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Shaking off my thoughts, I climb onto the bed, making my way toward her, loving the sated glow she’s currently wearing. She lies back with her weight on her forearms and spreads her legs wide, her eyes never leaving the hand I have wrapped around my cock.
“Jesus Christ, you can’t look at me like that, or I’ll never get inside you.”
She giggles again and her head drops back, pushing her chest into the air while exposing her neck.And, I’m fucked. An absolute goner.
Without wasting another moment, I lean forward and run my length through her wetness, coating myself as she moans. Pressing the tip inside her, I pause until she meets my eyes, then slowly push in, gauging her feelings as I go.
When her eyes close and her face contorts, I stop, needing to know she’s okay. But her eyes flash open again, and she shakes her head. “No, keep going. This is so good.”
It is so good. Too good, and I need to take a second. But when I don’t move, she grabs my ass and pulls me all the way into her until I’m buried to the hilt, completely catching me off guard.
“Fuck!”I was not ready for that.
I still again until Dani rolls her hips, then I’m no longer in control.
With one of her legs over my shoulder, I lift her hips and slam into her over and over as she pants beneath me, her chest bouncing with our rhythm.
Her eyes lock on mine, holding my gaze as she sucks her bottom lip into her mouth and moans from the back of her throat. Staring into her eyes and seeing how affected she is, and knowing I’m feeling the same, has my chest tightening, and I finally question what I’m doing.
She’s so fucking perfect that I obviously lose my mind around her. We shouldn’t be doing this.Ishouldn’t be doing this. Sex isn’t supposed to be about feelings. It’s a release. Nothing more. It can’t be. And yet, as her head falls back, and she silently cries out, I want to say fuck it to the world. And then I want to sayfuck you. Because if I wasn’t meant to ever fall in love, then why the hell was Dani put in front of me? Why does everything about her call to me? And why can’t I leave her alone?
“Oh, God, I’m close,” she cries out, and I groan at the high-pitched tone of her voice before sliding my hand between us and sending her over the edge for a second time.
I pump into her a few more times before finding my own release and practically falling on top of her in a sweaty mess.
“Fuck, you’re perfect,” I puff out as I roll to her side, keeping an arm around her.
She smirks, but it’s not as playful as it was earlier. “I bet you say that to all the girls.”
What the fuck?
I’m about to tell her that she’s wrong when she giggles and tucks herself into my side, wrapping her arms around me.Okay, she’s joking. It’s a joke.Thank God.Because that was nothing like anything I’ve ever experienced with another girl. I’m just not sure how to deal with it.
We lie silently in each other's arms for what feels like hours until Dani’s fingers stop exploring my chest, and she takes a deep breath.
“What happened to your dad? You never said.”
My body stiffens, even though I expected this talk. I just fucking hate it.
“He had a heart attack,” I rasp, my voice choking with emotion. “Two actually. It was his heart. His fuckingheart,” I curse out angrily.Fuck!What am I doing?
When Dani gasps, a thought hits me, and I sit up in a panic. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t—”
She grabs my arm, pulling me to a stop. “If this is about my dad, it’s okay. That was years ago. You don’t need to worry about that.”
God, I wish she was right.But I’m really fucking worried.
“Dani—”
“I promise, I’m fine. I’m here for you, and maybe I can even help since I’ve been through the same thing.”
I lie back down silently and pull her into my arms. Now’s not the time to talk about death. We should still be in post-sex bliss. And yet as she burrows into me, I can’t help thinking about it. And the fact that I’ll inevitably have to share more.
When the clock ticks over past midnight, Dani forces herself to leave. And I don’t stop her. She has to work tomorrow, otherwise it’ll be the second day I’ve kept her away, and I’ve already taken up too much of her time. When the door clicks shut, leaving me alone with my thoughts, the guilt rises back to the surface, and darkness takes over.
I’ve wanted Dani for a while now, but I shouldn’t have acted on it, especially knowing what she’s been through. I actually meant what I said to her on the floor of my bathroom—I’m not good for her. I so desperately want to be. But I can still smell her on me, highlighting what a fuckup I really am.
I try to sleep, without luck, and when Summer calls me again in the morning, I give in and tell her to come over.
