Page 42 of Illicit Desires


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For a moment I just stood there frozen. There were a thousand reasons why we couldn’t be together. Two thousand at least if you include the drama with my family. But for once in my life, I ignored the logical part of my mind and trusted my gut instead. Jaime makes me feel safe. I didn’t want to spend the rest of the night all alone overthinking and running through worst case scenarios. I wanted to spend my night with Jaime.

Spinning around, I jerked the door open. Jaime was standing with his back to the door, watching over it like a real bodyguard, so he didn’t see me coming. I grabbed the back of his jacket and pulled hard, yanking him into my condo. He almost toppled, catching himself at the last minute right as I threw the door shut, a stunned look on his face.

“Bex, what–”

Throwing my arms around his neck, I captured his lips roughly. He only froze for a second before he wrapped his arms around me and yanked me closer, plastering me against him like a second skin. His tongue slipped past my lips to duel with mine and I fisted his hair, keeping him from pulling away.

Dipping slightly, he slipped one arm behind my knees, picking me up princess style. Smart man. I wouldn’t have been able to wrap my legs around him, not with the skirt I was wearing. He stumbled toward the couch and I pulled away long enough to point down the hall.

“Bedroom is that way.”

A wicked grin crossed his face and those delicious dimples popped back up. His long legs ate up the distance to my room and he kicked the door shut behind us. Samwise was going to be a real treat later for that but I wasn’t going to protest. Not when Jaime was tossing me onto the bed like I weighed nothing. I yelped and bounced but right as I settled he landed on top of me, claiming my lips again. It was a race to strip each other but since neither one of us wanted to pull away, it was a lot more difficult than it needed to be.

There was no alcohol to blame this time. It was just me and Jaime and the intense chemistry that left me reeling anytime I got close to him. I got to experience it all like it was the first time too, the sunset bathing the room in light so I could see every sculpted inch of him. When I ripped off his shirt, I pushed him until he fell onto his back, taking a minute to admire him.

Jaime wasn’t massive and bulky. I couldn’t stand men built like that. Not one inch of him was for show. He was trim and his muscles were like cut marble. His only imperfection was a long scar running down the middle of his stomach. I didn’t stop to ask about it though. I couldn’t help leaning and running my tongue along his abs. He groaned, tugging at the band in my hair to release it before sliding his fingers through it. He didn’t demand anything from me, didn’t try to shove my head down to his crotch like Gavin did. He just seemed to want to touch me in whatever way he could.

As a reward, I helped him wrestle off his slacks and boxer briefs and wrapped my hand around his erection, stroking roughly.

Last time, in the dark, I didn’t get to see his facial expressions. Right then I decided I’d never sleep with him with the lights off again. The look on his face was almost as hot as his reaction. His head flew back, his mouth open wide and his eyes squeezed shut as he groaned.

“Fffuuuccckkk…”

I kept up the motion of my hand because it kept him distracted as I shifted between his legs. Then I tossed my hair over my shoulder and on my next downward drag I pulled him into my mouth.

His whole body seized and he let out a strained shout. “Bex!”

Jaime isn’t a small man so I had to concentrate on my breathing so I didn’t choke but I moved my hand with my mouth and he couldn’t seem to sit still. He fisted the blankets, his body writhing. I’ve never enjoyed giving head but with Jaime I didn’t want to stop. His reactions had me so hot I had to slide my hand up my skirt to touch myself.

“Shit, shit! Bex, please! I–”

It was as much of a warning as he could give me because it seemed to take him off guard. His back arched and he came hard. I’d pulled away to give him a chance to settle and it hit my chin and neck. The surprise was quickly shadowed by unrivaled satisfaction that I made Jaime lose control. He panted heavily, staring at the ceiling in shock. When he finally looked down at me and saw the mess he made he groaned loudly and shook his head.

“I know I fucked up but you have no idea how hot that is.”

A smirk pulled at my lips. I wasn’t upset about it. I actually felt really powerful in that moment and it was definitely something I’d be doing again.

“Who says you fucked up?”

His eyebrows went up. “You wanted that to happen?”

Giving him back an expression he often gave to me, I shrugged carelessly. “I’m not unhappy about it.”

A smirk crossed his face. “Tease. Hold on, I’m gonna clean you up. Then I’m gonna return the favor.” He winked before rolling off the bed and disappearing into my bathroom. I had to call out to him to tell him where the washcloths were but when he came back it was warm and wet and he carefully cleaned the mess he made, a smoldering look in his eyes.

After tossing the washcloth away, he prowled up the bed after me, chasing me when I slid myself backwards. I’d managed to get Jaime fully undressed but I was still in my bra and skirt. Once I was settled on the pillows, he slowly stripped me the rest of the way, running his hands over every inch of skin that he revealed.

“Holy shit, you’re perfect.”

ChapterTwenty-Six

He tookhis time looking me over and I felt myself flush under his blatant perusal but before I could cover myself he dipped his head and flicked his tongue over my nipple, making me gasp. He hummed low, drawing it into his mouth for a second before releasing me.

“Keep it up with those noises, Bex, and we won’t be leaving this bed for the rest of the week.”

I hadn’t even realized I was making noises but when he started again I couldn’t help myself. I whimpered and moaned, running my fingers through his hair and gripping it to keep him there. When he started moving lower, I shifted restlessly. None of my exes were ever willing to do that often and yet Jaime didn’t complain once. He kissed his way down my belly and brushed a light kiss over my clit before tracing it with his tongue.

“Oh Jaime…”

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