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“I have no idea,” Alex says. “He’s totally ghosted me, so I guess it was awful or a stupid drunk mistake he regrets or—”
“Alex,” she says. “Helikesyou. He’s freaking out. You’re gonna have to decide how you feel about him and do something about it. He’s not in a position to do anything else.”
Alex has no idea what else to say about any of it. Nora’s eyes drift back to one of her screens, where Anderson Cooper is unpacking the latest coverage of the Republican presidential hopefuls.
“Any chance someone other than Richards gets the nomination?”
Alex sighs. “Nope. Not according to anybody I’ve talked to.”
“It’s almost cute how hard the others are still trying,” she says, and they lapse into silence.
Alex is late, again.
His class is reviewing for the first exam today, and he’s late because he lost track of time going over his speech for the campaign event he’s doing in fuckingNebraskathis weekend, of all godforsaken places. It’s Thursday, and he’s hauling ass straight from work to the lecture hall, and his exam is next Tuesday, and he’s going tofailbecause he’s missing thereview.
The class is Ethical Issues in International Relations. He really has got to stop taking classes so painfully relevant to his life.
He gets through the review in a haze of half-distracted shorthand and books it back toward the Residence. He’s pissed, honestly. Pissed at everything; a crawling, directionless bad mood that’s carrying him up the stairs toward the East and West Bedrooms.
He throws his bag down at the door of his room and kicks his shoes into the hallway, watching them bounce crookedly across the ugly antique rug.
“Well, good afternoon to you too, honey biscuit,” June’s voice says. When Alex glances up, she’s in her room across the hall, perched on a pastel-pink wingback chair. “You look like shit.”
“Thanks, asshole.”
He recognizes the stack of magazines in her lap as her weekly tabloid roundup, and he’s just decided he doesn’t want to know when she chucks one at him.
“NewPeoplefor you,” she says. “You’re on page fifteen. Oh, and your BFF’s on page thirty-one.”
He casually extends her the finger over his shoulder and retreats into his room, slumping down onto the couch by the door with the magazine. Since he has it, he might as well.
Page fifteen is a picture of him the press team took two weeks ago, a nice, neat little package on him helping the Smithsonian with an exhibit about his mom’s historic presidential campaign. He’s explaining the story behind aCLAREMONT FOR CONGRESS ’04 yard sign, and there’s a brief write-up alongside it about how dedicated he is to the family legacy, blah blah blah.
He turns to page thirty-one and almost swears out loud.
The headline:WHO IS PRINCE HENRY’S MYSTERY BLONDE?
Three photos: the first, Henry out at a cafe in London, smiling over coffees at some anonymously pretty blond woman; the second, Henry, slightly out of focus, holding her hand as they duck behind the cafe; the third, Henry, halfway obscured by a shrub, kissing the corner of her mouth.
“What thefuck?”
There’s a short article accompanying the photos that gives the girl’s name, Emily something, an actress, and Alex was generally pissed before, but now he’s very singularly pissed, his entire shitty mood funneled down to the point on the page where Henry’s lips touch somebody’s skin that’s nothis.
Who the fuck does Henry think he is? How fucking—how entitled, how aloof, howselfishdo you have to be, to spend months becoming someone’s friend, let them show you all their weird gross weak parts, kiss them, make them questioneverything,ignore them forweeks,and go out with someone else andput it in the press? Everyone who’s ever had a publicist knows the only way anything gets intoPeopleis if you want the world to know.
He throws the magazine down and lunges to his feet, pacing.FuckHenry. He should never have trusted the silver-spoon little shit. He should have listened to his gut.
He inhales, exhales.
The thing is. The thing. Is. He doesn’t know if, beyond the initial rush of anger, he actually believes Henry would do this. If he takes the Henry he saw in a teen magazine when he was twelve, the Henry who was so cold to him at the Olympics, the Henry who slowly came unraveled to him over months, and the Henry who kissed him in the shadow of the White House, and he adds them up, he doesn’t get this.
Alex has a tactical brain. A politician’s brain. It works fast, and it works in many, many directions at once. And right now, he’s thinking through a puzzle. He’s not always good at thinking:What if you were him? How would your life be? What would you have to do?Instead, he’s thinking:How do these pieces slot together?
He thinks about what Nora said: “Why do you think they’re always photographed?”
And he thinks about Henry’s guardedness, the way he carries himself with a careful separation from the world around him, the tension at the corner of his mouth. Then he thinks:If there was a prince, and he was gay, and he kissed someone, and maybe it mattered, that prince might have to run a little bit of interference.
And in one great mercurial swing, Alex is not just angry anymore. He’s sad too.
