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"I can't," I whisper, my teeth starting to clack together as my heart kicks into overdrive. Is it adrenaline? Arousal? Anxiety? All of the above? "J-Jake, I can't."
"You're okay," he promises, his hand skating up my back until it's tangled in my hair. He holds my head steady so I'm forced to look into his eyes. Blue, with tiny specks of white. Dirty blonde hair, one curl loose on his forehead. Freckles scattered across his nose. A smile that's never been cruel. The familiar scent of vanilla, accompanied by orange this time from our shared bath. The sharp tang of sweat and precum just beneath it.
"Jake," I remind myself. This is Jake. This is- "Daddy."
"Yeah, little fish." He brushes his lips against mine in a kiss that's not meant to arouse or control or explore. In a kiss that's just meant to be there, nothing but a soft reassurance. "I'm right here."
"I think I'm gonna-" I warn, each twist of his hand on my cock causing twists of heat and need to bubble up inside me. My ears ring. My mouth waters. My hips jerk. Something tingly and electric starts in my fingertips, spreading until my whole body is a soft buzz. "I think I'm gonna-"
"Do it," he half-orders, half-begs. "Be a good boy and make a big mess on daddy."
Oh fuck.
I dip my chin to my chest and shudder a single time. Then everything in me unfurls, mind and body melting into a nothingness that only he could make feel safe. I barely register the orgasm. Barley register the hot cum. Barely register the soft, "Fucking beautiful," that he breathes.
What I register is this - I'm happy.
For the first time since two men snatched me off campus, my skin still smelling like chlorine from my morning swim, my stomach full of bribery pancakes, my mind on how to help my roommate pass his damn class, I'm happy.
And it's because of him.
Jake.
Daddy.
The moment my brain comes back online, I’m glancing down at his cock that’s still hard and bobbing with need, now splattered with my cum. “What do you want to do with it, little one?” he asks.
I run my tongue along my bottom lip, trying to decide if I want to taste him bad enough to lick my own cum. I’ve never done that before. DuGray and his minions would have had to let me come in order for me to have some to taste. Would it be strange? Or fucking hot as shit, tasting myself mixed with him?
Would he find me disgusting?
I somehow manage to find the bravery to tell him the truth. “I want to taste.”
He lifts a hand to brush his knuckles against my cheek, his expression warm and fond. His eyes give him away though. He's worried. "You don't have to."
"I know." I slide down between his legs, feeling a little like a kid in a candy shop. One who’s been repeatedly traumatized by candy but is convinced that this particular one will be deliciously worth the risk. I’ve never been so excited and terrified at the same time. But this is Jake - this is daddy - so I know it’ll be okay, it’ll always be okay with him, even when it’s not.
I’m not scared anymore.
I’m just happy.
I’m so unbelievably happy.
“I want to. Can I, daddy? Please?”
Jake seems to melt. “Yes. Yes, you absolutely can.”
With a smile and a flutter in my stomach, I slide down between his legs and nuzzle my nose at the base of his cock. He smells clean, but beneath it, there’s just a hint of warm musk. Eyes on him, I take him into my mouth, pulling a deep groan out of him as my tongue works over his hard length. I get my answer – my cum on his cock is fucking delicious.
"Fuck." He winds his fingers in my hair, not yanking, but not loose either. "I'm gonna come fast, baby boy. Watching you let yourself feel so good has daddy all worked up."
I hum, pleased with every piece of information from his hoarse confession. I suck him slowly, mostly to let myself enjoy the taste and weight of him on my tongue before it's over. He allows it despite how hard it seems to be for him to restrain himself. His hand shakes in my hair. His lips part and twist, desperate to form words, form orders. Daddy is trying to be soft and sweet, but I can see the growing need in his eyes.
Can I push him until he snaps?
Do I want to?
I think I might…
