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I hover over him for a second and, fuck, he’s so fucking hot. His cheeks are burning red, and he has this hesitant look in his eyes as I check his pulse with my fingers. But there’s something underneath that. There’s a hot tension there I can’t and won’t ignore.
He swallows hard. “That was a good job. We should—”
“But what if you were passed out?” I question, already moving my hands to cup his cheeks because I just can’t fucking help myself. “We didn’t go over mouth-to-mouth.”
“Oh, well, we—” He lets out a shuddering breath, hands itching at his side and digging into the sand. “You’d…um…tip my chin back.”
“Like this?” I ask, tipping his chin back just a little, giving his lips the perfect angle to reach mine. I lean forward just a bit, brushing my nose against his. “What would I do next?”
“We don’t…” He shakes his head as his nose grazes mine. “The dummy is—”
“You’re right here,” I whisper sultrily, thumbing his mouth until it opens for me. “Might as well get some practical experience. What do I do next, Jarred?”
“You…” He gulps, his breaths shaky against my mouth. He swipes his tongue over his bottom lip, grazing mine and making me groan. “You put your mouth on me.”
When he doesn’t pull away or shove me off him, I shoot my shot. My lips come down over his as I breathe into his mouth. The contact is magnetic and fiery, forcing me to press my full weight on him as I pretend to breathe life back into him. I’m rewarded with a little whimper as I take my chance and trail my tongue along his bottom lip, relishing in the taste of lake water andhim. I feel a dangerous jolt of heat when I feel him chub up against my crotch, and I barely resist the urge to grind my hips down on his.
He wants this. I wasn’t necessarily messing with him, but I didn’t think he’d react likethis. He’s growing hard for me, needy for me, and it makes me turn the simple exercise into a full-blooded kiss.
I growl into his mouth, all pretenses gone, and hold his face in my hands. I let my full body weight drop, I blanket him, and I even fucking dry hump him because holy shit this is the hottest kiss of my entire life. He’s so strong underneath me, so sturdy, so extremely unwavering.
He hesitates into the kiss until he gently nips at my lips and his hands come up to wrap around my back. As we kiss, they migrate all over my body, greedy hands that just can’t get enough. When he brings them to my nipples and plays with my sensitive piercings, I pull back with a rough curse.
“You’re so fucking hot,” I say, dragging my teeth down the side of his neck. “God, Jarred.Fuck yes.”
I don’t know what snaps him out of it, but in a matter of seconds, I’m roughly shoved off him and fall ass first into the sand. He bolts up, hands coming up to touch his lips as he shakes his head. I can see the panic filling his terrified dark eyes.
“Hey,” I say gently as I approach him. “It’s okay. It was—”
“No!” he shouts, frantically looking around as he takes wide steps back from me. “No! I can’t! I’m not…”
“No, you’re totally not,” I say, trying to appease him. “But we should talk about it.”
“There’s nothing to talk about!” he snaps, running his hand furiously through his hair. “I’ve—I’ve got to go.”
I take a step forward and reach out to him. “Jarred, wait—”
“No!”
His agonized shout is all I hear as he literally runs away from me. I’m left a panting mess, entirely turned on, and feeling like a jerk. I sit my ass down and drop my head into my hands.
I didn’t pressure him, did I? Did I give him a chance to say no? A chance to shove me away? I feel a mixture of guilt and humiliation at my actions. I’d never want him to feel like I pressured him into anything, but his body didn’t lie. He was hard, he was into it—
And it felt like he wanted me just as much as I wanted him.
CHAPTER7
JARRED
“No, no, no, no…” I mumble to myself as I crash through the front door of my cabin.
I can’t believe that happened. I can’t believe Noah actually kissed me. There are a million and one reasons why that shouldn’t have happened—he’s my counselor and he’s nineteen—but the most important one is that he’s aman.
The worst part is that I let it happen. I wanted it. I slipped. Lord, forgive me. I slipped. I slipped and I let him kiss me. I let him run his tongue across my lips. I let him taste the inside of my mouth. I let him hold me in his arms. And I hate the fact that it felt…
No, it couldn’t have felt right. It didn’t. I’ve spent forty-five years of my life only engaging in sexual activity with women, and I’d rather lose my camp than let that happen again.
It was just a slip because,Lord, I’m only human. I couldn’t resist the temptation when it was dangling right in front of me.
