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His arms loosened around me, and he let out a heavy sigh.
Minutes passed as we lay there, and I wasn’t sure what he was waiting for. Finally, he gathered me again, this time turning me so that I was facing him.
“I’m sorry. I was trying to show that I cared and was responsible to Cole, and that I wouldn’t be careless with you.”
My forehead creased as I watched his lips move, confusion spinning my thoughts.
“Why? That makes no sense.”
“Well, love doesn’t make sense, does it? It fucks up your brain, has you doing weird shit, like sitting on the fucking floor so that you don’t mess up the best thing that’s ever happened to you. Love has me wanting to impress the only family member I’ve ever heard you say mattered. Love is me not able to sleep in my bed unless you’re in it, because my sheets smell like you, and my arms are empty without you.”
He stopped…and the silence seemed so loud as my heart hammered in my chest.
He loved me?
He actually said the words.
My tongue was stuck to the roof of my mouth as he continued.
“I just felt like if I said it out loud, if I told the girls and showed it in front of Cole, then somehow I’d lose it. It would slip through my fingers, and it’d be gone.”
My hand went up to his jaw, stroking his chin and his bottom lip.
“I did it anyway though because I’m an idiot. I love you, and I don’t want to hide you in this room anymore. I don’t want you to think you have other options for where you might stay if you’re mad at me. If you’re mad, you’re still here, with me. I want you in my bed every night.”
I didn’t allow my skeptical self to overthink it or doubt it. I leaned forward and kissed him. I pressed my lips to his and allowed him to hold me to his chest and deepen our kiss. His hands moved under my sleep pants, cupping my ass and squeezing. His other hand tangled in my hair, moving us until he was hovering over me.
“You want to punish me tonight? I fucked up, make me earn this pussy.”
I pulled away, smiling up at him.
“Why that is an excellent idea, Mr. Croft.”
He groaned, leaning down to kiss my nipple. “It does things to me when you call me that. What do you want me to do?”
I sat up against the headboard as an idea hit. This would be so kinky, and maybe pushing things too far, but I loved exploring with Liam, and at least it would be something that would always make us remember the night he confessed loving me.
“Go into that drawer next to the bed and pull out the box inside.”
He raised his dark brow but did as I said. I leaned over on the other side and grabbed the key I had taped under the desk. I wasn’t ashamed of my toys, but I didn’t want the girls to go snooping and get traumatized.
He held the box in front of him, and I handed him the key. While he worked the lock, I stripped out of my clothes and got comfortable against the headboard.
Once he opened it, he began to pull out the items inside.
“Okay, wow…I did not realize you had all these.” He gripped a very lifelike dildo that was about nine inches long and girthy. I loved that toy.
“Vibrators too…and wow, what the fuck does this do?” He held up my dual-simulating thrust sex toy.
“Why don’t you find out?” I asked, spreading my legs open.
“Wait. Are you saying you want me to make you come with these?”Liam’s eyes sparked.
I nodded, biting my lip.
He put a few toys away except for the dildo and then slowly stood and stripped out of his pajamas and boxers.
Crawling near me, he whispered, “Then I get to choose which one I use.”
