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“You and Kyle have been talking.”

“Yes, but he only told me that you’ve realized you have different types of orgasms with me and with him. Whether you are in control, or whether you are allowing me to do something to you, creates distinctly flavored orgasms. Not better or worse, just different.”

She nodded. “Yes. But, in all the books you gave me to read, the Doms had gone through some period of submitting in order to be a better Dom. Were you trying to tell me I need to submit to you in order to learn how to Top Kyle?”

Marcus took a bite, and Heather had the idea he was taking a moment to compose his answer, or maybe to figure out how to answer. Finally, he said, “I think that’s a conversation we have in another four to six weeks. For tonight, I want you to submit your body to me, but I’m not asking for your mind. However, I do want you to use common courtesy, which means if you want more, or if you want me to move to another place on your body, you saypleasewhen you make the request, rather than issue it as a directive. Also, that you realize I’m going for a particular set of sensations, and I may not do as you ask. You can always stop the scene completely by saying your safeword, of course.”

“What would be different if you asked me to fully submit for a scene?”

“If you fully submit, you’ll wear a training collar for the night, and you’ll spend a good bit of the night on your knees. You’ll be restrained while we eat, and I will feed you. You’ll be treated as a submissive for the duration of our agreement. I’ll give orders and youwillobey them. Should you not immediately follow orders, there’ll be punishment.”

Damn if his words didn’t make her clit start fuckingthrobbing. She crossed her legs, uncrossed them, and said, “Good to know. I’m going to use the restroom and brush my teeth. Is there anything else I need to do to prepare?”

“I want to rub some coconut oil on your body before we get started. Go do what you need to, and call Kyle, he should be home by now. I’ll get things set up in the great room. Meet me in there in twenty to thirty minutes?”

She nodded, and it felt like leaving his presence was an escape, of sorts. She wasn’t afraid of him, but she had some trepidations about what he intended to do to her tonight. She felt the beginnings of adrenaline,andshe was horny. For someone who’d never felt true arousal until those clothespins, and who only felt adrenaline while doing extreme sports, that was quite a trick.

Chapter 19

Heather entered the great room twenty-five minutes later, and her gaze went straight to the ropes hanging from one of the colossal beams overhead. There was also a fancy sawhorse, but with leather padding on it at various places, and extra bits on the legs.

She looked at Marcus, expecting he’d explain, but he nodded to the wrist cuffs on the coffee table and said, “If you were submissive to me then you would bring me the cuffs, kneel before me, and ask me to put them on you. But tonight you are my bottom, not my submissive, so you can put them on yourself, and then I’ll check them and show you the correct tightness once you think you have them right.”

She walked to the chair by the table and sat. She started with her right wrist, struggling a bit to get it on with her left hand, but finally managed it. It was easier to thread the second strap with her right hand, and easier to maneuver the buckle mechanism to get it secured.

When she was done, he sat in the chair beside her and told her, “I’m going to point out the differences for just a little longer, to be sure you understand. If you’d agreed to submit to me, you would come to me — I would not come to you, as I’ve just done.

These are small shows of power, nothing drastic, but each little piece adds up. Kyle thrives on that kind of thing. He doesn’t need cruelty, he just needs someone who gives lots of reminders of who is in charge and who is not. Reminders can be subtle; they don’t have to be over the top.”

“And eventually, I’m going to need to submit, in order to see that for myself?”

“Maybe, maybe not. As I said, we can have that discussion in another four to six weeks. It’s possible that just bottoming to me will give you what you need. I honestly don’t know at this point. Once I come to a conclusion of whether I think it’s needed, I will advise you, but it’ll be your decision.”

“Fair enough. What happens now?”

“Now I’m going to blindfold you, then take your robe off, and then walk you across the room and restrain you with your arms above your head.”

“Wouldn’t it be easier to walk me over there and then blindfold me?”

“Yes.”

“But you’re going to blindfold me first? I appreciate that you’ve tried to show me the difference in how I’d be treated as a submissive versus how you are treating me tonight, but this still feels an awful lot like submitting.”

“As my bottom tonight, we must establish trust. This is part of it.”

She rolled her eyes and motioned for him to get on with it.

“For the record,” he said dryly, “if you were my submissive tonight, you’d be punished for insolence.”

“Should I punish Kyle for that kind of thing?”

“That’s between the two of you. Some Doms are okay with a certain amount of cutting up, others have what they call formal rules and relaxed rules. I’d be okay with it during relaxed rules, but with cuffs on your wrists, the rules would be formal, so it would be punished.”

“Can we please get started before I get overwhelmed?” Heather didn’t get overwhelmed, but it seemed easier to say it this way, rather than to admit she was in danger of losing her nerve. The idea of being walked while blindfolded was a little terrifying.

“Thank you for the please. And yes, we may.”

He slipped the simple mask over her head and the room went dark. It was lightweight, but it completely blocked all light. She tried moving her eyeballs to look up and down, right and left, but couldn’t see a hint of light. She felt him release the belt on the robe, and then felt his hands on her shoulders, and then down her arms, removing the robe. The cabin was warm, but she felt the cooler air on her body. On hernipples.

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