AllFreeNovel
Share Us
She blushes. “Wanting you,” she murmurs.
“What was that?”
“I want you,” she says louder. She’s just given me my opening.
“I’ll be by tomorrow at 8pm to pick you up.”
“What? Where are we going?” She looks panicked, and I smile.
“On a date. Dress to be on the back of my bike.” I lower my head and give her a soft and gentle kiss on the lips before walking away smiling. What the fuck! I don’t do soft and gentle, yet I just did. Fuck, after I get Emily settled into bed, I’ll call over my neighbour to babysit. I need to get to the clubhouse and get my dick sucked.
Chapter Ten
Justine
Well, damn, I felthis dick against me and wanted to rub myself all over him like a friggin’ hussy. What’s wrong with me, like really? Tomas and I just broke up like ten seconds before he came over. But I’m understanding even more now how right Tomas was about this just ‘being friends’ business.
I go back inside after I watch him greet his little girl. Shit, should I really get involved with a guy that has kids. That would make me a stepmom and I’m not sure I’m ready for something like that. Hell, kids have never been on my radar in my life.
“Well, that looked intense,” Tomas says, smiling at me the minute I’m back in the house.
“Yeah,” I mutter, “I don’t know what he’s doing to my head, but I’m not sure if I like it.”
I gauge Tomas’s reaction and he doesn’t look jealous in the slightest. This is just too easy; I don’t get it. Has he felt this way for longer than he’s telling me? And if so, why haven’t I seen this before now? I’m either incredibly dumb or totally clueless.
“By the way, Sharon is coming over tonight. I want you to meet her and talk with her. She wants to make sure things are as I say they are. She and I talked today and she’s still leery of starting something.”
I scratch my head, I’m sure she is. Especially since we’re still living together. I don’t know about other women, but if my man was living with a female, I’d be questioning it, too.
“That’s fine. I guess it will be a test to see if I’m really okay with this or not.” My life has changed so much overnight, I went from having a man I loved and cared about to still having him in my life but not my bed. I never thought I’d see the day when Tomas and I weren’t together anymore.
**
I’M FINISHING UP INthe kitchen when the doorbell goes off. “I’ll get it.” Tomas shouts to me and I shake my head. Am I really going to be okay with this? Him dating someone else. I mean, our sex life has always been great, hell we’ve even brought others into it at times when we were feeling a little stale in our relationship. Tomas would mostly just watch, while I enjoyed it.
I don’t know if I want to fully break up with Tomas, shit. What on earth am I doing? Making a meal for Tomas and some woman that he wants to date. This isn’t me. Tomas is right, I’ve been holding myself back from my full potential.
