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“What’s that?”
“You never have to wear clothes at home again.”
My mouth formed a big O. “Oh my God. We can walk around naked and fuck on every surface available.” I grinned and did a happy dance the best I could with the cane.
“I like the way you think.” Holden placed his finger beneath my chin and tilted it up. “I love you, River.”
“I love you, too.” I leaned into him, then pressed my lips against his.
Holden showed me the rest of the space, and we made some decisions about the design. One of my favorite things about the penthouse was the windows on two sides. The view of the Spokane River warmed my heart.
“Hey, I have a question,” I said, standing in the middle of the last guest bedroom and tapping my chin with my finger. “Is there enough room to have our own … playroom?”
Holden’s features lit up. “Like the Master’s Playroom, but for us?”
I nodded. “For when we want privacy.”
Holden’s heated gaze landed on mine. “Is there a time we don’t want privacy?”
I gave him a half shrug. “I’ve toyed with the idea of someone watching us.”
Holden scrubbed his face with his hands and blew out a breath. His bulge was evident in his jeans, and I resisted the urge to free his thick cock while we talked. “We would be safer in the Master’s Playroom, but our friends would be the ones watching there.”
Oh shit. I liked that idea way too much. “I’m getting wet just talking about it.” I bit my lower lip and placed my palm against his chest. “I know you all have watched each other before, but I’m the new player. Are you sure you’re okay with that?”
“It would be dark, so they’d see our outlines, but babe, they would be busy playing on the other couches.”
“So we’d be watching them too?” I asked, heady with anticipation. “Can I trust them? In some ways a stranger would seem safer.”
“If we use the Voyeur Room, they’ll see us, River. Not only your body, but your face. I can’t have men stalking you in the club or while you’re at work.”
“You’re not worried about Jace, Chance, or Brynn?”
“No. They understand the rules. This doesn’t have to happen, babe. The only reason I’m agreeing is because you’re exploring what you like. I know what I like. We don’t need any toys, whips, handcuffs, or anything else. I love being with you, connecting on a heart-to-heart level.”
“Brynn admitted she likes me.” I mentally kicked myself for blurting that out.
“I know.” Holden rubbed my cheek with the pad of his thumb. “She asked if we might be able to share.” A slow grin eased across his face. “I told her hell no.”
I blushed furiously. “I told her I loved you, but if I ever wanted to try it with a girl, I would see if you’d be all right with it.”
Holden’s mouth opened and closed before he spoke. “Are you saying ...”
“Nope. Don’t get your hopes up.” I patted his arm. “I love Brynn, but I’m not interested in a physical relationship. All I meant was that if I ever wanted to try it, I would feel safe with her.”
“Damn, I was hoping.”
“Holden Alastair!” I smacked him on the chest.
“Babe, I’m asking for your honesty, so I’ve got to give you mine as well. I’ve lived that life. Yes, I like to play and play hard, but with you, not anyone else. I do trust the guys, but I won’t lie. I don’t like the idea of them or anyone watching us.”
I loved him even more for being honest with me. “Then let’s table the thought. Holden, you’ve opened a brand-new world for me, but I never want to hurt you. Please promise me that you’ll continue to tell me when you’re not okay with an idea. The communication goes both ways.” I slipped my arms around his waist and dipped my hands into the back pockets of his jeans.
“You’re right. I want to give you everything you want, babe. I want to show you that the world isn’t all bad, and I want to protect you. Once the clothes are off in front of someone else, people look at you differently.”
I completely understood what he was saying. It took me a while to adjust after my first visit to the Master’s Playroom.
Holden kissed me gently. “I have one more thing I want to show you.”
