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“Can I ask something?” he says, not giving me a chance to reply, “Did I do something wrong? Because I know Jase is being stand-offish, which I don’t understand, but I always thought we were friends. I get that I’m dating Jase, and things might be awkward now, but I need you in my life, Carson.” His voice breaks. His eyes water, but he doesn’t try to hide it. I climb from the counter and walk over to him. He doesn’t move, and lets me hold him as he cries. I rub his back gently and kiss his chest. Why are all these guys so tall? “You didn’t do anything, Lay, I was just hurt and didn’t want my anger to fall back onto you because you’re with the guy that broke my heart. I’m sorry. I should’ve known pushing you away would hurt anyway.”
The timer buzzes on the oven, and I gently pull away from him. He watches me as I grab the oven mits, open the hot oven and pull out one of my favorite comfort foods. I place them on the stovetop to cool and he laughs. “I think I can forgive you, if you tell me you baked those special because I was coming,” he says, shooting me a wink. His eyes are glassy and bloodshot, but when he smiles my heart starts to race and I know I’m in trouble.I think I’m falling in love with him.
e
Talking with Lay helped me decide what I wanted to do about Jase. I’m not ready to take him back, but I am willing to be his friend for Lay’s sake. I know a broken person when I see one and he is seriously the kindest, most caring guy I have ever met. He deserves all the love and nurturing he can have, and if that means I pull up my big girl panties and let the jerk that broke my heart back into my life, I will.
We start out slow, eating dinners as a group, hanging out, and watching movies together. Lay and I have become a lot closer, and because of that I’m starting to worry he’s becoming dependent on me. Connor and Xavier are starting to get jealous of all the time I’m spending with them, and East is becoming super clingy, only to push me away. I think I’m too inexperienced for all this unnecessary drama. Penny and the girls have left me alone since the night I walked out. I think she knows she pushed me too far. I did learn that she found it strange that the Hawthorne guys were following me like puppies. A rumor started about me having a golden vagina or something. I’m so sick of the bullying and bullshit, but thankfully things are calming down. It helps that I’m never alone much these days. One of the guys always meets me at my classes and walks me to the next.
I don’t know much about this dating multiple people thing, but I can’t say I mind it too much. Lay was right, we’re young, and there is no need to be tied down with one person. I’m having fun, and as long as everyone is cool with it, then so am I. College is a time for exploring and experimenting right? Might as well take full advantage then. I’m not sure how this relationship is going to work out in the long term, but I’m enjoying the benefits, and the many orgasms they like to give me. I’m really enjoying those.
Thirty-Six
Carson
“So what are you guys doing for the holidays?” I ask, cuddling on the bed between Lay and Jase. We’re watching one of their favorite movies, relaxing after the grueling midterms we just took. Lay looks off with a sad expression and Jase pauses the movie. “We don’t really leave for breaks anymore so we’ll just hang here,” he says with a shrug. I glance Lay’s way and crawl closer to him. “Do you maybe want to come home with me? We have a huge house, lots of room, but my dad will probably put y’all to work. Plus I know Connor will be swinging by at some point so you won’t have to just be stuck with little ole’ me,” I say with a wink. His face brightens and he leans down to kiss me hard. Jase moves up behind me and kisses my neck, “Thank you,” he whispers so soft I know it was just for me. I don’t know much about what Lay’s family is like, they always change the subject, but I know it isn’t a good situation. If I had to guess I would say he and Memphis had a similar childhood. I pull my mouth back and turn to press a soft kiss on Jase’s lips. I gaze into his eyes and smile. I’m not ready to move on with him, but things are slowly getting better between us. He was honest to a fault in his letter and he has been trying so hard to make things right between us. I’m still waiting for the full explanation, but he told me ‘soon’ when I brought it up the other day. He glances back at Lay and winks. Next thing I know I’m on my back, Lay’s kissing me hard, and Jase is walking out the door. Lay worships my body like I’m his queen, not stopping till I can hardly move.I could get used to this.
After I have had more orgasms than I can count right now, Jase drops the bomb on me. “I can’t wait to see East mucking stables.”
