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Lucas smiled against me, not bothering to speak. I expected him to pull away. To release his lips from my skin and move on to other things.
He didn’t.
I reached for him out of instinct, fingers finding his hair. Holding on. Wordlessly asking for more of that pleasure that he offered. Lucas obliged. He slid his tongue along my entrance. Slipped it inside me until I couldn’t hold back my voice.
He broke through my hesitation and my shame and the parts of me that questioned this. He sealed his mouth over me. Long, sure strokes took me higher, built on the pleasure I’d already received and expanded it. It ran through my body like electricity, stunning me. It took my control away and shivered through every cell of my body until I was panting and spent. Pleasure broke over me like a wave as Lucas kept using his tongue.
I was shaking when he pulled away. Breathless. He crawled back up my body until his eyes were level with mine, and I gripped his arms. After that pleasure, it felt different between us. We were closer.
“How do you feel?”
My whole body flushed in the dark. “You want to talk about it?”
Lucas brushed his lips along my jaw. Down my neck and across my shoulder. “We don’t have to. But I want to know what you like. What you don’t like. What you’re holding back.”
“Why?” It came out as a strangled whisper. This already seemed... impossible. Beautiful. And I—
I didn’t feel like I deserved it.
The guilt that clung to my insides shriveled under my attention. This wasn’t something that I needed to feel guilty about. Being with Lucas was my choice. I wanted him. And he wanted me.
Taking a shaky breath, I reached out and looped my arms around his neck. “I liked that. A lot.”
He made a low sound in his throat before his lips moved to my ear. “Good. Because now that I’ve tasted you, I’m going to want to do that more often.”
My whole body shivered, nipples hardening, my thighs pressing together in response.
Lucas laughed softly. “Do you want to stop?”
“No.” The word flew from my lips.
He grinned. “Then I’ll be right back.”
I watched him as he got off the bed, shedding his pants and retrieving a condom from his bedside table. I couldn’t stop staring at him. Lucas was big. Bigger than...
Bigger than anyone I’d been with. He saw the look on my face when he returned to the bed and smiled. “I don’t think you know how beautiful you are.”
I blushed, though hopefully he couldn’t see it in the dim light. “That’s not what I thought you were going to say.”
He smirked, eyes dancing. “I know what you thought I was going to say, and we’ll go slow.”
Lucas took his time, stroking his hands up and down my body, warming my skin until I relaxed again. I lost my breath when he settled between my legs, pressed himself against me. This was real.
I lost myself in his kiss, distracted, overwhelmed, and ready. He pushed in and I gasped. Closed my eyes. He felt so good, my body gripping him like it would never let him go. Lucas paused, but I grasped his shoulders. There were scars under my fingers not so different than mine. “Don’t stop,” I breathed. “Don’t stop.”
He didn’t. All the way in, inch by inch. Until he was seated so deeply within me that I’d never felt so full. Until I never wanted to feel anything less than this.
Lucas kissed me, long and slow and deep. This was real. We were both still, holding our breath. He was waiting until my body eased—got used to his sheer size. Tiny movements of his hips brushed me, gliding, shooting sparks under my skin and foreshadowing what was about to happen.
I’d never felt anything like this. This was more than pleasure; it was closeness. The way Lucas was aware of every movement—the way he was focused more on me than he was on himself.
I didn’t dare think about the depth of the emotion in every movement of his lips. Of his fingers. Or the mirroring emotion that lurked under my skin not ready for words.
“You’re all right?” He moved his hips harder, and I gasped.
“Yes. I—yes.”
He started slow, rolling his hips as I adjusted to him. That elusive feeling curled up and through me, stretching inside me like it was waking up. All of this was familiar, and also brand new. Embers flickered under my skin with every smooth movement.
