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As he went into the bathroom, I started to hurriedly put on my clothes, an attempt to leave before he came out.
Why did he kiss me? Why did I let down my guard? What happened to trying to be with Ethan?
I felt torn. I didn't understand it. I hardly spoke with Ian besides matters that concerned work. But whenever I looked at him, it felt like I knew him. When he found me trying to change, a part of me wanted him to leave, but the other part that was easily swayed asked him to stay.
It was a foolish decision, and yet it felt so right. When he held my arm, I could tell he was giving me a chance to stop him, to yell or something. But I didn't…I wished my excuse was that I was too scared to move. That would be a lie, because I was too excited to move.
When he kissed me, it felt good if not better than what I had in Glen Allen. I didn't mind when he pushed me down. When he touched me - even when I pulled on his hair. Everything was perfect. As I hurriedly put on my dress, I made haste to leave his office. If he came out and met me, then try to make another move. I knew I wasn't going to stop him.
Chapter six
The Daughter's Turmoil
Natasha
When I returned home, it was almost two am. My heart was at war with itself. Betrayal and relief hung on my shoulders. I checked my phone for any messages.
Ethan had texted,Are you still at the hospital?
I got home a few minutes ago. I'm a little exhausted.
No problem. Sleep tight and maybe we can reschedule the observatory visit to another time.
I'd like that.
I wanted to talk to him a little longer but the guilt wasn't letting me type. I wanted to tell him. But did I have to tell him?
I mean, we aren't officially a couple yet, right?
I hated myself for letting that kind of thought occupy my mind.
I took off my dress and got ready to dive into bed. One last look at the mirror, and I noticed a bite mark on my collar bone. He had given me a hickey. Why would he mark me? I touched it, and the sensation of being bitten aggressively by him reawakened. My body started to feel hot again.
I lay on my bed and placed my body pillow on top of me. The pillow didn't have enough mass or weight to remind me how I felt, but it was enough to help me fantasize about what happened. I pressed the pillow down against my panties and started to move it.
"Ian, you idiot.. why did you…" I started to complain as the movements started feeling good.
"Mmm…" I moaned gently as the movement gradually intensified.
I could picture him again. His mouth, his body, the way he still gave me room to resist and my ignorance to escape.
Why did he kiss.me?
He reminded me so much of his brother that it even tricked my body into desiring him. Tricking my heart was just a bonus. As for him, he had no reason. I didn't even know much about him and all he knew was what he noticed about my job.
It sucked. It sucked a whole lot. My fingers already got to my panties and gently greeted my pussy. I rubbed gently and waited for the sensation to get harder. Ian…how is it possible to want two people at the same time?
My phone started to ring, freeing me from my predicament. I checked the caller ID, and it was Mom. Awfully late for a call, but whatever.
"Good morning, Mom," I greeted.
"Good morning," she replied with a yawn. "You seem slightly out of breath nut energetic."
"Yeah, I just started working out again," I replied. "Got back home a few minutes ago. Emergency case at the hospital. Kept me late."
"You enjoying your hospital work experience?" she asked.
She never asks if I'm enjoying what I'm doing. Something's up.
