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Leaning back, I gather all the courage I possess, grab the bottom of my white tank top and rip it over my head before throwing it down on the seat. If this doesn’t work to push him over the edge, I will never be able to face him again. But if I don’t try, I will forever live with regret.
“Fuck.” The word escapes Xander on a breath. His gaze jumps between my face and my lace-covered breasts. “Laura. This isn’t what you want.”
“How do you know what I want?” I ask trailing one of my fingers between my breasts and over my stomach. “You’ve never asked me.”
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Xander
What the fuck am I doing? I should push her off my lap, tell her to get dressed, and drive her home. But I can’t. My hands haven’t moved from her hips, the skin burning beneath my touch. My heart is beating so hard in my chest that I’m afraid it’s going to crack one of my ribs.
The words fall from my lips before I can stop them. “What do you want?”
The way she smiles at me tears at my heart. I didn’t even know I wanted her to look at me that way but now I never want her to stop.
“Only you,” she breathes, tugging the strap of her bra down her shoulder. “I’ve only ever wanted you.”
My control isn’t slipping, it’s been annihilated. I may not be good enough for her but I sure as fuck want to be. I’m tired of pushing Laura away, of acting like I don’t ache for her every time I see her. I may not be able to give her the world, but I will give her everything I have.
Fuck it.
“If we do this, there’s no turning back,” I say, squeezing her hips tightly. “If I kiss you, fuck you, you can be damned sure I won’t be letting you go.”
She mewls, writhing on my cock. “Please,” she begs sweetly.
I chuckle darkly at how wanton she is. Right here, beside the lake, in my truck, I’m going to break every promise I have ever made to myself concerning this curvy woman. I’m going to ruin her for any other man.
And I am going to fucking love every moment of my descent into madness.
She is more exquisite than I ever could have imagined. Her hard nipples are straining against the lace of her bra and I can’t resist. Lowering my head, I suckle her through the fabric. Her hand tangles in my hair and pulls me against her. Her scent is stronger here sending my lust-addled brain into overdrive.
My hands on her hips hold her steady as I thrust my hips up. My erection strains against my jeans, begging to be let out. But I am going to take my time and savor every moment. I’ve waited years for this, and I will not be fucking rushed.
Chapter Five
Laura
Oh, God. This is finally happening. Every emotion I feel toward Xander rushes to the forefront and envelopes me. His possessive words have me clinging to reality by a thread. The wet heat of his mouth on me is driving me to the brink of insanity.
“Xander,” I moan loudly. “More.”
I feel his smile against my skin as he trails nips and kisses along my throat. My bra falls away, leaving me fully exposed to him, and even in my lust-addled state, I move to cover myself. His hands pull my arms away. He locks both hands behind my back in the grasp of one of his. The position forces my shoulders back, my breasts pressing higher into the air.
“Don’t hide from me,” Xander growls. “I’ve waited a long fucking time for this and I want to see and taste every inch of you.”
I smile at the look of concentration on his face as he takes his fill of my body. Every moment that stretches out between us only amplifies my lust, moisture gathering between my thighs.
“You’re beautiful,” he says softly before kissing me.
The kiss is gentle and exploratory. Firm lips against my own. His tongue traces the seam of my lips and I open willingly, begging him silently to plunder my mouth. His taste explodes through my senses and the kiss deepens. His other hand fondles my breast, testing the weight in his palm.
Breaking the kiss, he stares at me with hunger scrawled across his features. Slowly he releases my hands and shifts me off his lap. Tears sting my eyes. Has he changed his mind? Is it something I did wrong?
“Wait here,” he instructs before jumping out of the truck. I hear him rummage in the back seat before he is moving away from the truck.
Grabbing my bra and shirt I start to get dressed, doing my best to keep the tears at bay. I don’t know what went wrong. Both items are suddenly ripped from my grasp before I am lifted out of the truck.
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