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“You’re afraid of trusting me.”
My eyes lower, hating that these insecurities swallow every good thing I feel. Josh’s fingers trace the edge of my jaw before lifting my eyes to his.
“You can trust me, Sunshine, I’m not Cole. I won’t step out on you, I won’t betray your trust and I’m definitely not going anywhere.” His thumb lightly flutters over my bottom lip as I suck in a breath. “I promise.” The words are whispered as he kisses my cheek and I start to give in. I knew I would the second he walked into this apartment and I smelled that pine scent I love so much.
“Okay,” I say quietly. I can’t let my fears dictate something I know will be worth it in the end.
“Okay?” he asks as his eyes widen, sounding optimistic.
As much as the dread from the past still creeps up my spine, I decided to believe him.
“But I need to know that she won’t creep back into our life again. As much as I want to trust you…” My voice trails off, avoiding his gaze, knowing that he can’t control what Angela says or does, but he can control how close she gets.
“You can. I promise on my life that I will never do what he did to you. Ever.”
The tears start as I tilt my head back, trying to sift through all the emotions running through my body right now.
“I’m willing to give this another shot. What I feel for you is bigger than anything I’ve felt in a long time and I don’t think I can let that go.”
Josh leans in, his forehead touching mine as his fingers find their way into my hair, gripping tightly, almost as if he’s afraid I’ll disappear. His intake of breath sends a shiver throughout my entire body, knowing what’s coming and what he’s waiting for. The need to kiss him is so strong that I find myself leaning toward him the longer we sit like this.
“Sunshine, I need to kiss you.” He groans as I gasp, his fingers digging into my scalp a little harder. “Please let me kiss you,” he pleads, his gorgeous blue eyes mirroring the same desperation that I bet he sees in mine.
My head tilts slightly, agreeing as that handsome smile fills his face just before his mouth crashes to mine.
God, he tastes fucking amazing.
Our lips rush together as if we haven’t seen each other in years. His hands grasp at my hair once again, pulling me closer. His tongue darts out, licking my lower lip, demanding entrance. A throaty moan escapes when our tongues tangle, his kisses becoming harder and harder. I lean farther into him, wanting to feel as much of him as possible. My hands travel down his chest, feeling his muscles contract with every pass of my fingers. He untangles his hands from my hair and grabs my hips, pulling me closer. A growl comes from Josh, the feeling of his lips on mine bordering on heaven. My hand slips down Josh’s torso, past his belt and finds itself on the growing hardness in his jeans.
“Josh…” I whimper. “Please.” I have no idea what I’m asking for, but Josh’s hands grasp my hips as he hauls me into his lap, my legs straddling his. He grabs my ass, grinding himself against my most sensitive spot as my head falls back in ecstasy. His cock against my core is all I ever want to know as my hips grind back and forth creating much-needed friction.
His lips travel from mine down my neck and I can’t take it anymore, I grab the hem of my shirt and rip it over my head. I stop when I see the look of desire on Josh’s face when he notices the red lace bra that covers my breasts.
Thank you, Victoria’s Secret.
His lips suck my nipple through the sheer lace and my mind goes somewhere else because I forgot what it felt like to have his lips against me. He goes from one nipple to the other as I grind my needy pussy against his growing erection, whimpering as it hits my clit with every pass. Josh growls louder the harder I ride him, his hands gripping my ass harder, urging me to go faster.
“Fuck, Harper, you feel so fucking good right now,” he mumbles, tracing over the edge of my sweats as I start to pant.
“Jesus,” I whimper. “Touch me. Please touch me,” I repeat over and over, grabbing his face and hauling his lips back to mine. Our lips tangle and from the way his hips surge up to meet mine, I don’t think he minds one bit.
He breaks our kiss only for his lips to travel across my jaw toward that sensitive place under my ear that drives me wild. I whimper, silently begging him as a shudder goes through me, his hands grasping my breasts once more, kneading and tightening as my nipples harden under his touch.
“Where do you want me to touch you?” he whispers as I ride him harder and harder. “Show me, Harper, show me where you want it,” he pleads, feeling the heat go straight to my pussy.
Fuck, the way he’s talking is sending me over the edge and I need him to touch me before I explode. So, grabbing his hand, I push it past the waist of my sweats, stopping at the lace of my panties.
“Harper…” he groans as a sly smile forms on the edge of my lips.
I push our hands past the top of my panties as his fingers find my soaking wet lips. The loudest moan I have ever heard leaves my lips when the tips of his fingers find my aching clit.
“Sunshine, how could I forget how wet you get for me?”
I don’t answer, I just grind against his fingers, my hips seeming to have a mind of their own. “More…” I moan, pleading for him to keep going as I continue to grind against him.
“My pleasure.” His lips whisper against my skin as he attacks my mouth one more time just as his fingers enter my heat, melting me from the inside out. My body goes into overdrive as this overwhelming sensation takes over my body and I explode without warning.
“Josh, fuck!” I scream as white light explodes behind my eyes, my legs shaking as my hands grasp his shoulders for support. As I come down from one of the best orgasms of my life, Josh lifts me off the couch and into his arms.
