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He finds my panties again and tugs them down further. A small moan leaves me when he brings his hands back under my skirt, circling against my clit in the most delicious way before his fingers dip inside, finding me wet and waiting.
When I gasp harshly, he smiles against my lips. I wish I could see that smile because they’re so rare but we are moving together too fast to stop.
If we pause—for even a second—everything between us will fall apart.
Knox grabs my legs and perches me just slightly on the ledge of the railing, spreading me enough for his strong thighs to skim between mine perfectly.
My hands shake when I lift them. I’d be a liar if I said I wasn’t nervous but my excitement, my want, is so much more powerful.
His hands lower between us but his demanding mouth never leaves mine, his tongue flicking along mine, sucking mine until I moan just from his kiss alone.
Knox is unforgiving. He leads himself to me then plunges in without a thought. He doesn’t slow as I take in a startled breath of the cool air.
It’s a weird feeling being able to have Knox in this way. He surrounds me. The odd fear of him being so close, the danger that always surrounds him, gives me a high. A high that he takes advantage of in rough thrusts of his hips. The moment my chin lifts, his hand’s there, caressing my throat, tightening with his thrill of violence, lust, and total control. He releases me as quickly as he came just enough for my breath to come back in a rush.
In this moment, he owns me. He can have every single part of me.
It’s all I wanted right from the start.
I’m unravel beneath him in a slamming release that has me shaking, tightening around him, until he too finds his.
Until all too quickly, we aren’t, and he is pulling away entirely.
Nineteen
Dee
I don’t know if it was a gift or another cruel act for him to take from me what I wanted to lose all along. It felt like a gift. Until now.
His shoulders relax and his belt clanks quietly as he refastens it. He throws something away down in the bushes below. Probably a condom.
Or my shit decisions in life.
Just as eager as he was to take from me, he walks away from me. He doesn’t glance back for even a second.
I pull my underwear back up, giving myself no time to enjoy that freshly fucked after glow that still pools within me.
Why? Why the fuck is he doing this to me? I’m an idiot to keep falling for him but he’s a monster to keep doing it.
On their own accord my feet follow after him. My steps are loud and clumsy compared to the silent, swift movement of his. I grab for his shoulder to stop him but he dodges the movement without my fingers even brushing against him.
“Stop it, Knox!” I demand, the back and forth of his whiplash spiraling into raw emotion. “Just fucking tell me. Tell me why.”
Knox twists on his heels, his eyebrows low over his emotionless eyes.
I hate his fucking beautifully tragic eyes.
He doesn’t respond, only watches me.
“Does it feel good?” My voice breaks. I drop my hands to my side, finally feeling defeated. “Does it feel good to just completely destroy me? You hate me this much? You hate me enough to ruin my entire life?”
He growls, bringing his hands up to his face and pressing his palms against his eyes. His hands push through his messy hair.
“No,” he finally whispers.
The small word surprises me. Gives me some small, stupid ounce of hope.
“I don’t hate you at all, Violet.”
