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“Are we really doing this?” he asks me when he’s less than an inch away, gazing between my eyes and mouth. I give him a nod, taking a deep breath in. I place my hand on his shoulder, before gripping the side of his neck, tugging his mouth to mine. A whimper leaves his lips and I groan, kissing him harder. I run the tip of my tongue along his bottom lip, nipping it gently and he moans, opening for me. Yes please. I tangle my tongue with his, he tastes sweet like jelly and peanut butter. He must have had a snack.
I take my other hand and grab his hip, pulling his body completely against mine. His hard dick surprises me, but when he rubs against mine, I know we’ve just crossed a line, and I don’t ever want to go back. I kiss him deeper, moaning. God he tastes better than I even imagined.
A whimper from behind him has me pulling away, taking a much needed breath. I glance at his face looking for disgust, or awkwardness, but he just has a dazed smile on his lips.
“Fuck me, that was so hot. Please keep doing that. I'm so close,” Kyna whines from the bed. I finally move my eyes her way and she’s spread out in the middle of the mattress, touching herself. My dick twitches and I grab Lay’s hand, pulling us closer to where she is. Tonight is going to be one to remember. I lean over and kiss her thighs, spreading her legs to really make her cream and she squeals when I run my tongue from her clit to ass. I dig my nails into her ass and shove my face into her pussy letting her juices drown me as she explodes.
I look up at Lay when I’m done, and he shifts uncomfortably before bending down and giving her a hot kiss. She moans into his mouth then reaches up and pulls his body down onto hers. He’s still wearing his clothes, so I help him with his shirt and take the jump by kissing his neck and slide his shorts down. I groan and trail my hands down his spine till I meet his fuckable ass.
Never thought I’d be into guys, but seeing Lay bent over like this makes me want to cream myself. He moans into her mouth and shifts her thighs until she’s spread eagle. Pulling from her lips, he looks over his shoulder back at me and bites his lip. He wiggles his ass a little, grinding against my hard cock, and I drop my shorts too.
Kyna reaches over and grabs something from the bed I must have missed and takes three little pills out. She places one on Lay’s tongue and he turns to meet my mouth, kissing me hard. I take the pill from him and pull away as she gives him another then places one into her mouth. She closes her eyes and lies back in bliss while Lay slowly thrusts into her.
I watch as he fills her to the brim then I drop behind him and lick his spine down to his ass. He trembles and moans and I know he likes it. The lights in the room start to look like a live rainbow and I kiss his right asscheek before biting it. He thrusts harder into Kyna and she starts to jump and twitch, and whimper in bliss. Gasping for breath like she can’t believe what's going on right now.
She gently shoves Lay away and he turns to me, pulling me up and kissing me hard before dropping to his knees and taking my hard dick into his mouth. Holy shit! I watch as he gobbles me down and can’t fight my orgasm from coming. I’ve been waiting too long for this. I come hard down his throat and he groans. I glance down at him and he’s jacking himself off hard. A whimper from the bed shows Kyna spasming and twitching. Fuck, she must have come as hard as me.
I clean up Lay’s mess, then climb onto the bed beside Kyna. Her eyes are closed and she’s still. What the fuck! I give her a small shake but she doesn’t wake up and she’s not breathing...
“I don’t think we will ever truly get over that night, brother,” East mumbles, pulling me from my nightmares. I sigh and lean back against the wall, nodding.
“I know man. I know.”
Seven
Layton
I watch him leave and finally release the sob that I’ve been holding back. Why am I here? Why couldn’t he just let me go? I was finally free. Now I’m back here in a hell of my own making. My phone sits on the table next to the bed, plugged into the charger. I pick it up, wincing at the pain in my shoulder. I ignore all my social media notifications and pull up her number. I know it’s a longshot but I just need to hear her voice. It rings a few times before going to voicemail. I open my mouth to leave a message but then stop. Does she know about what I tried to do? I quickly end the call, then toss my phone on the makeshift bed Jase must have been using.
A knock on the door shows a man in scrubs. I quickly wipe my face and he opens the door wider, stepping in and reaching for my chart on the end of the bed. They usually keep them in the hall outside the door, but I overheard the nurse mention a nosey boyfriend.
“Mr. Willis, I’m glad to see that you are awake and doing better. How are you feeling? Rate your pain for me from one to ten. Ten being the worst.” The doctor holds a chart in his hands, flipping through my medical records.
My left arm is in a cast, same with my right leg. My body has been taped up so I’m assuming I broke some ribs. My right wrist is also bandaged and besides my head, that is the worst pain I am feeling.
“My throat burns and my head throbs,” I groan out, and he nods.
“Yes, that's to be expected. You bashed your head pretty hard out there. Good thing you were wearing your helmet, or the outcome could have been a lot worse. You also had a lung collapse during the accident. So the burning you feel is from being intubated. That pain should lessen over the next few days. We have you on a morphine drip, so I will increase the dosage in a few hours. Help you get some sleep.” He closes the chart and gives me a pointed look.
“I’ll be frank with you, Layton, you're lucky to be alive and you won’t be going home for a few weeks, so I suggest you get comfortable. They’ll be transporting you to a mental health facility next week depending on how fast your healing process goes. You have been assigned to ‘suicide watch’, and will be having a therapist come speak to you in the morning.” He gives me a frown then nods.
“Do you have any questions for me?” he asks, before checking his beeper. I shake my head and he sighs, patting my foot then leaving my room.
I sit here in silence. My thoughts buzzing and emotions going haywire. Why am I still here?Because you’re not even competent enough to kill yourself. You’re useless, worthless.No! I’m not there must be a reason. A reason why I’m still alive.You’re only alive so people can keep using you. Hurting you. You should end it once and for all. Steal some pills and swallow. Even you can handle that.I close my eyes and let the tears fall once more.
“Shut up! Shut up! Please. I don’t want to die.”You don’t deserve to live. You are a murderer. You’re scum, and that’s why no one will ever love you!The voices keep taunting me and I don’t know what to do anymore. I just want them to stop, but they will never leave, not til I’m gone for good.
They’re right. I am scum, I am a murderer. I should have just crawled in that hole beside Kyna and let them bury me alive with her. The memories of that night flood my mind and even though they haunt me and make me feel sick. I allow it. I deserve it. I deserve to never forget...
“Kyna, holy fuck! Jase, what are we going to do? What did we do? Fuck, I think I’m going to be sick,” I whisper-shout as I pace beside the bed. The girl that I was just having an amazing time with is staring lifelessly back at us. How did this happen? We were kissing and fucking, then I was finally expressing my feelings with Jase. I thought her whimpers and tossing around was just from the ecstasy and powerful orgasm. I didn’t know she was seizing behind me.
“Oh my god. We killed her. She overdosed.” The room starts to spin and I find my ass on the floor. Jase shakes me gently, pushing some of my blond hair behind my ear. Even through all this chaos he gazes at me with love. How have I never noticed he felt the same about me? No Lay, this is not the time. There is a dead girl we need to think of. But fuck, I don’t want to think about it.
“We need help. I’ll go get Easton. He’ll know what to do. You stay here and start to wipe down everything. The house is mostly cleared out or they’re in their rooms.”
Wait! What? “You want to hide this?” I ask in a confused exhaustion.
His eyes bug and he groans. “Yes. No. I don’t know Lay.”
