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I turned on the shower and cranked it to cold needing to get myself under control. They were going to find out that I was a virgin and honestly, I didn’t care. I didn’t want to look like a complete fucking loser and show them how eager I was to ride a dick. Oh. Can I ride both their dicks at once? I mean I knew it was possible because I read it in a romance novel, but maybe that would be too much for my first time.
I stripped and got in. “Holy shit this is really fucking cold.” I leaned over and adjusted the water a tad. I didn’t need to catch hypothermia before I had sex.
Wait. Was I even going to have sex? I mean I knew Asher basically said as much, but what if he changed his mind? What if Micah already played out a fantasy and now, he wanted to go back to being friends. Would we be able to go back to being friends after last night? Fuck. I didn’t know. My head hit the tiled wall, see…this was why I should not be left alone with my thoughts.
After I had a deep internal debate and shaved every square inch of my body, I did a final exfoliating before settling on just going with the flow. I would see how things played out during the shoot and after if a conversation needed to be had, we’d have it. I was going to live in the now, carpe diem and all that.
***
Asher knocked on my door and said, “Firefly, you ready to head downstairs?”
“I’m just doing the final touches of my makeup. You can go ahead, I’ll only be a few.” I also need to give myself one last pep-talk but he didn’t need to know that.
“Fine. But if you are not in the studio in ten minutes, I’m breaking this door down, throwing you over my shoulder and bringing you down myself. We clear?”
I couldn’t help it, I rolled my eyes, because he would one hundred percent do that if I was even thirty seconds late. “Yes Asher. We’re clear. Ten minutes.”
I listened to his retreating footsteps as I applied the final touches of my make up. I decided to go with a natural smokie eye look and add a touch of gold in the corners to really make the green in my eyes pop. I finished off my look with a blush toned lipstick. I was definitely not bold enough to pull off a red lip.
The only thing left to do was put on my lingerie. I’d never worn lingerie before; I never even tried this piece on. When I was walking back to the bakery one afternoon, I saw it on a display in the window of a cute boutique, the same one I actually got those pajamas I wore last night. For some unknown reason, I felt drawn to the black lacey lingerie piece and needed to have it.
There was a full-length mirror in my new walk-in closet. I faced away from the mirror and slipped into the soft lace body suit. It’s basically looked like a one-piece bathing suit but was made with the softest lace on the face of this planet.
I fixed my hair just right and took a deep breath before I turned around and looked at myself for the first time.
“Holy shit.” I couldn’t believe the reflection staring back at me. “I…I look amazing.” Tears pricked the back of my eyes, but I quickly blinked them away. I didn’t want to mess up my eye makeup.
I wasn’t the skinniest girl but I also wasn’t the heaviest. I fell somewhere in between, and sometimes that was worse. As I got older, I started to feel more comfortable in my own skin, especially when I learned how to dress for my body type. However, when I was stripped down to little or no clothes, I’d catch a glimpse of myself in a mirror or on a photo, and all the hang ups on my body would flood to the forefront of my mind.
Looking at myself in the lingerie piece, I had never felt so confident or felt like I looked more beautiful. This bodysuit fit me like a second skin, and highlighted all my best assets while disguising the areas I liked least. Fuck I never wanted to take this off. Would it be weird if I walked around in this for the rest of my life?
With one last look in the mirror I muttered, “Eat your heart out boys.” I grabbed my black robe off the bed to cover myself, and stepped into some fuzzy leopard slippers before I made my way down to the studio. Thank God for the back door.
Chapter Eight
Micah
“Fuck dude. I don’t know if I can have her half naked and sitting on top of me for an hour while we get your fucking shots.” Asher came down without Harper, he told me she needed ten more minutes. And he hadn’t stopped complaining in those last ten minutes.
“You think it’s going to be hard for you? At least you get to fucking touch her. I don’t. I’m going to be looking at all the areas your bodies are connecting though a camera.”
Asher fell back against the prop sofa with a groan. “We should have fucked last night. Maybe it wouldn’t feel like torture today.”
As much as I too wanted to fuck our girl last night, I found something out that I wasn’t sure Asher did. “Yeah, speaking of last night. Did you happen to notice anything when you were tongue fucking Harper?”
My question caused Asher to sit up. He looked at me for a moment before he tentatively said, “You mean how Harper’s a virgin?”
So, he felt her hymen too. I sat down next to him on the couch. “Yup. I had no idea. We’ve never talked about sexual partners with other another. Not even back in college, I guess I just kind of assumed she wasn’t.”
Asher nodded as if agreeing with me. “We are doing this right? Like as long as she will have us. We are both going to date her, fuck her, be with her. Right?”
“Of course. Have you forgotten that I’ve been practically in love with this girl for the last decade?” How could he ask me something like that. Harper was always my end game; she was my person. It just turned out she was Asher’s person too.
“Then I think you should be the one she loses her virginity too. If she wants us that is.”
I gawked at my roommate in disbelief. I mean of course I would love to be her first but I wasn’t going to be mad if the cards didn’t get delt in my favor, regardless of what I thought last night. “You sure dude?”
“Fuck yeah. You’ve known her longer and you guys definitely have a deeper connection. Don’t get me wrong, I am in love with her, but my love can’t touch your history. At least not right now. Honestly bro, it should be you.”
