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“I wish I could tell you not to feel guilty. It’s part of how they break you down. A part of you will hate what they’ll do. Your body will love it. Beg for it. They want you to come in order to control you. It’s a mental game. Maybe it will help now that you know it’s the plan. Don’t beat yourself up over a normal physical reaction.”
“Have you?”
Reid snorted. “So many times.”
I imagined him frowning. Hopefully, at some point, I would see his face. For now, maybe I’d found a friend to help me maneuver through this sick world until I was free. Then, I’d take him with me. He deserved that.
“You mentioned others. Where are they?” I sat on the edge of my mattress and wrapped the blanket around me.
“I’m not sure why we’re here together, but I’m not complaining. Most of the time we’re separated. It’s another way they control us. Loneliness is a powerful tool. If it consumes you, it will control every decision you make. Don’t let it. You have to fight it.”
The sound of a door creaking cut off Reid.
“Hurry. Pretend you’re asleep,” Reid ordered.
I laid down and remained still. For whatever reason, I already trusted Reid. Maybe it was his honesty and vulnerability.
A male voice whispered, then a cell opened. I quickly identified Reid talking, then kissing noises. I suspected it was one of the guards. The sound of a zipper, grunts, sucking … I covered my ears and tried to block out the sounds. It was as good a time as any to mentally build safe places in my mind. Hearing Reid and a guard fuck was the least of my worries.
Chapter Four
The scrape of my cell opening caught my attention. I’d learned years ago to sleep with one ear open. I had Dan to thank for that.
“Wake up.”
I sat up slowly and rubbed my eyes. “Barrett?”
He stepped in and yanked me out of bed and to my feet. “I like to start my morning off right.” He grinned at me as he brushed a knuckle over my nipple.
I knocked his hand away, my nostrils flaring as I willed myself not to gag. Reid’s warning to give the guards what they wanted appeared front and center to my brain. But I couldn’t. I would fight until I died.
“I do like them feisty.” With a quick tug, Barrett ripped the dress in two, leaving me naked. “We can do this nicely … or?”
I reared my head back, then spit in his face. “That’s for yesterday, asshole.”
A scream tore from my throat as he spun me around and slammed me against the wall. “Stupid bitch. You’ll learn soon enough.” His palm traveled down my side and to my ass. He gave my butt cheek a hard squeeze.
“Why don’t you crawl off somewhere and die?” Pain shot through me as he shoved my head against the rough cinder block.
Barrett’s laugh echoed through my cell. Before I realized it, he grabbed my arms and pinned them behind me. The click of handcuffs reached my ears. I tugged on them, but it was too late.
“Can’t have you trying to run now, can we?” He snickered as he fished around in his pocket. I glanced down and realized the bastard had another pair, but with a longer chain between them. He dropped to his knees and slipped them around my ankles.
“Bend over the bed.” His voice was low and gruff as he gave the order.
I refused to move. He could beat me, rape me, or whatever other despicable thing he wanted, but I would never give it to him willingly.
He snatched a fistful of my hair and dragged me across the floor. Barrett slammed my head into the mattress and forced my legs apart.
“As I said yesterday, you don’t own that pussy anymore, little girl.”
To my shock, Barrett knelt, then licked the inside of my thigh. Gritting my teeth, I pretended it was Holden. Holden’s hands spreading my ass apart. Holden’s tongue licking up and down my slit and toying with my clit.
Tears streamed down my face while my legs trembled beneath me as I was forced to endure Barrett’s assault again.
“You taste even better than I imagined,” he grunted.
“Fuck you,” I retorted. “I fucking hate you.”
