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I never saw her again. Well, there was the occasional meeting in class and the awkward times when we had to sit together. But that was it. I closed off my heart. It made me start to wonder if Ian faced the same thing, and that's why he seemed distant from non-family members.
My heart was poisoned and I awakened to a new reality. No woman really loved me. All of them wanted something from me. Time and time again, my theory was correct. I never found any one of them who wanted me for being me. They'd complain about my clumsiness but praised my wealth, handsomeness, and sexual vigor, which was too good for most of them, leaving me unsatisfied with the outcome of intercourse at almost every time.
I didn't want to be a handful for anyone. I just want to know that I am wanted for something and not to be seen as anyone's problem or handful. I promised myself never again to open my heart to anyone anymore.
Why did she have to do that to me? She definitely wanted something.
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I slept at the office. It was the big day. The start of the nurse's exchange program. But I couldn't get my mind off what had happened the previous night. As I stared at the couch, I remembered everything that had happened the night before.
Her voice.
Her body.
The look of desire in her eyes.
How good I felt after the end of it. And the fact that she and I wanted more. But what if I'm mistaken again? She did mention something about her failing hospital.
Could it be that she needs me to help support her hospital?
Is that what it meant? Once again, I was being used.
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Stacy
It was the big day. I had gone back to my apartment so I didn't spend the night at the hospital.
I'm glad I didn't because I have a feeling that I would have sneaked into his office and continued from where we left off. My pussy still felt like he was in me, and just to be able to sleep, I had to masturbate again. My poor deodorant had to serve another purpose.
"I should probably buy a dildo," I said to myself as I picked up the can that was practically soaked last night and was now sticky all over.
As I stared at myself in the mirror, it felt like I was looking at a new person. I guess it wasn't just a baseless rumor when they said good sex could make someone glow. I chose the sexiest transparent lingerie in my collection and put it on. As usual, I wasn't expecting anything to happen, but what kind of woman wouldn't be prepared if anything did happen?
Who knows he might just be tempted to start something.
Yes, I do plan on tempting him.
The major focus of the day was to get Olivia up to speed on her transfer. He still forgot to tell her that she was being moved and chances were that she was arriving in Richmond along with the other nurses that morning.
I looked for an outfit. An outfit easy to take off for a quickie yet looked sexy enough to highlight my features while still looking formal enough for work. It was a shame that I would have to wear my scrubs, though. Then again, we could have a dinner date one more time, and see where the night would lead us.
"Wait…won't I come off as too easy?" I asked myself as I thought about it.
I wished that Allison was with me to help me out with the trouble that was forming in my mind.
I didn't want anything that would make me seem like I was being desperate for anything sexual.
Also, wasn't it a bad idea to sleep with one's boss?
I made a mental note to check out the HR guidelines once I got to the hospital. But I knew one thing for certain: this was the start of something special for me. As I stepped out of the house, everything seemed to be going my way
"Here I made some cookies," my neighbor said as she handed me a small bag with treats in them.
"Thank you," I thanked her and planned to share them with Allison and Ethan.
I boarded a taxi, and the driver didn't charge me a dime. Strange. I shook it off and treated it as a sign that things were going to be perfect today. As I got to the hospital, I noticed a lady in a sun hat, wearing a white shirt and jeans; she had pale skin and toted a traveling bag. I had seen her face on one of the forms and recognized her as one of the nurses that was here for the exchange program.
