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His tongue softly licks over my nipple, making my back arch up off the bed. I moan softly, feeling pleasure building inside me. I ache for him to touch me, I want him to touch me—and he touches everywhere except where my pussy is dripping wet for him.
When he moves down the bed kneeling between my legs, holding them open, I see the hunger in his eyes. He holds my thighs and shifts backwards and puts his mouth on me, “Oh wow.” I moan out loud as he licks over my clit. The sensation is like an electric shock that makes my whole-body shudder. It’s a strange feeling—a combination of too much and not enough. I want him to keep going, but I am going to combust if he does. “Lance.” I gasp too loudly, and then bite back the moan that comes after. My orgasm comes from nowhere, I can’t stop it and Lance doesn’t hold back. His tongue takes me through it, and then still he carries on until I am all but begging him for more—I don’t know what I want more of I just know I want him—all of him.
When I slowly come down from the high, Lance moves so his body is above mine. Looking down into my eyes, his hard cock stressing at the entrance of my pussy. I squirm under him, both afraid and wanting this so badly. “Are you sure?” he whispers, and I nod. “You have to say yes, Sienna. A nod isn’t yes.”
“Yes,” I whisper. “I want this with you. Please.” I am begging—this is how it should be. Just us, lost in one another.
Finally, Lance enters me, and I feel a mix of pain and pleasure.
“My God, you feel so good.” His moan distracts from the stinging sensation. It’s a sting, but the good kind, that addictive sort of bite that makes you want more. “You are so tight. I don’t want to hurt you.” But with Lance's slow deep thrusts, the pain fades away, replaced slowly by pure ecstasy. The same giddy high I felt when his mouth was on me—only it’s more. I’m so full, and he is so deep. It’s overwhelming and intoxicating—I cannot get enough of him.
My body starts to move with his, rising to meet his thrusts, pushing him deeper inside me, craving more. Wanting this sensation to never end.
“Lance,” I gasp, my fingers digging into his back, my pussy so full it feels as though he may actually break me, “Please.” My muscles spasm and pulse around his hardness, and I know I am close to the edge again.
I lose myself in the moment, feeling closer to Lance than ever before. “Sienna, you are going to make me come,” he says through gritted teeth, grunts loudly as he pushes deep into me, and then holds still. Holding himself back, neither of us ready for this to be over—I can’t stop what he does to me. My body is so sensitive, and I am already coming on his cock, him holding it inside me only makes my orgasm more intense. “Fuck, Sienna,” he says as he loses the thread of control he was hanging onto, his movements become faster, harder, and deeper.
My moans are no longer muffled, and I know I am making noise—I just can’t hold it in. I open my eyes, and look up into those deep blue eyes, and he leans down, his lips on mine. The deep, desperate kiss and how his growls vibrate in his chest make me come even harder. He pulls back, looking me in the eyes, and I say, “Fuck.” As I feel him calm inside me—his whole body stiffens, and he jerks deep inside me.
“Sienna,” he says, collapsing down on top of me, his body hot against mine. “Holy shit. That was—”
“Amazing.” I finish his sentence as he rolls over to lie next to me, pulling me into him.
The experience is everything I ever hoped for, and I know that I am falling even more in love with Lance. I didn’t hang onto my virginity on purpose. It was just something that never happened for me. This is why—it was because I was meant to have this moment with him. It's a dangerous game to be playing with my heart this way.
Lance took his time, making sure that I enjoyed this. My pleasure came before his, and that makes my heart swell with love.
I can't believe it. I just had sex with Lance. It was so much better than I imagined my first time could be, the way he made love to me, so patient and caring. I feel so special right now, like nothing in the world can bring me down.
I'm lying next to him, his strong arms wrapped around me, and I can feel his warm breath on the back of my neck. I turn to face him, and he smiles at me.
"You, okay?" he asks softly.
I nod, biting my lip. "Yeah, I'm okay. I just can't believe I finally did it." I am no longer a virgin. I thought it would be weird, but it feels so right.
Lance chuckles. "Yeah, me neither. I didn’t know this whole time. You never said anything until tonight, Sienna."
I blush at his words. “It’s embarrassing at my age, Lance. I was trying to convince myself it didn’t matter. Also, I was afraid you’d not want to be intimate with me anymore.”
He pulls me close to him and kisses me, his lips soft and gentle. "You're beautiful," he whispers against my lips. “And it was a bit of a shocker, but it didn’t stop me from wanting you, Sienna, I only want you more. To show you how fucking awesome it can be between us.”
I feel my heart swell with happiness. I never thought I could feel so content with someone. Lance is the one for me, and I know it deep down. But I also know that he is temporary. They are leaving, and I can’t stop him.
As we lie there, wrapped up in each other's arms, I realize how hard I'm falling in love with him. Lance has captured my heart and soul, and I know that he’s meant to be my first—even if he isn’t my last. He’s got a whole other life planned in New York. I knew that from the start. I went into this with my eyes open.
Now that I have had sex with Lance, I don’t know how I can separate what I feel physically from my emotions. Closing my eyes, I try to clear my head and stay present in only this moment. We are tangled in one another, exhausted from the day in the sun and enjoying one another. Lance’s steady heartbeat lulls me away to sleep. To dreams where he stays forever, and all of this is real, not just make believe for now.
* * *
The sun coming in through the windows wakes me way before any other humans have stirred. I roll over to feel his body against mine and I remember how amazing last night was. He opens one eye and says, "Good morning, Sienna.” Lance smiles and pulls me close, kissing me deeply. I can feel his desire growing, and my body responds eagerly to his touch. “Do you want to get in the shower with me?” His husky morning voice makes me hornier than his kisses.
I giggle as his hand cups my breast. "This is a pretty nice way to wake up, don't you think?" I say as he pulls me out of bed to join him in the bathroom. The shower is in the outdoor part of the bathroom, the fresh morning air and hot steamy water is a perfect mix.
Lance smirks and says, “I can think of a few better ways, actually."
I blush, my cheeks hot and my whole body flushed and warm “Oh, really? And what might those be?" I ask him, running my hands down his chest, feeling every hard muscle.
"Well, I can start by soaping up this gorgeous body of yours," he says, grabbing the body wash and pouring it into his big hands.
