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I wake up early. Derek is still sleeping, so I lie in the bed and think about my visits with Dr. Sharp. Talking to her has lifted this huge weight off of my shoulders; one I didn’t even realize I was still carrying around. I just feel so free. I’ve even opened up more with Derek, telling him everything. The worst beatings, the first time my father raped me. He’s been so amazing with everything, with talking to me, with just being there.
When I first talked to Elizabeth and William about what my father did, they were livid. Williamwas more so to the point, because he was driven and able to have them arrested for possession. On further investigation, it was also proven they made their own stuff and sold it. However, they couldn’t arrest my father. He had overdosed just weeks after they left my home. I say good riddance. My egg donor is in prison for a long, long time. However, it hasn’t stopped her from trying to call me and from writing to me about how all of this was my fault.
Once Derek found out about the phone calls and letters, his father made surethat she wasn’t allowed to have any more phone privileges, and isn’t allowed to send any other letters to me.
Beinga part of Derek’s family is amazing. In fact, being with Derek is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I wasn’t lying when I told him that I was lucky to have him in my life. I look over to where he is sleeping and notice that the covers are off. It used to freak me out, but now I love that he sleeps naked. His cock is hard and ready. Maybe I should show him how lucky he is to have me.
I sit up and pull my nightgown over my head. Then, I shimmy out of my panties, and I scoot down the bed, until my face is at his dick. I reach out and wrap my hand around it then suck it into my mouth. Above me, I hear Derek moan and then feel him place his hand on top of my head.
His hips start to thrust up, sending him deeper into my throat. “Yeah, baby. Suck that cock.” He moans out.
I start to move my head faster, taking him as deep as I can. All of a sudden, he lets go of my headand grabs my arms to pull me up his body.
I swing my leg over himwhile he grabs his cock and lines it up with my pussy. Tortuously slow, I slide down onto his shaft and roll my hips around for good measure. Having him inside my mouth got me so excited that it only takes a few strokes to send me over the edge. I am still convulsing when he decides to flip me onto my back.
As soon as my back touches the bed, Derekpounds into me, prolonging my orgasm, and as I’m finally starting to come down from my high, he reaches down and furiously rubs my clit, causing the feeling to build again.
“Derek.” I moan out.
He thrusts faster, and harder. “Yeah babe, let it go.” He says through clenched teeth.
I arch up and let my release go.
“Fuck.” Derek moans as he finds his own release.
He collapses on top of me and puts his forehead to mine, bothof us breathing heavily.
“Good morning.” I whisper out, smiling.
He grins. “Morning.”
As he slides off me, I feel him freeze. “Shit!”
“What?” I ask, sitting up, frowning.
“We didn’t use protection.” He says as he rubs his hands over his face. “Please tell me you’re on birth control.”
I bite my lip, I’ve never told him I couldn’t have children. I shake my head when he looks at me.
“Don’t think I don’t want children with you babe, I do, but we just started out. I want more us time.” He says, cupping my face in his hands.
“You want children?” I ask quietly.
“Yes, I do. I want a few of them. Don’t you?”
Shit, I have to tell him. “I can’t have children, Derek.” I whisper out.
He freezes. “What?”
“Caleb, he... Those scars on my stomach...” I can’t finish; it’s still too hard to talk about. I haven’t even talked to my therapist about that yet.
“Fucking asshole!” he yells out.
I freeze and put my arms up to my face. “Baby, stop that shit. You know I won’t hurt you.”
I just nod and slowly bring my arms down.
“We have to break up.” I say, staring down at my hands on top of the covers.
