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There’s a kindness and gentleness to Kian, underneath his battle-hardened exterior that I genuinely love. His devotion to duty isn’t just mindlessly following orders, the way it is for too many soldiers. It’s genuinely caring about the people and things that he fights for.
I wonder if he would fight for me if he had to.
We reach the building. He adjusts his hold on me slightly to open the door and then he steps in, closing it carefully behind us. I’m impressed by how smoothly he manages the whole thing. There aren’t any wolves wandering around, so I think that we’re likely to have privacy.
He lays me gently down on the bed, and I immediately grab his hand in mine. He squeezes it and gives me a smile. Then he slips his hand out of mine and begins to undress.
I realize as he does so that I’ve never seen him without his gear on before. He’s always had the hard leather and the knife at his belt and the pockets for rations and various items. Every time I’ve looked at him, he’s had that uniform on, marking him as a soldier. As a killer.
Now, for the first time, I feel I can truly see and understand him as an animal. His flesh and guts. The way his arms and legs connect to his body, the curve of his bones, the sharp line of his neck… He is, just like me, a natural thing, and his movement, the ripple of his muscles, are all just as beautiful as any wolf running through the night or leaping at its prey.
There is a wonderful vulnerability to seeing someone naked. It is as if finally all pretenses are stripped away. You see them not as they choose to act, but simply, as they are. They become undeniable, and looking at him like that, I feel that burning love in my body grow even stronger than it was before.
Hungrily, my eyes go down his chest and toward his cock.
“That’s bigger than I expected,” I say almost involuntarily.
He sits down on the bed next to me. “I’ll be gentle.”
I smile. “I know you will.”
I take off my shirt and pants. His eyes watch me, and I feel for the first time the feeling of being desired, desirable. That’s one of the few things that the wolves can’t give me. They have accepted me closer than I ever thought possible, but as a human, I could never experience that genuine appreciation of being found attractive.
It wasn’t something that bothered me particularly. But now, I feel myself enjoying his gaze on my body. I can tell that he wants to see me, and I enjoy teasing him, unveiling myself slowly. I don’t know if I’m much to look at compared to other humans, much less orcs, but I know that he is attracted to me at this moment, and I relish it.
I throw my shirt to the floor and relax back onto the bed, stretching my arms above my head. His eyes trace my whole body, and he looks absolutely fascinated.
“You’re beautiful,” he tells me.
“So are you,” I reply and mean it. I love seeing his naked body move, and I can’t wait to finally feel him inside me.
He leans over me, and we kiss again. As we do, his fingers begin to trace their way around my body, gently moving in circles over my flesh.
I moan as his fingers move up my waist.
“You’re very sensitive,” he says.
It’s true, I am. I’m totally new to all of these sensations. Has my body been capable of this the entire time, and I’ve simply never thought to explore it? Or is he bringing out something new, something that a piece of me has been waiting for all this time?
“I want you,” I repeat.
Again, he kisses me. Again, his fingers trace paths all over my body, and I gasp. He hasn’t even touched me in any of the places I know are private yet, and I want him to. I can feel a heat there, waiting for him.
I wrap my arms around him and run my hands over his back. He closes his eyes, obviously enjoying the sensation himself. I wonder how long it's been since someone touched him, tenderly, lovingly. The expression on his face tells me that it can’t be something he experiences often.
“I want you to fuck me,” I say.
He lifts himself over me and looks down hungrily. “You have no idea how much I want that, too.”
And then he lowers himself down. His mouth begins to kiss my neck. He presses down on my body with all of his weight, and then, for the first time, I feel him in between my legs.
Yes!I think.Yes, it’s finally happening. This is exactly what I didn’t even know I’d been missing until now.
17
KIAN
Istill don’t know exactly what this means.
