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“I hope you are not laughing at my performance?” I panted, raising one eyebrow at her suggestively.
She shook her head, covering her mouth with her hand. “No. No. Sorry. It’s just – “
“Just?” I waited impatiently for her answer through her giggles.
“It was even better than I imagined it would be!”
My smile grew wider and I felt my chest inflate with pride. “Well...thank you, I think.”
She giggled again and looked down at me through her dark eyelashes. “You’re welcome.”
“So, youdidimagine what it would be like? You have been having dirty dreams about me?”
She rolled her eyes at the ceiling but still told the truth. “A few.”
I pulled out of her swiftly, which caused her to gasp and I leaned up onto my elbow to gaze down at her stunning face. Her cheeks were flushed, lips swollen and eyes bright. Her hair was tousled, and she looked sexy as fuck. “Well, I am glad the reality was better than the fantasy.”
She giggled, looking up at me with those big eyes and bit her fingers, which made her look so cute that I wanted to dive straight back inside her again. But I suddenly realised something. Fuck.
My face must have fallen as she looked concerned. “What?” she asked.
“We didn’t use protection.” I had never done that before. I ALWAYS use a condom. The last thing I need is some bimbo trying to trap me with a kid. But Liv wasn’t like that and we were so in the moment that it hadn’t even crossed my mind. I wanted to be in her bare. I wanted to feel her properly.
Her face relaxed and she traced her index finger over my lips, which caused a pleasurable shudder to travel down my spine. “It’s okay. I am on the pill.”
I exhaled in relief and she chuckled. Suddenly realising what that probably meant, I frowned. “I thought you said you hadn’t really been having sex.” I didn’t mean it to sound so accusing, but the natural jealousy and possessiveness over her was ten times more after what we just did.
“I haven’t. But I get heavy periods, so the doctors suggested it and I thought it was a good idea to be prepared, just in case...” she shrugged but it didn’t do anything to calm the jealousy that was stirring inside me.
“Incase what?” I growled and she looked up at me, lifting herself onto her elbows. We were still both stark naked and I was pleased to see that she wasn’t one of those girls that immediately hid her body away after having sex.
“Hang on... are you jealous?” Her face was one of delight and bewilderment as she stared into my eyes that narrowed at her in a deep scowl. “Oh my god, what of? All the imaginary men I have been having sex with?” she chuckled and I rolled on top of her, pinning her hands to either side of her head.
“Yes. Okay. That’s who I am. Now I have had you, be prepared bambola, because I am not a man who likes to share.”
Her eyes darted between mine with humour. She finds this hilarious. Seeing me like this. Which only irritated me more. “You are insane,” she smirked. I bent down and kissed the dimple on her cheek.
“Insane about you.” Her face froze as she stared into my eyes and tried to read me. I smirked, knowing she was freaking out inside that pretty little head of hers.
“What happens now?” She asked seriously and I pulled her up onto the pillows of my bed. Her hair spilled over the pillow, a mess of silky dark tresses that I wanted to play with between my fingers. I lay on the pillow next to her.
“Well, we go to sleep. Maybe wake up and have some more sex and then maybe a shower. More sex...” I said while studying her soft hair in between my fingers. She hit me playfully in the chest and I chuckled.
“You know what I mean,” her eyes stared into mine and for a moment I just wanted to stay like this forever. In this room. This bed. With her. Forget about all the chaos that was waiting for me outside of this. Here we were safe. Safe to be who we were without the rest of the world’s shit interfering. I rolled onto my back and stared up at the ceiling. I couldn’t lie to her, but I also couldn’t be 100% honest. I needed to sort my shit out quickly.
“Honestly, I don’t know. All I know is that I want you. A lot. And I can’t let you go.”
When she didn’t respond, I turned my head to her face and saw a small smile on her lips and happiness in her eyes. She liked me too. That’s what she was saying without words. I pulled her onto me and she rested her head on my chest. “Sleep bambola.”
She nestled into me closer and I put my arm around her shoulders as I stared out the window at the incandescent full moon, our only source of light in the dead of night. My life was a bigger mess than it has ever been now. All because of this woman. I had to find my way out of a joke of an engagement without pissing off my Zio and the Aianis, I had to deal with whatever threat the Leone’s seemed to be posing and I had to reveal to Olivia who I really was. The last one was the one that worried me the most because it provoked an alien emotion in me that I did not like at all. Fear.
From the moment I looked into those hypnotic eyes for the first time, I knew I was in trouble. I want to spend every night curled up in the mystery that is her mind. What is she thinking? What does she want? Is this enough for her? Am I enough? I am good at reading people. Good at reading between the lines, but she is an enigma to me. And it scares the hell out of me. I am not in control when it comes to her. She makes me vulnerable and I have lost all my power to stop it. But what scares me the most is the fear of losing something that I have only just found. That I have only just realised I need.
Her.
Nightmares and Monsters
Olivia
