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“What kind of ultimatum?”

“The kind that ends with me not showing up the day we’re supposed to get married if it’s not what I really want to do.”

“Well shit, when did he say that?”

“After dinner the other night.”

“Why the hell are you just telling me this?”

“Because I knew that you would overanalyze everything and I needed to think about things without outside noise to decide how I felt about that.”

“No, what you wanted was to pretend you hadn’t already made up your mind and you knew I would callbullshitwhen you threw thatbullshitat me that you just spewed.”

I grinned and rolled my eyes. “So what.”

“You want this, don’t you?”

“Is that crazy? I don’t know him and our past…”

“Don’t do that. It’s notyourpast. It’s yourfamily’svery complicated and barbaric man versus man bullshit that has nothing to do with you.”

“Be that as it may, he is one of those barbaric men.”

“Do you think he’s a bad person?”

“Yeah.” I laughed, shaking my head. “The worst.”

“Then don’t marry him.”

“It’s not that simple. Christian needs this.”

And I want this.

“Fuck Christian with his fine ass.”

“Trini…”

“Well he is fine and I have fucked him so I can say both.”

“Oh god, please don’t bring that up again.”

“It was good. Your brother can fuck and I thoroughly enjoyed him fucking me. If he hadn’t married his wife and I hadn’t married my husband. I’d do it again. I’d fuck him a lot actually because, well, he’s good at it.”

“Trini,” I warned, so over this and the word fuck.

Because it made me think of Elias in ways I shouldn’t be right now.

“Okay sorry but my point is, this is not about Chris. This is about you and obviously that man wants you to want this which means he wants this or he wouldn’t care about you wanting this.”

“Yeah,” I huffed.

“And it’s okay to want this. I barely knew Klay when we got married. We dated for three months which was a blessing considering our parents were making us get married.”

“Three months is a lot better than threeweeks.”

“Maybe but I also knew the day I met him that I wanted to be his wife. The first time he kissed me I knew that I could love him. Even if it took time, I had that feeling about him.”

“So you don’t think it’s crazy?”

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