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“Yes. God help us. But understand, dating me is worse. You’ll be challenged, demeaned, and made fun of. Offers will come to you because people think they can gain something from you through me. Enemies will befriend you, only to harm you. The press will follow you, and I won’t be able to stop it all the time. Your life will be open for people to scrutinize. You think Gunnar is bad? He’s easy compared to what’s to come. You’ll have to deal with my mom, and worse, meet my teenage sister, Darling—Oh, sorry, Jane Darling Crane orJ.D. She thinks Darling is cringe now. I hate that word, cringe. Everything to her iscringe.” He rolled his eyes and shook his head. “So, can you handle all that?”
“I can,” I said enthusiastically, wanting so much for him to give us a chance.
“You ran away in Paris when you were upset about Linux. You left me over an interview and my mom’s glib comment.” He chewed his lip.
“But it’s different. Now you’re willing to open your life to me. That would give me strength. If you don’t want me, then there’s nothing.” I glanced away; my heart panged.
“You know I want you. We’ve barely been together, and you already have me by the balls. I’m breaking everything just to keep you.”
“Don’t sound so miserable, Paul. I’m happy.” I gave him a quick peck on his soft lips.
“Oh, and you’ll have to meet my parents by Zoom. That is…once Mom doesn’t dislike you anymore.”
He grinned. “She dislikes me.”
I scrunched my face. “She does…a lot.”
He nodded. “I’ll work on it.”
I beamed up at him.
“You’re giddy, but you have no idea the Pandora’s box you’re opening. Now, for your compromise.”
I raised my brows. “Yes?”
“I get to spend money in any way I want; you have no control over it. I still have the final say and hold the control; the rules still apply. You will go to Paris for your internship this summer.”
I open my mouth to argue but he interrupts me before any words come out. “It’s a big opportunity, and you will not miss it. If I can’t be there, then I’ll send Ben or Laurence. So, what do you say, baby? Your life will become everyone’s business. Every accomplishment you make will be credited to me. Everything you do will be treated with suspicion. You’ll never have privacy again. Are you sure you want that?”
Paul didn’t paint a rosy picture; it sounded worse than what we were up against right now. But all I could think about was that he was going to let me fully in, and all I ever wanted was to be closer to him. No, that wasn’t right. I wasn’t completely ignorant. Could this be horrible? Soul-destroying—if I let it.To face constant scrutiny, judgment, scorn, and lose my anonymity? Yes. But could this bridge the gap between my parents and my fear that I’d lose them? Yes. And at the end of the day, I wanted the whole package. I wanted Paul and I wanted my parents to feel proud of me. “I’m ready if that means that you don’t just have me, but I haveyou.”
“You do, Nadia.”
His gaze moved over me, and he exposed not just my body. Nothing ever remained hidden from him. He could read me like no other. My sensitivities, my desires, he knew them and claimed them as his. I wanted to claim all parts of him as well.
He took my waist and positioned me to straddle his lap and held me. He was much bigger than me. I could feel the indentations of his muscles under the suit. The strength in the thighs I sat on. He liked to keep me this way when we were alone, naked when he was still clothed. But even in our short time together, I knew his naked body well. The smooth expanse of hair on his muscular chest that trailed down his incredibly toned washboard abs, to his thick, large cock which I could already feel swelling underneath me. All of him made me dizzy with lust.
His gaze was sensual, and heat flooded my body under its weight. My nipples hardened, and when his focus went between my thighs, I could feel the heat rushing there. My clit throbbed, and my inner muscles clenched, eager for him to take his place inside me.
I shifted my legs and licked my lips.
“Stop teasing me, baby. Give it to me.”
I kissed his lips, and he pressed in hard. His hands moved to clasp the sides of my face, and his tongue parted my lips and twirled with mine, sliding and stroking.Oh, yes.Devouring each other, not daring to stop. It felt too good to stop. We broke the seal of our lips to breathe, but Paul, like me, needed more. He kissed over my jaw, up to my ear, and sucked on my earlobe. “You’re making me crazy. It’s insane how much I thought about you. I can’t even wait to have you. Fuck.”
He palmed over my hard right nipple, then sucked it into his mouth, drawing on it hard enough to make me moan and whimper. But I didn’t want him to stop. I arched into his touch, pushing my breasts into his hand and mouth.
“Ohh. God, yes.” I wanted him out of control. I wanted his passion for me. My breath came faster, and I could feel myself growing wetter. I moved my hips and pressed in against his hard erection and he let out a deep moan.
“Mmm. I want you naked. Take off the thong.” His deep baritone was smooth as silk yet firm in authority. My body was already malleable to his desire, and I didn’t hesitate to meet his demand. Moving off his lap and tugging the thong down my long legs. My face burning at the arousal so evident on the fabric.
Paul took the thong from me and grinned as he felt the arousal there. “That’s my eager cunt. Lay back and open your legs so I can taste it,” he commanded.
I leaned back on the opposite seat and gapped my thighs. “I’m yours, Paul.”
“Fuck, you make my mouth water. So fucking tempting.” His eyes dilated, and his breathing turned heavy as he pressed on his erection. But I could take it no longer.
“Please. I need you—”
