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Remy:My lips would slip down your body until they find your nipples, where I would taste your body, moaning with bliss because your body always tastes freaking amazing.

Zoe:I would slowly edge my lips downwards until finally I can taste you too. Having you between my lips, filling up my mouth always makes my heart race faster…

Remy:Fuck, being in your mouth is one of my favorite places to be. I can’t get enough of your tongue as it tastes me, as it works its way around me.

Fuck, my whole body is on fire. I can’t stop myself from sliding my own fingers down my body, just to feel where I’m absolutely thumping with bliss from him. I know he isn’t here, but with these texts flying between us, it almost feels like he is. I can envision the weight of his body on top of me, pressing against me, rolling into me. I freaking love the sensation of him grinding against me, making me see stars. I can’t breathe him in enough.

Zoe:I climb on top of you, twisting around so I can lower myself down on to your face.

Remy:Oh fuck, I can’t imagine anything sexier than you sitting on my face… I could bury my tongue a lot deeper inside of you, to really taste you.

My fingers are now in my panties, and I’m slowly edging towards my clit. I’m throbbing now, aching for him, needing him to actually have his tongue deep within me. I haven’t forgotten what it feels like to have him tasting me, all of me. Circling my clit and making me scream.

Zoe:I want you, I need you. Fuck, this is too much, Remy, You’re too much…

Remy:I pick up the pace, devouring you with my mouth. I need to fuck you too, but I’m trying to hold off because I love the sensation of being in your throat.

Zoe:I can feel myself getting closer to the edge. I can’t stop myself, I’m out of control.

Remy:Shit, I need you now. I can’t hold back any longer. I will have to spin you around so I can kiss you while finally you lower your hips, and you take me in deep.

I let out a little groan in real life, because I really am starting to drive myself towards the peak of desire. It’s hard to keep on texting when I’m shaking all over, but I need him to know what’s going on with me, and what I’m fantasizing over here.

Zoe:I bury you deep inside my wet heat, crying out with bliss as you thrust deep inside of me.

Remy:I can’t contain myself, the feel of your tight, wet pussy always sends me wild.

He has to be touching himself as well, doesn’t he? I can almost feel it happening, even though we’re miles apart. My hand on him, his hands all over me, we might as well be in the same room. I don’t know how we’ve managed to achieve this through texting, but it feels great.

Zoe:Fuck me harder, Remy. I need you, fuck me faster, I need all of you.

My phone bleeps a couple of times. I know he’s close to the edge too, but I’ve lost all control over myself now. The toe-curling pleasure ricochets through my whole body. I have to twist around to bite down on my pillow so my crying out with the intensity of the orgasm doesn’t grab Megan’s attention. I need to be alone as the waves surge through me over and over again. At one point, I become convinced the pleasure is never going to end because I can’t get Remy off my mind.

Fuck, I don’t think I’m ever going to be able to get over him, no matter what I do. Not when he has so much power over my body, even from such a distance. It’s wild but it’shim. He’s special.

My body bucks and writhes like crazy as the pleasure zigzags through me for what feels like forever. I can’t even reach out to grab my cell phone once more until I’m sinking into the glorious post orgasmic bliss. It quickly becomes obvious that he really was touching himself as well from the messages, and we fell together. Just like we often do while we’re together. Our bodies seem to be incredibly in sync, in a really special way. Which only makes me believe more that there’s a deep connection there. We’re meant to be together.

I know that isn’t the case because it wouldn’t be so difficult if we were meant to be together. But that doesn’t mean I can’t help feeling like he’s the one for me. That would be freaking typical of my life for my one true love to be someone I can’t have. Freddie has already made it very clear that he would lose his freaking mind if anything actually happened between me and Remy, which is a sign that we will both lose Freddie if we carry on.

I don’t want to lose my brother because he’s the only family I have in New York City. I know Remy doesn’t want to lose Freddie either because they have been friends forever. I think their friendship means more to them than either of them realize.

They’ll realize it if we cause an implosion though, when they lose one another. I can’t be the source of that pain for any of the people that I love.

I hold the phone for a few moments, scanning my brain desperately, trying my hardest to find the right words to say. Remy and I can’t just leave it there. We have to say something else, right? We need to talk it through. But I can’t work out what’s for the best.

We talked, we discussed general things, we tipped over the edge into sexy talk, but what now? I mean, we can’t arrange to meet up again, can we? I don’t think that’s a good idea when I think our ploy for his mother and the media is over and done with, right? There’s no logical reason for us to meet up. It would be just for us, which is dangerous territory.

Zoe:Remy, I…

I start to type, but I have no idea where I’m going with this sentence, so I delete it. But I don’t shut the screen down. I still want to reach out to him. Actually, I want him to message me first so I can figure out what the right tone is.

But I guess he doesn’t know what to say either. He doesn’t text me and eventually, I slowly drift off to sleep, still with my phone in my hand, waiting for him, just like I assume he’s waiting for me too. Both of us waiting for the other one to speak. If we keep up like this, neither of us will ever speak to one another again…

Chapter 18

Remy

Todayisabrand-newday. A day where I’m not going to sink deeper into the depression that has been circling through my veins for the last few days. My text exchange with Zoe last night, even though it didn’t exactly end in any kind of way, has given me the lift that I need.

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