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“Oh yes…just like that. Only want you.” The visible part of her tits bounce over the top of her dress as I drive in deeper, hitting her G-spot over and over while rubbing her clit at the same time. Her pussy squeezes around me while my dick throbs wanting to fill her right up against the wall.
“When my hands are on you, I can make you do anything.”
“Yes,” the word a barely there gasp. She’s so fucking beautiful, especially when she’s all turned on. I crave to taste every inch her mini dress covers.
“Come for me baby, give it all to me.”
I devour the longing in her eyes as they stay fastened to mine. “Come. Now,” I grit out pounding inside her over and over, her pussy clamping around my fingers until she cries out, “I’m coming—yesss!”
Once her trembling settles, I pull out and yank her dress down. “I think we need to work on your stealth skills, baby.” She gazes at me, her mouth pried open as though to say something or maybe to take a breath, but I don’t let her do either, sinking my tongue into her willing mouth instead. She kisses me back, whimpering against my lips. I suck on her tongue, craving her taste and wanting it on my menu every day. Pulling back, I bite the skin along her jaw. If she keeps sounding so good, I’ll bend her over right here.
I run my nose up and down the side of her face, breathing in the floral scent that dances around her in the dark. Wanting her this badly should terrify me, but right now nothing could ruin us. “I want you and I can’t seem to stop,” I admit. She’s my kryptonite.
She clutches my hair between her fingers and sighs. “My heart wants to run, but my body—it wants to stay.”
“So stay.” I don’t even know what I’m asking. I just don’t want to let go.
* * *
LEXI
How could a man who makes me feel so many things be so wrong for me? Whatever this is between us won’t go away just because I run. It finds me no matter where I hide, even when I’m alone. The weeks we’ve spent in total silence from one another have been cruel torture. I’ve missed him so badly that I asked him to drive me to the restaurant yesterday, hoping I’d have the guts to tell him how much I’ve missed him and regretted what I said, but in the end, I couldn’t go through with it.
And tonight, I tried to forget him, clinging to the arms of another man, but all I saw was him and all I felt were his arms. Once I spotted Jax with another woman, I couldn’t contain my anger. I wanted to throw her off of him and take what’s mine. And when I saw him leave, it was the perfect opportunity to tell him I want him. But I can’t be the only one to spill my heart, I need him to open up his and give us a chance. He wants to, I know he does.
The remnants of my orgasm still rock me. My back burns from being finger fucked against the hard edges of the restaurant shutters, but not a single part of me seems to care.
He cages me within his arms, pinning me to my spot with ravenous thirst blazing through his eyes. “I’ve been miserable without you,” he confesses.
“I’ve missed you too. I’ve typed out so many texts I never sent.”
“Were any of them dirty?” He licks his lips, grinning like a schoolboy.
“Sodirty…”
He slides his hands down to my hips and grips tight, pulling me flush against him. “I want to fuck your soaked little pussy right now. I’ve missed it. So much.” I bite the inside of my lip, my core clenching in rapid pulls.
“I don’t know how to stay away from you, Jax, but…”
“But I can’t give you a relationship. I know.” He pushes off of me and digs his fingers into his eyes. “You don’t know how much I wish I was that man.”
He looks up into the darkness, his brows drawing together in pain. “If I could go back and change everything, I’d do it.” He crushes his body against mine again, boring his eyes deep into my soul. “I’d do it—foryou.” He brushes a finger down my cheek. “I’m sorry that I can’t.”
“What does that mean, Jax? Talk to me! Does this have anything to do with the day you froze in the middle of the street? Please, help me understand.” I know there are things he isn’t telling me, I’m not stupid. Maybe it isn’t my business, but I have to try to make sense of why he won’t let a little love in when he clearly wishes he could.
He shakes his head and moves far away from me as though my body has grown flames large enough to burn him. “I shouldn’t have said anything. It’s not important.”
“Clearly, it is!” I march forward and grip his wrist. “You’re wrestling with something and maybe I can help you. Let me try. Please.”
“I’m beyond help, Lex.” I drop his hand, defeat sinking its teeth into my flesh. Regret spills from his words carved from pain he won’t reveal.
A heaviness takes root in my chest for the man who hurts more than he lets on. How much has he been hiding from the world? I know I should let him go for good, but I don’t know how. He destroys every sensible thought I possess with just a simple stroke of his fingers. I’m lost to him, welcoming every bit of intoxication. I don’t know how to separate the Lexi who craves a stable relationship from the Lexi who wishes she could just have some fun with a man. But I want to know him, I want to peel back all the disguises he wears and reveal the man at the core that makes him who he is.
“I’m sorry. I hate fighting with you,” he admits. Circling his arm around my lower back, he brings me flush against his strong body. “Could we skip this part and go right to the make-up sex?” He flashes me a sensual smile, but I won’t fall prey to his allure.
“No.” I hold up a hand, pressing it against his chest. “You don’t get to do that. You don’t get to make a joke to cover up the truth.”
His eyes stay locked on mine. “Lexi, I don’t know what to do here.”
