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Nick
Iwas feeling weird after my night with Betty. It was not at all what I had anticipated. There had been a few moments when it first started, where I had been able to get my hands on her rather quickly.
I knew that Betty had the same urge inside of her that I had. It was obvious that she wanted me. It was also clear, though, that she wasn't ready for it. Her reasoning behind it was still unclear to me. I had questions, but I’d learned to wait. I was convinced that there was a good explanation. It wasn't from lack of desire and want either. It had been dripping off of her. Why she insisted on making it difficult, I had no idea.
So, I went home with a full spectrum of emotions. I had fun and that obviously was a good thing. It had been refreshing to be around her and she even got along with my bandmates. Maybe she was even a bit too perfect; however, it didn't change anything. We talked about going out the next day and even though I had other things planned, I knew that I would obviously have a way better time with her. It hadn't taken me long at all to figure that out.
I still wasn't sure how I felt about all of it. By this time in any other relationship, I would be balls deep inside of the girl. I wasn't used to delaying gratification and even though I knew a lot guys were into that sort of thing, I was not. I wanted gratification and I couldn’t go without it much longer.
Deciding that I couldn’t wait, I came up with a plan to go see her. I went back and forth with it for at least an hour or two. I knew which room she was staying in and I couldn't stay away any longer. I tried the age-old method of throwing rocks at her window to get her attention, but that didn't work. All it did was make a horrible sound that made me paranoid as hell and I was convinced that everyone was going to hear it. When she didn't come to the window, I started to lose hope that my plan was going to have a happy ending. What had I been thinking?
When I was about to give up, I saw a shadow behind the window, and I knew immediately that it was Betty. She opened the window and it took her a minute to realize who it was. She wasn't ecstatic to see me, but she wasn't upset about it either. I guess I'm just going to have to take it.
“What are you doing here?”
“I can't stop thinking about you.”
“Well, you could have called me, you know.”
“Yeah, I guess I could have. I wanted to see you. Can you come out for a little bit? Are you sleeping?”
She agreed that she wasn't sleeping, and I wanted to take that as she couldn't sleep because she was thinking about me. That's what I had been doing, so it was a lot easier to imagine her doing the same thing. It made me feel a little bit better to know that I wasn't the only one that was completely losing their shit.
“No, I was sleeping. I was actually sleeping pretty well. Why don't you just meet me out there in a minute? I think it would be better than you coming in here.”
I wasn't going to argue with her. Whatever way I could see her was all that mattered. She said that she would be down in a few minutes and I was to wait for her. I didn't want to wait for her, though. I wanted to go up into her bedroom and talk her out of the one thing that I couldn't get out of my mind. I would be the first to admit that was exactly what I was thinking about. I don't know if it was going to do me any good, of course, but it was certainly on my mind.
She wanted me to meet her down here, so I didn't have a choice, though. I was going to go along with anything I had to. I knew what I wanted, and she was it. If I had to jump through a few hoops, I was okay with that. I was pretty much okay with anything at this point, as long as it gave me more time with her. That was certainly a strange feeling to have, considering that I had never felt that way about someone before. I had a feeling that these feelings that I had for her, were not going to stop. They were only going to get worse and I'm not even sure why she was playing hard to get. I only knew that it was time for it to end. Even though I hadn't waited long, it was certainly longer than I'd ever had to wait before.
It didn't take long for Betty to get downstairs and she looked like she didn't put much into getting dressed. She just threw on some kind of robe. Her hair was down and the dark mass was soft-looking to the touch. Why did I want to touch it so badly?
“You look great.”
She scoffed and waved me off. “You really are full of yourself. I just threw something on.”
“I know. That should tell you something. You don't even have to get ready like other girls. You're just naturally beautiful.”
She told me then that I was naturally full of crap and I can't say that she was completely off. It wasn't like I didn't mean it though. I meant every word of it, even if it did sound cheesy. This girl, this woman. She was doing things to me. Things that I didn't understand, but I certainly didn't want it to stop.
“You can say what you want to, Betty, but I stand by my words.”
“So, what has you up so late at night? Were you not able to sleep?”
I told her that I wasn't and then she asked why. When I mentioned something about us being together, I don't really know what I expected her to do, but I didn't expect her to get all wide-eyed and look at me like I was physically causing her pain.
“I feel bad because you took care of me and made me feel so good. I was sleeping so well when you woke me up.”
I told her that it wasn't doing me any good to hear that and she looked even more stricken.
“I didn't mean for that to happen.”
“For what to happen?”
“You know, for you to be in pain.”
I told her that it wasn't anything that I couldn't live without. I wondered then if I could guilt her into having sex with me. I felt ashamed almost immediately from having the thought, but it certainly had run through my head. That was just how badly I wanted her. I was willing to do, say, about anything that I had to. I wasn't proud of it, but I knew it was the truth.
