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Taking them and downing the water with ease, I almost vomited at the taste.
"Ewww."
"Okay...never mind. I disapprove of these things."
It's not like I truly dislike the benefits medicine delivers to anyone. My problem is needing to rely on it to remain healthy or, to some people's judgemental eyes, sane. It pushes a perspective that I'm so unbalanced that I can't think or act appropriately without these tiny creations and I just despise the feeling of being judged. It's all stupid and comes with the trauma of being tortured and mocked as a child, I guess.
My wolf seemed to understand, and I was surprised by her reply."Needing something, whether it's a physical aid like a cane or to manage your emotional nerve connectors doesn't devalue your worth, Princess.”
It was the first time she’d used such a title, but her words held far more value than I could give her credit for.
"One may mock anyone for the color of their skin, the type of wolf they've been born into, the level of power they carry within themselves, or their achievements earned throughout their lifetime, but it doesn't define your worth that's seen in the eyes of Mother Moon. She sees it all, the good and the bad, and will never judge you for what you may deem as flaws. This life is a stepping stone for us to learn valuable lessons and change the lives of many. Some may be good, others may be bad. Regardless of our purpose upon this land, your worth does not decrease because you wish to take your quality of life seriously rather than suffer in silence."
You should be an advisor or my therapist.
"I'm glad my words aid in bringing you peace of mind."
Thank you...um. Would you like a name?
"I've never been given such."
Wolf shifters don't name their wolves?
"It's not necessary,"she admitted."You're a part of me and I'm a part of you. Some like to think of us as higher entities because we have our own consciousness and ability to make decisions, but to my knowledge, we're a higher extension of what you are destined to be. A mature part of what you'll one day become. As your strength grows, so does ours, so that we can aid you in achieving the best version of yourself in the timeline Mother Moon has granted you."
Hmm. Then would you still want a name? I think out of respect for you until I can get into the habit of relying on you more?
She seemed intrigued by my question as she stared at me.
"If it aids you, so be it."
Bria or Amirah?
"Bria,"responded immediately."Strong, powerful, immense vigor."
Then we'll go with Bria. Willow and Bria. I like it.
"Surprisingly enough, me too,"she admitted."Makes me feel...important."
I closed my eyes just to give her my full attention, and with a bit of hesitation, I tried to see if I could reach out to gently stroke her head. She was surprised the move worked - and for a moment it felt like I was truly in front of her and petting her soft coat of white and colorful tinsel.
"You are very important to me." I spoke out loud, and the words echoed through the dark space. "You're who I dreamed of day after day, night after night, full moon and new moon. Through all the good and bad, I prayed for Mother Moon to give me the chance to be a wolf. To be who I was born to be. Now that my prayers are answered, that doesn't mean I should take for granted what's been given to me. Every time I say your name, Bria, it will be an expression of my gratitude to Mother Moon for giving me what I desired the most."
Smiling, I admired her eyes that widened in awe, and whispered, "Thank you for waiting for me, Bria."
Blinking her eyes, she lowered her head. I was sure she was trying to hide her emotions like I would.
"You are welcome, Princess Willow."
With a blink, I was back in the room but felt good about this next step.
It's time to face the music. But first, morning coffee.
13
Forbidden Break
"Then admit it! You fucking drugged me!"
