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“Okay,” he says, but he still looks very unsure, his fingers twitching restlessly at his sides.
“Are you nervous?” I ask softly, cupping his face. “We don’t have to do this if you don’t—”
“No, I want this,” he says adamantly. “I’m just…I want it to be good for you.”
My heart yet again melts for him. “It’s you, Jarred. Anything you do to me is good. I promise.”
It takes him a second, but he nods. He points at the bed, his fingers still trembling, but determination in his eyes. “Okay. Lean over the bed.”
I smirk. His being in charge is kind of hot. I do exactly what he demands, leaning over the bed and spreading my ass cheeks for good measure. He rummages through the drawer for lube, and I can hear the sharp breath he sucks in, and I close my eyes in sweet pleasure as his slick finger ghosts over my hole.
“It’s…it’s beautiful. You’re so beautiful, baby.” He carefully pushes one thick finger in, twirling it inside of me, humming as he does. “You’re so tight. It’s so warm.”
“It’s all for you,” I breathe, adjusting to the slight sting of being penetrated after so long without it.
“You’re mine?”
The tone of his voice—reverent and adoring—makes me look over my shoulder. He’s slipping a second finger in, but his eyes are on me. They’re wide and soft, the caramel highlights in them sparkling as he gives me a shaky smile.
“Yeah,” I whisper, reaching back to grab his free hand. “I’m yours.”
“No matter what?”
My voice gets caught in my throat. I can’t believe that we’re here. I’m not even too sure when it happened. I’m not too sure when I realized I would give anything up for him, do anything for him, be anything he needs me to be. It feels like it happened slowly, so unnoticeable that I didn’t pick up on it. He’s a beautiful soul, inside and out, and something in him calls to me in a way nobody else ever has.
“I promise,” I say, groaning when he slides a second finger in. “No matter what.”
I’ll take anything from him. Anything he throws at me, I’ll happily accept. I’ll see him through his turmoil, I’ll be there for him if he falls, and I’ll wait patiently for the day we can have our happy ever after.
Because he’s worth it.
“I want your cock,” I say through a rough swallow, crawling up onto the bed and flipping onto my back. I want to see him when he enters me for the first time. My mouth drops open with hunger at the way he’s lubing up that thick cock, coating it with more slickness than needed, but I appreciate it.
He slinks up my body, pausing to trail kisses up my figure as he does. He nips at my hip, rubs his nose against my happy trail, and graces my nipples with his attention before kissing me. I’m so distracted, I barely feel it when he pushes into me and takes my breath away. It’s unlike anything I’ve ever experienced. Where I’ve been tense with other partners who’ve done this to me, I’m so receptive to him. I swallow him up eagerly, only letting out one pained groan when he bottoms out.
“How does it feel?” he whispers against my lips, taking my cock in his hand with slow strokes.
“It’s a bit tender, but it’ll pass,” I admit. I wrap my legs around his waist and urge him deeper inside me. “Go ahead and fuck me, babe. I’m dying for it.”
He gives me another breathless smile as he begins thrusting at an agonizingly deliberate pace. It’s like he wants to feel every spot, experience every unhurried drag of his cock, and relish in this moment the way I am.
“Oh my fuck…Jarred,” I moan, clutching at his shoulders as I kiss his neck. “You feel so good filling me up.”
“You feel amazing,” he says, his voice husky and tight with tension. “Can I go faster?”
“Fuck yes…”
He picks up his pace, but he’s impaling me with affectionate thrusts. He kisses everywhere he can reach on my face before burying his face in my neck. I can feel his rough grunts, his trembling breaths, his…love, maybe?
“Come,” I say, realizing that my balls are drawing tight way too soon. I want this to last longer, but this moment is just too perfect. His reverence is just too sweet. His cock is just too good. It’s all dragging me closer and closer to the edge. “Come, babe. I can’t…I can’t hold it.”
He doesn’t help the matter when he takes my cock in his hand again, matching each stroke with the snap of his hips. He must feel the same sensation I do because only a few moments later, and he’s filling me with his cum. At the feel of it overflowing inside of me and trickling down my ass cheeks, I follow along with him.
He holds me tight in the aftermath, not pulling out, resting his weight comfortingly on top of me. “Thank you for doing that for me.”
I smile as I kiss his sweaty temple. “What do you think?”
“I think I like bottoming better,” he confesses after a moment of hesitation. He looks up at me, a sexy smirk pulling his lips. “But I’d do that again in a heartbeat. Maybe make it last longer.”