Fuck.I forgot about East. I don’t know what to call our relationship: I think we’re friends, maybe more. He has me so confused with his constant change in moods. Hopefully this trip isn’t a huge disaster.
e
We pull up to the ranch around dinner time, and I’m starving. I know no one is here right now, but Frankie had made something for us. I just have to heat it up. The guys all climb out, and East offers me his hand, helping me down from the truck. “Why don’t you guys explore and I’ll go fix dinner,” I say, stretching at the waist. I stand up and Jase kisses me quickly, before grabbing Lay’s hand and dragging him to the door, I told them earlier it was unlocked. “I think we need a shower,” he says nonchalantly over his shoulder. I laugh and shake my head. A warm body comes up behind me and I relax. “If you want to join them, I can manage to reheat some food.” East says into my neck. I turn and give him a quick hug, resting my head on his chest. I don’t know how to define our relationship. We kiss, we cuddle, but that's as far as things have gone. “No, it’s okay. Let them have their time alone. But if you wanted to help me, I wouldn’t say no.” I lean up on my tippy toes and give him a quick kiss, before turning and rushing into the house. He grabs me as soon as I reach the fridge and slams my back against the cold metal, gripping my wrists. He places them above my head and kisses me hard. I whimper into his mouth and he growls, before backing away. “Fuck Cara, I want you so bad, but I know I don’t deserve you,” he says, before walking out the door, slamming it in his wake.
I bang my head against the fridge then rest it there for a minute. He’s so hot and cold, I get a serious brain freeze. Stepping back, I open the fridge, pulling out the casserole Frankie made and a side dish. I preheat the oven then walk out the back door. I let the country air sweep me away and sigh.It’s good to be home.
Layton
After dinner East and J decided to go check out the town life. I think they just wanted to give us some time alone, which I appreciate. I know I’ve been monopolizing a lot of Carson’s time lately, but when she’s with me the bad thoughts disappear. I’m happy. She makes me happy. I love spending time as a group, but just us two is pretty great too. I walk into her room and freeze. Her shower door is open and she’s singing a beautiful song about friends turning into lovers. I lean against the door and just listen. Letting the haunting melody wash over me.
The water shuts off, and she reaches for her towel. I watch her like a perv as she dries off. She bends down and I groan.
“You know you should’ve just joined me,” she says sassily, not turning around. She wiggles her ass in invitation so I move closer. Her back hits my bare chest and she shivers. I bend down and kiss her neck then move to her ear, “I wanted to wait until you were dry and dripping for me, not from the water of the shower,” I say, nipping her earlobe. She whimpers and spins to take my lips with hers. I dominate her mouth, nibbling on her bottom lip. I love kissing this girl, the way her soft lips feel on mine and the small breathy moans that escape her, make me rock hard and satisfied at the same time.
“I’ve been wanting to do this for so long.” I groan while kissing down her neck, when I reach her collarbone I give it a small nip, and she gasps, making my dick harder, as if that was possible.
Ever since that heated kiss, and the day at May’s farm, I’ve been dying to bend her over something or shove her against a wall and let my body control hers. The short sundresses she loves to wear drive me insane.
“Lay, stop teasing me.” she begs before placing her hand on my cock, giving it a few strokes. I bring my mouth back to hers and we don’t make it to the bed like I planned. I shove her against the door, and kiss down her body. I reach her belly button and suck on the ring she has there. She gently places her hand on my head and runs her nails through my hair, slowly pushing me lower. I love seeing how much she has changed since that night with J and me. The confidence she has now only makes her hotter. I place kisses as I reach her thighs avoiding the heat between them.
“Please,” she whimpers and I cave. I take her leg and rest it over my shoulder, breathing her in. I’ve never done this before, and I’m nervous she's going to tell from my lack of skills. I have never wanted to do this for a girl before. J is the one who was always into eating a girl out. I much preferred to suck him off as he did it, but after watching him bring Cara so much pleasure, I want to do that too.
I must have stopped because she starts to wiggle and grip my hair a little harder. I gently lick from her thigh to her center. Tasting, exploring, listening to the way she moans, learning how to pleasure her body the way she needs. Her moans get louder and I increase my pressure, every time I lick her clit she jolts so I stay there, flicking my tongue back and forth as fast as I can. Her legs start to shake and her moans turn to begging. I reach up and grip one of her perfect breasts, giving her nipple a little pinch.
