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"You mother fucking bastard, I'm going to kill you."
The brothers all look at me with wide eyes while Ava covers my innocent son's ears, and my eyes start to tear up. Dammit, he's not supposed to be in here; he's supposed to be at Cammy's with Annabel. I sniffle before Lucas starts to walk towards me, but I glare at him, ignoring the tears in my eyes and making him stop in his tracks, lifting his hands up.
"Angel, what is it I've done?"
My nostrils flare, and I throw the stick at him, making him catch it.
The woman gasps, recognizing it, while he looks down in confusion before a massive grin takes place on his face, and I point at him.
"NO, OUR SON ISN'T EVEN A YEAR OLD YET AND I'VE JUST GOT THE PRACTICE UP AND RUNNING PROPERLY, I'M GOING TO BE PLACED ON BEDREST LUCAS."
He ignores my outburst as he rushes over to me and lifts me into his arms.
I try to hit him, but he ignores it while he shouts.
"WE'RE HAVING ANOTHER MOTHERFUCKING BABY."
The men cheer while the women grin as he places my feet on the ground.
My tears start to fall, making him wipe them. "Baby, everything is going to be fine."
I nod and sniffle before I cry out, "But she'll hit on you again," making the clubhouse roar out in laughter, realizing it's not the chances of miscarriage or the delivery that's upsetting me or the fact I've just opened the practice; it's because of fricking Sarah, who tries it on with anyone who has a fricking penis.
I know the risks, and I'm always willing to go through them to expand our family. We said four kids at the most, just like Axel and Annie, who have two already andapparently another one on the way. I mean, she's literally just given birth, but they want four too. Sophie's now pregnant with a little girl she's naming after me, as is Mel. Babies are popping out left, right, and center around here, growing the family and the club, but not that woman. I can't go through nine months of stress because of her; I just can't. I've struggled for the past six months. I know he loves me, but it's hard to forget everything that I was put through by him and the club and how different my friendship with Sophie is now because of her pushing me away when I needed her. I had to go through therapy for my trauma, so I now don't feel tense during penetration, but I still struggle to have his fingers inside me. I worry I'm not enough for him and that I'm too much of a burden most of the time. I hate it when women talk to him or flirt with him, and Sarah is the worst. I still have some issues despite being his wife, and I know I'm hard to deal with, so that doesn't help.
Lucas wraps his arms around me.
"Meghan can take over your care; you know she's going through the residency to become an OBGYN doctor; she hasn't got long left, so we'll request her only, OK? I won't let anything stress you out, Angel; nothing; you're doing so well."
I sigh in relief and squeeze him tighter, making him chuckle.
"I love you," I rasp as he kisses my head, "not as much as I love you, Angel." He squeezes me tighter, "another fucking baby."
I look up as he shakes his head, his eyes shining, and I grin wide. "Another fucking baby."
He chuckles before he takes my lips, lifting me up at the same time while the clubhouse roars in happiness.
I didn't think we'd get here; I didn't think I'd have a family, but I do, and things couldn't be any better as we grow our family andour love, all while feeling grateful I gave him a chance despite our start because this man, this man, is my heart and soul.
