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I want a man that wants me and only me, and that’s just not who Dirty is. I’ve put up with enough of that shit with Hunter to last me a lifetime, I refuse to go through it again.
Jared rolls off me, our bodies glistening. “I need a smoke.”
He chuckles. “Thought so, when you come your legs shake as if you’re having a seizure.” I laugh, but it’s true. It’s like they have a mind of their own.
Rolling over I grab a robe and head out to the back deck for a smoke, Jared following me. “You wanna come to Moncton with me this weekend? Family is getting together for a big reunion thing.” I smile but can’t answer.
“No the fuck she doesn’t. Who the hell are you?” Dirty comes around the side of the house. Oh shit.
“Dirty, what are you doing here?” I feel almost guilty in this moment. I’ve had feelings for Dirty for years but because I know his reputation of a dawg. I’ve seen firsthand the damage he can do to women that want more from him. I wish he could give me more, more than anything I have always felt the pull to be with him.
“You know him?” Jared asks me, looking confused. Which has me frowning, I’ve talked about the people in my life to him a few times, especially Dirty. So why is he pretending he doesn’t know that I of course know him?
“Yeah, she fucking knows me, I’m her man.”
“What the hell, Dirty, I’m not yours. What are you doing here?” I ask again.
“Got a text, you and this fuck together. Came to put a stop to it.”
Sighing, I stub out my smoke, pulling my robe tighter. “Dirty, you and I aren’t together, you have no say in who I date or not.”
“Like fuck I don’t.”
Why does he have to be like this? Always so bossy and demanding, as if he rules over me.
“Jared, I’m sorry, can you let us talk, I’ll see you tomorrow.”
He looks torn, but sighs and brings me in for a hard kiss. “Yeah babe. You gonna be okay with him?”
I hear Dirty growl and roll my eyes. “Yeah, it’s fine, he’s from the club.” I feel stupid saying that, of course he’s from the club, he’s wearing his cut.
He nods and walks away, once I hear the front door shut and his car start up, I turn back to Dirty who is now all up in my space.
Shoving him back, I shout at him, “What do you want?”
“You.”
“Can you just stop. We tried before, you know this, it didn’t work out.”
“Fuck that, it was one god damned date, and you took off before it even finished. You don’t even know if it could have worked out or not.”
“Dirty, you have bitches left, right, and center. You are not a man I want to be with.”
“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?”
“One woman could never satisfy you. What, you want me to be yours but at the same time have a dozen whores on your dick at any given time too? I can’t do that again, I won’t. You need to leave.”
His eyes narrow on me as he steps forward. “Again? What do you mean by again?” That was the first slip up I’ve ever had in years. Not even Melissa knows about my past with my ex. Just that it wasn’t a healthy relationship.
Pulling my robe even tighter, I sigh. “I was in a relationship before, years with this man. He was a biker, just like you. And just like you he didn’t know how to keep his dick in his pants. So, I’ll repeat, you and I, we won’t ever work because that’s not the relationship I want.”
“Who was he?” And this is where I need to stop the conversation. There is no way I’m gonna tell him I used to be an Old Lady to one of the Jacks Devils, their rival club.
“He was a childhood friend, that’s all you need to know. Now, I need sleep. It’s late.” I go to move back into my house when Dirty cages me in against the back door.
His face goes into my neck and I feel his hardness dig into my stomach. “Fuck, Anara. There is no way I’m letting you go. All that bullshit you just spouted; you’re projecting your ex onto me.”
Shoving him back from me again, “When was the last time you had sex?” he doesn’t answer, and I shake my head. “That’s what I thought. If you wanted me so damn bad, Dirty, you wouldn’t be fucking some whore and then come to me when you were done. The only good biker I know is Slammer. And that man wouldn’t even look twice at another woman, not when he has Melissa.”