“More. I need more please.” she begs. I grip her other leg and wrap them both around my head pressing a palm to her stomach to hold her to the wall. “Oh my god.” she yells before clawing my scalp in panic. I remove my face from her thighs and glance up at her. “I’ve got you. I’ll never let you fall,” I tell her, before going back to eating her as if she’s a homemade dessert just for me.
She relaxes and starts to grind into my face. She may think nothing of what I just said, or that I just mean at this moment, but I’ve made the decision that Penny is going down in some way. I won’t have her destroy one of the best things in my life.
Jase
I walk into Cara’s bedroom after striking out in town. Can you believe a small town like this actually cards at the bars? Or that I got carded, but East didn’t. We’re twins for fucksakes. East and I turned twenty-one before college started, but our dumbasses left our wallets here. I will go back there before we leave Kansas and prove to that jackass that I am in fact twenty-one years old. I’m still fuming in my head when I freeze, taking in the scene in front of me. I stumble back a step and my dick goes rock hard. Lay has Cara pinned to the bathroom door, licking the cream I miss so much.
“What’s going on here?” I purr and Cara’s eyes flash to mine. She yelps and Lay moves away from her dripping pussy. I can smell it from here and my mouth starts to water. She gives me a glare and points to the bed. “You, mister, do not deserve this treat so you will sit there like a good little boy and watch as Lay brings me infinite pleasure,” she growls before tossing her head back and moaning. Lay has resumed licking her, leaving space so I can see his tongue part her folds. She’s so pink and glistening. I don’t move, and she grips Lay's head stopping him. He looks back at me with pleading eyes, and I give in. I mean, watching can be hot too. “And don’t you dare touch yourself,” she snaps. I tense up, but nod my head. I deserve this. Yeah, I may deal with guilt, and I have been trying to make things better between us, but if this is what she wants me to do I will. I deserve it after everything, and she still doesn't even know the full story. I glance at the door, and East is watching the show too, with longing in his eyes. He meets my eyes with a sad smile then walks away, quietly shutting the door.
I sit here waiting for my turn as Lay makes Cara scream over and over again. First with his mouth and fingers, then his cock. I’m rock hard to the point it’s starting to hurt, and my fingernails are leaving imprints in my thighs. She told me I couldn’t touch myself, that this is my punishment, and if I wasn’t trying so hard to get back in her good graces, and if her commanding me wasn’t so hot, I would tell her to fuck off. I’m the alpha between us and that won’t be changing, but she’s adorable for trying. Lay, on the other hand, knows I like it when he holds me down and punishes my tight ass. I don’t mind being a switch for him. She unwraps her legs from around his thighs and places her shaky feet to the floor. They talk quietly for a moment before looking at me.Fucking finally.
“I have been the good little boy you wanted me to be, now get your asses over here,” I growl, losing my patience. I rip my clothes off and stand there bare assed with a hard on. Lay tosses Carson over his shoulder and throws her to the bed before gripping my chin and giving me a hard kiss. I taste the tang of her juices from his lips and grip the back of his neck devouring him. Cara groans and bites her lip, watching us. “Why is that so hot?” she mutters.Oh I’ll show her hot. “Touch her while I fuck your mouth,” I tell Lay. He lowers to the bed and gives her a slow, passionate kiss moving his hand lower and rubbing her clit once more. She whimpers and closes her legs, gently pushing him away. I’m not surprised if she’s over-sensitized. I smack his ass and he moans, arching his back. “I told you to suck my dick, Lay. Don’t make me get the belt.” He shivers and spins around, still rubbing her with one hand, this time slower, then grabbing my wrist he tugs me to the bed beside her. Leaning over the top, he starts to kiss down my abs to my hard cock, licking me like his favorite treat. When he swallows me down after a few tries, I moan and grasp Cara’s throat, pulling her lips to mine, and grab his hair with the other, pushing him harder, making him choke. She backs away, eyes full of lust and shoots me a wink, before inching down the bed beside Lay. My eyebrows arch and I groan louder when I feel her little pink tongue run along my shaft, before kissing him. He moans into her mouth and she grins. “I think we should both enjoy him. He was a good boy. I think he deserves a reward,” she says softly to Lay, before gazing up at me. Her hand runs down my abs to my hard cock, before gripping it roughly and swallowing me down.Fuck.
