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He shrugs, runs his fingers through his hair, momentarily distracting me with the flex of his bicep. “Because I’m always letting people down. It’s what I do.”
Wow. That’s not the explanation I was expecting. I thought he would say he can’t be monogamous or some selfish shit like that. Instead, it’s the complete opposite.
“RJ, last night…you haven’t let me down,” I start.
“And I don’t want to either. But I know I can’t give you what you want from me, so can we agree not to cross that line again?”
“That’s your decision. I’m here, though, at least for a little longer if you change your mind. Don’t worry, though. It’s not like I’m going to sneak into your bed at night to blow you without your consent.”
RJ groans, making the same sound as when he was in my mouth last night. “Please don’t offer me shit like that.”
“It was just a comment. Why?” I ask. “Would you like that? A wake-up BJ?”
“God yes. No. No, I don’t. Please just stop talking about blowjobs.” His hand moves under the waistband like he’s touching himself.
I start to offer up my mouth but hold off because dammit, he’s right. Just because I love being used by him doesn’t mean I don’t need some relief too.
“You left me aching and hurting last night,” I tell him. “Fell right the fuck to sleep.”
Turning his head to look at me, eyes wide, RJ says, “I’m sorry about passing out. I was spent, you know, afterwards. But even if I wasn’t, I can’t do what you did. I can’t, Thane.”
It sounds like he’s trying to convince himself more than he’s explaining the situation to me. Especially since his hand is still moving up and down in his underwear.
“I know that, jackass. I haven’t asked you to suck me off or do anything to me, have I?”
“No.”
“I like doing things with you, even if it’s one-sided. But I could make it good for both of us at the same time, if you wanted?”
“What do you mean?”
Reaching over, I shove my hand down his boxer briefs, sliding over his and moving lower. I cup his balls and play with them gently. RJ gasps and throws his head back, lips parted and eyes closed.
Leaning over, I kiss his neck and whisper against his ear, “I could jerk us both off at the same time.”
“Yesss,” he moans with an enthusiastic nod before turning his face to look at me. His left hand grabs the back of my neck, crushing his lips to mine like he did last night.
It’s the second time in less than twenty-four hours that RJ’s kissed me first. I’m not sure what’s gotten into him, but I like it.
He thinks it’s one-sided, but he’s all in on the kisses that make me so fucking hot.
Removing my hand from his sac just long enough to shuck my boxers down my legs, I kick them off and climb on top of RJ to keep kissing him and touching him. RJ releases his shaft to push his underwear down his legs and tug his shirt I’m wearing over my head. Then, when I’m naked, his palms both clutch my ass, pressing my pelvis down on him, grinding my hard cock against his like he can’t get close enough.
“Holy shit…your ass is so damn…tight,” he says when he looks up at me with heavy-lidded eyes. “Why do you feel so good on me?”
“I’d feel even better inside of you,” I tease him.
“Mmm…or under me,” he says before his tongue is too busy thrusting against mine to speak actual words.
Fisting his shaft and mine together, I stroke them up and down as our bodies grow more frantic until we can no longer keep our mouths connected.
“Oh, shit!” RJ exclaims. He stares down to watch as our precum drips from our swollen heads, making it feel even better. His hands slide up my sides, stopping at the bandage. His body stills underneath mine. “Is this too much?”
“Too much?” I stare at his flushed face in confusion. “Too much for you?”
“No, for your gunshot wound.”
Fuck, he stopped because he’s worried about hurting me? God, he’s adorable.
