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“Ha.” He stretches out over me and his right hand winds around my waist. “This feels so good.”
“I know.” I play it off to keep things fun and light between us.
We’re just having a good time until… Until I leave, I guess. One way or another.
“Will you make love to me now?” I say, and feel him tense.
“Make love?”
“Um, I’m not comfortable saying…fuck,” I whisper.
“You’re adorable.” He strokes my chin and then kisses me. “So sweet and innocent. But Katya…” His voice turns low and dangerous. “You said it yourself. This is temporary. Don’t fall for me.”
“I fall enough at school,” I joke to match his humor.
“Katya, I’m serious. I’m not built to be the kind of husband you deserve.”
I process his warning. “Okay, so you’re scary. But you protect your family.” I run my fingers through his thick, dark hair. “You’re not hurting innocent people.”
The ache in his pessimism hits me unexpectedly. It’s only been a few days, and I’ve made it clear I’m leaving. Sounds likehedoesn’t want to fall for me. Lachlan doesn’t strike me as a man who can handle being told no. Or simply doesn’t take no for an answer. I can’t turn this into some romantic fantasy. When it comes time to live the life I want for myself and not be hidden away in some enforcer’s lair because it’s too dangerous to come and go as I please, or live with a guard up my ass, I’ll need to walk away without any regrets. I cannot look back.
I’ll heed his advice and keep my heart out of this. “So, it’s not making love? It’s…fucking?”
“Aye. I’m a lot older than you, too. I have to be careful with you.” He cups my breasts. “These are so fucking sexy.”
“They’re not too small?” I’m a b-cup when I’m PMSing. They’re barely mounds. Just little bumps with pink nipples.
“They fit you perfectly. They fit inside my hands perfectly.” He massages me and then goes back to work on me with his mouth. Sucking my nipples, he slides his fingers into my folds. “Fuck, you’re still wet.”
“Making you come with my mouth really turned me on.” I bite my lip.
He grins. “I’ll let you do it whenever you want.”
“Lachlan, do you want to make love to me?” I shake my head. “I mean, be inside me, make usbothfeel good?”
“Aye, I do, but…” He crushes me.
“But?”
He sits back and strokes himself. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t.” I take the hand not stroking himself. “Every touch you’ve laid on me has been gentle. Firm, but gentle. I’m not worried at all. I trust you.” I lick his fingertips.
“Fuck, I’m so hard again already.”
“Are those condoms nearby? I’m not on birth control.”
He gets off the bed and digs into the top drawer of his dresser. “Thank fuck for that bigger box.” He tears it open and comes back with one in his hand.
“Show me how to put it on you.”
He growls again, liking the power I’m handing over to him. I want him to feel powerful right now. I want to give him the control, and I have no intention of changing who he is. “I want to taste you first.”
I’m pretty wet, but I’m not going to pass up feeling his tongue on my clit. “Please!”
He gets down on his knees and buries his head between my legs, running his tongue along my opening. “So pretty.”
I rock my hips against his mouth, my tensions building immediately again. “Don’t stop.”
