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The whole adorable reaction said he wanted something but I didn’t have nearly enough information to guess what it was. The only thing that was coming to mind was that something on his maybe list should’ve gone on the yes side of things…but what?

“If you’re a good boy for me now, I’ll put together another list and you can work on filling it out for me.” Eventually, he’d have to talk, but I was hoping the updated list would give me a better jumping-off point.

“Just…just a new list?” There was hope and worry in his voice but the way he wiggled against me said I should focus on the hope side of things.

“Yes, I’ll work on a new list that’s detailed enough for us to take the next steps without a lot of conversation.” I wasn’t going to promise no conversations, but I’d do the best I could until he got into one of his moods and then spilled the rest of his thoughts on his own.

“Yes…I can…I can do a list.” Giving me an eager nod, he patted my hand without worrying that it was still holding his cock cage. “I did a very good job on my list. I sent it early and filled out every question.”

“That’s right.” Giving him a hug and a quick nipple pinch as a reward, I kissed his cheek as he moaned. “You were very good. I was very proud of you for making sure I knew what you wanted too.”

His cage.

Ruslan shivered looking down at his beautifully trapped cock. “I…I can’t do it by myself.”

Oh, he wasverybrave today.

“There are just some things you need your Master or Daddy to help you with and there’s nothing wrong with that. Activities like edging and keeping your cage on needs a lot of impulse control to truly enjoy by yourself.” And that was not Ruslan’s strong suit.

He realized that quickly and actually let out a laugh. “Yeah, I’m not good at telling myself no, and when I get frustrated, I get little.”

It seemed the best opportunity I’d get to transition the conversation, so I took it.

“I was browsing through some forums online and a guy was talking about wearing his cage when he’s diapered. There were a lot of comments from people in various parts of the lifestyle talking about it, so at some point, I’m going to give you a more detailed questionnaire about things you might associate with being little.” I thought that was a fairly neutral way to approach the topic of diapers and things like that, but Ruslan took a breath and then seemed to just hold it.

Before I had to decide if I was going to point out his lack of breathing, he let out the air and came back to life. “There…there are lots of questions a Daddy could have, so I understand wanting to find a more detailed list for me to answer.”

Very interesting.

“I thought the one from this morning was a good starting point.” It’d let me know that yes, he was young enough to wear diapers occasionally but not often, and it’d said that he liked his binkie which I thought might be when he was stressed or sleepy. “But I’m glad you understand that I might have things I’m curious about.”

He nodded but didn’t volunteer anything specific. “I understand, Master.”

Master…not Daddy.

So he wasn’t too worried about the conversation yet. That was good to know because I had one last thing to mention. “And it would be very understandable if you sent me a list of questions to answer.”

“Wow.” That was all I got from my shocked sub for several long moments. “I…”

That was what shocked him into stunned silence?

It took close to a minute before he turned and ended up straddling my lap, sitting on my legs naked except for his cage and the sexy underwear decorating him. “Really?”

He was a constant fascinating surprise.

“Yes.” Had he thought he needed to use words to ask me something or was it just about lists going two ways?

I gave him a quick peck and decided to make sure he knew I was confused. “I’m not sure what part of that surprised you, cutie. So I don’t know what to say.”

That got me a few blinks and he shook his head like he was clearing the fog. “Most…most of the Doms I’ve talked to before always had their lists for me, but no one said I could send them a list. I…I have one that I filled out already, but yours was more detailed so I did that one. It’s good. But I…I never thought of putting one together to send to someone.”

His inner professor had peeked out there for a second. It’d been adorable but he hadn’t let it take him off track.

“I honestly can’t think of a sub or someone like that who I’ve talked to who sent me one, but I think it would be reasonable.” Why hadn’t anyone sent me one? “Your questions about my limits are just as valid. More so, probably.”

Ruslan’s brain was still turning in circles, but it seemed to be slowing based on how he cocked his head and the way his hands had started slowly caressing my chest. “Why more so?”

“Because generally you’re in a more vulnerable position and having your questions answered might make you feel more confident.” There were probably other logical answers but that was what came to mind first.

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