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She screams out, “I’m coming again. You can let go.”
I move my hand down from her nipple to her clit and press hard. That’s it for her. I feel her entire body convulse again, she screams out, and then her juices drip down over my balls. My vision goes completely black as I come harder than I think I’ve ever come before in my life.
She moves up and down a few more times as we both ride out our orgasms.
We’re both eventually still and silent, with me remaining inside her. We’re breathing heavily, staring at one another, as the pace of our collective breaths begins to return to normal.
“Holy fuck, Carter.” I can do nothing but nod. Holy fuck is right.
* * *
REAGAN
Carter and I spent a lot of time together this week. Nothing public, just getting better acquainted with each other’s bodies. It’s become a bit of an addiction for both of us. Our sexual chemistry is like nothing I’ve ever experienced. Explosive isn’t a big enough word.
We attempted an actual date in public last night. We planned to stop by his motorcycle shop on our way to dinner so he could show me his bikes. We ended up fucking our brains out for hours on top of each and every bike. By the end, we were too exhausted to go out.
It’s Saturday, and I’m at Mom and Jackson’s pool with my sisters. I give Scotty one final kiss on his chubby little cheek as my mother takes him away.
Mom insisted on bathing Harley’s kids and putting them down for their afternoon naps. She told Harley to just relax.
“Night, night, Aunt Ray Ray.” He waves his little fingers at me.
“Night, night, Scotty. I love you.” I blow him one more kiss. I love him so much.
Mom and Jackson head inside with the kids. I want to take advantage of this time with my sisters.
I’m incredibly confused about my relationship with Carter. I wish I told everyone the truth from the beginning. Now I can’t have a legitimate conversation about it with anyone. I need to try, though. I need some advice from my big sister.
I turn to Harley. “Sexually speaking, how did you know that Brody wasthe one?”
She smiles at Skylar and then looks at me. “Hmmm. How do I describe it without sounding like a cliché?”
She takes a long sip of her drink before continuing. “No one has ever come remotely close to turning me on as much as Brody does. To the point where I can’t think about anything else at times other than the need to feel his body on mine and him being back inside me. My orgasms are like an out of body experience. I basically feel like it’s an itch that’s never fully scratched. No matter how long it lasts or how many orgasms I have, I always want more.”
I mutter, “Shit.”
She looks concerned. “You don’t have that with Carter?”
I stare at her and take a deep breath. “That’s exactly what I have with Carter.” That’s the honest truth.
“He’s your fiancé, so that’s a good thing, Reagan.”
Oh, right. I shake my head. I forgot for a moment that they think he’s my fiancé. “It’s just really intense. I wasn’t sure if I could put it into words, but you just articulated it perfectly.”
I scrunch my nose. “This can’t last though. Does it lessen over time? You can’t possibly have that kind of passion forever. You two have been together for several years and have two kids. It can’t still be like that.”
Her eyes are now closed, and she’s lying back on the chaise lounge, but she smiles. “I can’t speak for every marriage, Reagan, only mine, but no, it hasn’t lessened over time. Honestly, I think it’s intensified, if possible. Our emotional connection is only getting stronger, and that plays out in the bedroom.”
I shake my head. “I just don’t see how this pace can be maintained. Sometimes it’s all I can think about. I need to be a functioning adult. How can I do that when the only thing currently in my head is how intense my next orgasm’s going to be or how much longer I have to wait for him to be inside me again? If I were a guy, I’d be walking around with a boner twenty-four hours a day right now.”
She and Skylar both laugh. Skylar looks at Harley. “I told you it would eventually come out.”
I look at them both in question. “What would eventually come out?”
“Your sex life with Carter. You’ve been bizarrely tight-lipped about it. It’s very unlike you. We usually live your sex life in real time updates. We were wondering what was going on.”
That’s because we only started having sex this week, but I can’t tell them that. “I’m just confused about it all. It’s so all-consuming. I equally can’t imagine not having it as I can’t imagine that passion like this can last indefinitely.”
