her. Always her.
“You said something to me,” she murmured. “You told me you…touched yourself when you thought of me.”
I stiffened, my cock twitching, the head throbbing. “Is that what you want?” My voice was deep and aching.
She licked her lips, her breaths rushing through the speaker as she drew the phone close. The phone I'd bought her, the phone I given her. “Yes,” she answered. “That’s what I want. It’s only fair, right? After you saw me when you took my phone.”
I held the phone and lowered my other hand. Completely vulnerable. My zipper sounded so loud through the phone…and she was captivated as I pushed my jeans low, completely exposed now.
“Lie back on the bed,” she directed.
The camera moved as she shifted in her bed. I licked my lips. Jesus, this was the hottest thing I’d ever done. “What did you just do?”
