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Fuck!This moment feels life-changing.
My hand stops moving, frozen in midair as realization hits. Thisislife-changing.
Lucy gazes up at me with a puzzled expression, seemingly aware that something just happened, without knowing what. Our eyes lock as I try to figure out how to put it into words. What could possibly be enough to convey every feeling I’ve got building up inside me. Nothing comes to mind, until…“Can I kiss you?” I ask, breaking our silence.
Lucy’s lips pull into a soft smile as her brows furrow. “Since when do you ask?”
Since I realized your kiss means so much more to me than I thought it did, and I’m not sure you feel the same.
“Since you told me I have to work for it. We may have talked, but other than that, I’m not sure if I’ve done enough,” I whisper to her instead of my actual thoughts.
Lucy’s breath hitches and her fingers find their way into my hair before she lowers her face to mine. “Kiss me,” she whispers, her eyes shining with need.
So I do.
Our lips brush once before I cup her jaw and pour everything I have into the moment.
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Wes
Thiskissfeelsdifferentfrom any other we’ve shared. It’s unhurried, it’s explorative, and it’s taking over my body and mind. Lucy’s perched sideways across my lap and while I love it, I need to be closer to her; this isn’t enough. I’m about to break our connection to reposition her when she lifts up, twisting her body around until she’s straddling my legs, and then sinks down on top of me, never once separating our lips—like she can read my mind. My hips rise involuntarily as I groan into her mouth.
Massaging her tongue with my own, I push my hands into her hair, angling her face so I can deepen the kiss, as my thumb runs along her jaw, my fingers curling into her possessively.Possessively.Shit.I loosen my grip and begin to drop my hands until Lucy whimpers and forces them back where they came from, grinding into me at the same time. Fuck, this woman blows my mind, but this isn’t how I wanted tonight to play out.
Despite Lucy’s objections, I release my hold on her face and move my hands under her ass, lifting us both off the couch. Moving toward the hallway, I look out for any sign that I’ve found her bedroom while Lucy holds on for dear life, as if there’s even the slightest possibility I’d drop her. There’s not. Right now, I can’t even fathom there being a reason big enough for me to ever let her go.
“Where are we going?” She giggles against my lips as her fingers dig into my shoulders. “I can walk.”
Yeah, that’s not happening.
“I have no fucking idea,” I say honestly. “But this moment is bigger than a quickie on your couch.”
Lucy’s breath hitches as her legs clench around me, and I’ve gotta say that’s a pretty awesome reaction.
“Next door on your left,” she breathes out hurriedly, angling her body so she can watch where I’m going.
I push through the partly open door and pause, needing to take a moment. It’s not like this is our first time, but it’s our first time in almost five years and I want to savor it.
“Do you need further direction?” Lucy asks before sucking her lip into her mouth. My length twitches at the tone of her words, and I loosen my grip until she lowers enough to feel what she does to me. Sucking in a breath, her head drops back slightly, making me twitch again. I’m not one to take direction. But with Lucy it’s different, and I need her to know that she won’t ever have to do something she doesn’t want to. In or out of the bedroom.
“For you, I’ll do anything. If you want to drive this, drive it. You arealwaysin control, Lucy. Even if I have you pushed up against this wall, slamming into you from behind.You. Have. Control.Don’t ever forget that.”
Lucy gasps before crashing her lips to mine and mumbling “bed” against my mouth. True to my word, I do as she says, lowering her to the mattress before moving to lie on top of her. She pushes me back and sits up, crossing her arms in front of her. Something I was not expecting.
“Get naked,” she says, taking thecontrolthing very seriously. It’s hot but it’s going to take some getting used to. I like to lead. This will be a challenge.
“Get naked,” she says again, motioning for me to stand before delivering the words that are music to my ears. “And then I’m handing you the reins.Everypart of me is yours.”
Holy fuck! Those words don’t just hit my ears or my cock, but my soul. Having Lucy’s trust is everything.
I take my time peeling my clothes from my body, watching Lucy the entire time, reveling in the way her crystal-blue eyes darken as she squirms on the bed. And when I’m down to my briefs, I pause, waiting to see if her gaze travels or stays locked on my face. It travels. And it doesn’t move from there until I’m pumping my length in my hand and moving over her, sucking the lip she was nibbling into my mouth.
“Your turn,” I say, hovering above her, chuckling when her eyes flash to her body and then back to me, her brows furrowing adorably.
“Do you want me to undress myself?” she asks, uncertainty in her voice.
“Absolutely not. I’ve been waiting to do this for too long. I’m going to take my time until you’re writhing beneath my touch. Begging me for more.”
