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Sam, on the other hand, we’re still in this awkward place, and I don’t know how to break free of it. I ended up making him off limits to the girls, to help him better with his temptation. But so far, he’s been a good boy. Jennifer and Justine both have told me he’s been behaving himself at the clubhouse whenever they are there. But at the same time, they’ve said that before, he was just hiding it when they were around.
I’ve been invited out so many times, but I’ve been so busy with the girls that I just want to stay at home at night. Relaxing. Not a whole lot of relaxing, though, since Sam and Hunter both keep me pretty occupied.
In more ways than one.
My stomach starts to churn again, and I rush off to the bathroom. This is the second day in a row. It’s more than just some flu.
Sam, Hunter, and I haven’t been using protection. Shit, could I be pregnant?
I doubt we’re ready for that. We only just started getting into the swing of things with our relationship; this could make or break us.
I search the cabinet in the bathroom and find a test. Hopefully, it’s still good. I got it a few months ago when there was a pregnancy scare but it was negative. I pee on the test and wait the three minutes before looking.
“Anara? You okay in there?” Hunter calls out, jiggling the door knob. Thankfully, it’s locked.
“What’s going on?” I hear Dirty ask.
“Anara’s sick again, just want to make sure she’s okay.”
“I’m fine, you guys, be out in a minute.”
I look down to the test and my heart stops. Two lines mean pregnant. Holy shit, we’re having a baby. But who’s baby, will they even care?
I open the door and chew on my lip. I don’t know what my men will think; this is still such a slippery slope for us, this could literally break Sam and I for good.
“What’s wrong?” Sam asks, coming close to me, cupping my face.
Hunter moves around us and goes to the bathroom and I start to make panic noises, since I forgot the test on the counter. “Anara?” Hunter asks coming back out, the stick in his hand. “Is this what I think is it?”
I nod, tears forming in my eyes. “Yes.”
He smiles and leans down to kiss me, Sam’s hands still cupping my face.
Sam backs off and looks at what Hunter is holding. “Pregnant?” he gasps. “I thought you were on birth control.” He’s getting angry, and I knew this would happen.
“I am, it must have failed, because I’ve been on the shot for years. Never missed an appointment. We also haven’t exactly been being careful, we never use condoms,” I point out.
“Fuck, first Chasity and now you. What the fuck?” he roars, and I shrink back into Hunter’s arms.
“Dude, chill out, we still don’t know if Chasity’s kid is even yours. Chances are it’s not,” Hunter tells him. “Right now, we have a woman that needs us, so you need to fuck off or get with the program.”
I rub at my chest, which is slightly itchy. Hunter had me branded at his clubhouse the other night, so I’m still healing. He intertwined his club name and real name with Sam’s on my butterfly, and it’s stunning, you wouldn’t think the two were done a year apart.
“We should sit down and talk about this,” I voice.
“I just need a moment, I don’t know how to feel right now,” Sam says and takes off out of the room and down the stairs. I hear the front door slam and then the tears fall.
“It will be okay, Anara. And if not, I’ll beat some sense into him.”
“It’s only been three weeks since we decided to give this a shot, it’s too soon.”
Hunter stiffens and turns me to look at him. “Do you want to get rid of it?”
My hand instinctively goes to my stomach and I flinch back. “No, I would never do that.”
Hunter sags in relief then hugs me, bringing my head to his chest. “Everything will work out. Right now, Dirty just needs to process this, he’ll be back by the end of the day. I promise.”
I hope he’s right. We might be starting over but this kinda puts a chink in our plans for the future. Am I even ready to be a mother? I don’t know. What if I’m no good at it? I didn’t have the best relationship with my mother growing up. At least I know what not to do.
