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It was on the tip of her tongue to argue with him, but as if sensing her denial, he held up his hand to stop her. “Just wait, it isn’t about being your alpha. It isn’t about me, or what I want. It’s about making you strong so that you can make the best choice for yourself.”
What he promised was so appealing. Her wolf longed to be strong again, and she so badly wanted what he was offering. She needed her mate and was tired of denying herself.
RYAN COULD SMELL her. The heat of arousal was beginning to waft from her like a beacon calling to him. He reached for her, then remembered where they were. “Not here.” Her eyes were glassy as she came towards him and he wondered if she heard him. “I won’t take you by the side of the road, damn it.” Ryan kept his hands to himself, determined to get them back to a more private setting before touching her.
There was a gleam in her eye he’d never seen before as she rubbed her body against his as if scent marking him. “I’ll just have to take you, then won’t I?” She surprised him by dropping to her knees in the soft earth at his feet. Lycans were comfortable with their nudity, but seeing Kelly kneeling in front of him made him acutely aware that he was naked.
Heat sizzled up his spine when she curled her tongue around the head of his cock, licking the underside with a quick flickering motion that had his hands sinking into the mass of her hair as she slowly enveloped him, taking him to the back of her throat.
She had complete control of him at that moment, even though she was in the submissive position at his feet; he didn’t care he was putty in her hands. He shuddered when she swallowed around this length and the muscles of her throat squeezed him tight before relaxing again.
“God Kelly, I’m not going to last if you do that again.” He was embarrassed to admit that he was nearly ready to tip over the edge now, his control hanging by a thread. He nearly wept when she pulled back, allowing him to slip from between her lips before planning a kiss on the crown of his dick.
“Well we can’t have that, can we?” she asked, wiping away the string of saliva that clung to her mouth when she released him.
Kelly stood, and then began removing her pants. Once she’d stripped from the waist down she tugged on his arm, encouraging him to lay on the ground next to her. As soon his back hit the earth she was on him, straddling his hips and rocking her pussy against his erection.
Ryan had enough sense left and gripped her waist before she joined their bodies. “Kelly, stop I don’t have protection with me. I left my clothes and wallet with the truck when I came after you. So, unless you have something then you need to stop.”
“I don’t care.” She pushed against him trying to take what she wanted. Ryan held her firmly.
“No, you need to stop and think. If this is really what you want I’ll give it to you God knows I want to, but I need you to be sure.” He’d never taken another woman bare, it shocked him to realize that even with Hayley he’d always used a condom. If they’d truly been mates he would have wanted that connection with her. With their lycan physiology, there wasn’t a risk of disease, and taking her without a condom would help strengthen their bond but there was a chance that she would conceive. Kelly was holding back. Ryan knew she wasn’t ready. He would protect her. Even if it was from herself.
“I don’t care. I need you now, please.”
“You’re sure?”
“Yes, now. Please, now! Just don’t bite.”
“I won’t. No biting I promise. Not until you’re sure you want it.”
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
Kelly reached between them and placed his erection at her entrance, meeting his eyes, locking their gazes together as she sank on him. The warmth of his body seeped into her, heating her where she’d been cold before. Once they were intimately joined she went still, simply absorbing the feeling before starting to rock her body against his.
“That’s it, baby. Take what you need.” Ryan’s hands cupped her hips and his encouragement was all it took to spur her into action she sped up her movements, the feeling of him naked inside her driving them both towards completion. Collapsing over him as her climax tore through her.
She buried her head in the crook of his neck, the urge to bite him pounding through her blood even though she’d made him promise not to bite her. She licked the skin at the base of his throat loving the beat of his pulse against her tongue.
“Come on, let’s get home before someone comes asking about my truck on the side of the road.”
***
“SHE’S HOLDING BACK. Physically she’s stronger but it’s like she doesn’t want to mate. The physical bonding grows stronger each time we’re together but she won’t let me in emotionally.” Ryan confessed to his brother.
After their encounter in the woods, Ryan had driven them home and Kelly insisted on going back to her place. Since then he’d not seen her in three days. Rationally he knew it had only been three days, but her absence was driving him crazy.
“Ryan she’s had twelve years to build up the walls that protect her heart. You aren’t going to get past those in just a few days.”
“What if I can’t get past it? What if she never lets me in?” Ryan could voice his real fear with his twin. Jace already knew the truth that was in his heart.
“You have one thing going for you at least. She is your mate. She wants to be with you.” They were sitting in Ryan’s yard in front of a blazing fire, and Ryan stared into the flames as if searching for answers.
“I don’t know what to do. I hurt her and I never even realized it. I don’t know how she’ll ever get over it.”
“She might not.”
His brother’s brutal honesty slammed into his chest, making it hard to breathe, and Ryan doubled over in his chair. He felt Jace’s hand on his shoulder and squeezed his eyes shut.
