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“Anything, baby,” I say quickly.
“Say it. Tell me how you feel about me now,” she says shyly.
I smile and kiss her lips before giving her what she wants. “Brittney Jameson, I’ve loved you since the day you welcomed me to our neighborhood in Greendale Valley. I remember your freckles and braids like it was yesterday. When you moved away for a brief time, I thought I’d lost you. Then, you came back, and I knew you were it for me. I knew I wouldn’t ever let you go. I know it seemed like I did, at least for a while…” I pause and take her small hand in mine and press it against my chest over my heart. “But in here, I never did.”
“So, you kinda love me now, then?” she asks as she laughs through a few tears that slip down the slopes of her cheeks.
I kiss them away and taste the salt on my tongue, and then gaze down at her again. “I love you, Brittney. It’s the one thing in this crazy world I’m sure of.”
“I love you too, Hawk. I think that’s why I waited and kept my promise. Somewhere in the bottom of my heart and against all the odds, I still hoped it would be you,” she admits.
Guilt grabs me by the throat and squeezes like a vise. “I’m so sorry, baby. I wish I could give you that first. It’s a regret I’ll always have and one I won’t ever be able to undo,” I tell her solemnly.
She silences me with a slim finger to my lips. “We can’t change the past, remember? There are so many more firsts we can have together. Besides, firsts are great, but I’d much rather be the one who gets all your lasts and your forever.”
“Damn straight,dolcezza.I hope I’m so lucky, to be the man you choose to give your lasts and forever to,” I tell her as I claim her lips with mine.
“I have one more confession,” I say.
She glances at me as if she’s afraid of what else I might have left to tell. “What’s that?”
“When we didn’t use a condom at your house, that was one of my firsts, and obviously yours too,” I admit.
“Really?” she says while a hopeful smile spreads across her face.
“Truly. I promise. I’ve never felt any other woman with no barriers. You don’t simply go bare with just anyone,” I say as I pull her to me. I kiss her neck as we back up to the bed. Once there, I sit and take her with me as she instinctively straddles my lap.
My hand slides under her shirt to skim her back until I find the clasp of her bra and release it. “I’ve been dying to get my mouth on your tits all day,” I tell her as I lift her shirt and toss it to the side with her bra. I dip my head and take her nipples into my mouth, swirling my tongue over each rosy bud as she arches into me and moans in pleasure.
“Do you trust me?” I ask.
“I do. I don’t know if I should with all that’s happened, but heaven help me, I do,” she admits.
I grin. “Good, because I want to give you another first, but only if you’re okay with it.”
Her eyes narrow as if she’s trying to figure out what I’m talking about.
“I want to be with you again…no barriers between us,dolcezza.I want to feel every inch of you, every flutter, and every movement. I don’t want anything to dull the sensation when you contract around me. And this time, I don’t want to stop and pull out. I want to finish right where I belong...inside you. Will you trust me to do that?” I ask her.
“I’m not on birth control, Hawk,” she says unsure.
“That’s okay with me. It’s a risk I’m willing to take if you are. I can’t imagine a better mother for my children if I ever have them one day,” I admit openly.
She smiles and says, “Okay. Do it. I want to feel you, all of you, Hawk.”
“You make me the happiest I’ve ever been, baby,” I say as I stand with her and lay her down on the bed. She removes the rest of her clothes as I remove mine and palm my rigid length in anticipation of sinking into her. I’m literally aching to get inside.
She slides further up the bed and spreads her legs for me so I can see her pretty pink lips glistening with her arousal. She curls a finger beckoning me to take her and I waste no time. But I start by tasting her sweet center and then I climb up her body and give her some of my weight. I search her eyes for any hesitation. “Are you sure, baby? You can tell me.”
“I need you now, Hawk. Please,” she says in a sultry voice.
I don’t make her wait, I thrust inside her and wait for her to adjust. “Hawk, I need you to move,” she says breathlessly as she picks her hips up in search of friction. I claim her lips with mine and my thrusts start out slowly and build into something more powerful. With each thrust, I slide as deep as I can and it’s everything I could’ve dreamed of to be with her like this. Our hands and mouths are everywhere on each other until she finally says breathlessly, “Oh, Hawk, right there, please don’t stop.”
I keep moving in exactly the way she begged for, and when I feel her start to contract around me, I stare in her eyes as I tell her, “I’m coming too, baby.” As soon as I get the words out, I fill her up with my release and slam into her one last time. We stay connected for a few minutes. Neither of us wanting to move. I haven’t ever felt something so good. If I wasn’t addicted to this woman before, if didn’t already know I loved her, there’d be no doubts now.
We both move to clean up and fall back into the bed together. We lie there, skin to skin, heartbeat to heartbeat, and I know this is the woman I belong with. I haven’t ever wanted kids, but with her, I’ve just risked it, and I can’t find it in me to care.
“You okay,dolcezza?”
