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“If I do anything in my state, I’ll break your fucking skin, so no, I won’t touch you when I’m angry, Lia.” He releases a long breath, shakes his head as if he’s disappointed, then turns and leaves.
The door closes behind him with a finality that echoes through my hollow insides.
I slide to the floor, joining the broken pieces of my heart that are lying there.
I slam a hand on my chest as if that will stop the slow disintegration of my heart. As if it will heal the gaping wound Adrian just left in my soul.
He’s always been dark, but there was at least some light when it came to me. Now, that light is gone, and all that remains is his darkness.
A sob tears from my throat, because I know, I just know that I lost a part of Adrian tonight.
The part I fell in love with.
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Adrian
Itap my finger against my thigh as I stare out my office window.
The view in front of me gives me an urge to cut someone down.
Him, preferably.
Lia is sitting in the garden, holding Jeremy and smiling as she talks to him. Then, she directs that smile at my fucker guard, Yan.
The bastard gives her a toothy grin as he waves at Jeremy.
It’s been two months since Lia attempted to escape. Two months of constant paranoia that she’ll do it again and succeed this time.
I forbade her from going outside after that stunt, but I can do that for only so long before her depression kicks back in and she’ll need a breathing outlet.
Still, I can’t help thinking that one day, I won’t be careful enough, I won’t watch her hard enough, and she’ll vanish into thin air.
That’s why I allowed Yan to get close to her, even though that puts me in the constant mood to kill him. I thought that if he watches her all the time and forms some sort of a friendship with her, he’ll know when she plans to leave. He might not agree with all of my decisions concerning her, but he also doesn’t want her to leave. Unlike her, he knows that what awaits her out there is way worse than what is here.
She’s safe under my roof, where no one would dare to touch her, no matter how much the elders in the brotherhood disapprove of her. Being my wife gives her an immunity that she won’t be able to find anywhere else on earth.
However, there has been a slight miscalculation on my part concerning Yan. Or rather, a misconception. I thought I could handle seeing them getting close.
That’s far from reality.
Every time he’s in her vicinity, my head fills with murderous thoughts that keep getting more creative with each passing day. They become more brutal whenever she smiles at him, like right now. The fact that she rarely offers me her smiles anymore but gives them so freely to Yan gets on my very last nerve.
Maybe I should ship the fucker back to Russia.
Some Spetsnaz training would do his personality good. If he dies there, oh well.What a fucking pity.
“Sir.”
“Hmm?” I release an absentminded noise at Kolya’s voice while I continue to stare at Lia and Yan. Even Jeremy, my traitor son, is giggling at him.
“Don’t do it.”
I halt my tapping and stare at my second-in-command sitting across from me with his laptop resting on his thighs. “Don’t do what?”
He pauses, then replies, “Kill Yan.”
“What makes you believe I’m thinking about killing him?”
