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I butt in, "I do want her momma."
I say it softly so she knows I'm not pissed at her for confronting me because I know she loves Star like a daughter, and she nods, "But you're jerking her around constantly. You throw the sweet butts in her face, including her own sister. She's been in love with you since she was ten years old, grieving the loss of herfather. She tried to start something with you, and you pushed her back. I understand you think she wants out of this life, but it's in her blood; it always has been, and for years she's had to watch the love of her life pine for her from afar while sleeping with anything that has a skirt just to keep her at a distance. Please, son, leave her alone."
I give Momma a small smile before kissing her cheek, then I rasp, "But I can't leave her alone, momma. Like you said, I'm in love with her, and I'm done forcing that love down; I'm done holding back.
I think it's about time I manned up and let Star decide whether this life is good enough for her, whether I'm good enough for her, and stop making the decisions myself." My father smiles, sighing in relief, while my mother's eyes tear up. "I won't hurt her again, momma, I promise; I need her, and I'm done living without her. I just need to fucking grovel for everything I've actually put her through, but hopefully, it'll help that I haven't fucked another woman since I fucked up and got drunk with her sister. That was two years ago."
My mother's eyes widen in shock. "But Ginger?"
I shrug. "She has been bullshitting; she wants my patch momma, so she'll tell whoever will listen that she's my main girl when she isn't; no one has been. Two weeks ago, I made Star believe I went home with Ginger to fuck when in reality she was my lift because I didn't want to take advantage of her upset state. I could feel myself wanting to give in.
When I finally claimed her, I wanted her to be completely with it, but as far as anyone is concerned, Ginger and I fucked until I set them straight, until I got my girl, which I'm now going to fucking do because I cannot wait any longer."
My mother's tears fall before she leaps into my arms, and I grin, holding her tightly before my father pulls her back into his armsand nods his head towards Star. "Go finally get your girl, son." I give him a half smile before patting his back, then I walk toward my girl. I walk up behind her, wrapping my arms around her waist from behind. She tenses for about a minute until I put my head into the crook of her neck and rasp, "How's my Firefly on this hard day?"
She sniffles, leaning back against me, and shrugs. "Co-coping?"
I smile at the sound of the question. Each year that passes and she hasn't found her dad alive, the harder the day becomes. "Come on, baby, let's go to my room, and we can drink in there without prying eyes and without people constantly asking if you're okay." I lean back and hold my hand out for her, and she nods, taking my hand willingly before I wrap my arm around her shoulders, holding her to me as I guide her back to my room, as I've always done on this day, where we'll sit on my bed, drinking and relishing in memories.
We drink for a few hours talking about her father before the talk then leads down to memories of us growing up, and before I know it, I've finally got her perfect smile out of her, and we end up laughing until suddenly and fucking finally my lips are on hers, hers are on mine, and this time I don't fucking pull back like I did when she was eighteen; instead, I thrust my tongue into her mouth while using my body to lie her down on my dark brown sheets, her legs parting, allowing my hips access between them as my fingers link with hers, lifting them over her head.
Home, I'm fucking home.
I grind my now-hard jean-covered cock against her pantie-covered cunt as her dress rides up, and she moans into my mouth while I groan before breaking the kiss. I rub my nose along hers before looking into her beautiful caramel eyes, my fingers squeezing hers tightly as I rasp, "I'm done holding back, Firefly."
Her eyes shine with unshed tears before she leans up and kisses me again, our tongues tangling together, and fucking finally, everything feels in place. Every time I managed to get even fucking hard for someone else, which admittedly is when Star came to mind, I felt fucking dirty like I was cheating, but no more, I'm home.
I kiss her harder, grinding myself down on her before I let go of her hands, gliding mine down her arms, past the side swell of her braless fucking tits, before gripping her dress and slowly lifting it up her body. I break the kiss, but only to latch onto a nipple with my lips gently sucking it into my mouth before biting it as I throw her dress onto the floor, accidentally ripping the hem but not giving a shit before kissing back up her body, sucking her neck, marking her. I quickly remove my cut and t-shirt before lying back over her, my mouth fusing with hers as she grabs a hold of the chain that she bought me roughly eight years ago. Our kiss turns frantic, our tongues dueling, and I lean on my right arm near her head, taking my weight as I grip her panties with my left hand, ripping them from her body before I quickly undo my jeans, shucking them down my ass, my hard cock popping free. I don't even kick them off as I place myself at her entrance, not wanting to lose her lips.
She wraps her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck, our kiss never breaking as I thrust forward.
I swear, I feel like I'm ripping through something, but my mind doesn't focus on it because she bites my bottom lip. I groan, moving my hips back before thrusting forward again, hard. She gasps and moans in my mouth before I break the kiss, placing my forehead against hers, keeping eye contact,
"I'm going to make love to you now, Firefly; later, we'll fuck hard and dirty, but for the first time, I'm making love to you."
Some tears fall from her eyes, and I quickly kiss them away before I kiss her on the lips more gently. Our tongues tangle together while I move my hips back before thrusting forward again, hard, angling them to hit her g-spot. She moans in my mouth as I keep the slow pace, making love to the only woman I ever wanted.
I slowly glide my hands up her sides, towards her armpits, before gently forcing her arms to release my neck. Our fingers link before I place our hands on either side of her head, thrusting into her hard but keeping my pace slow. I can feel her starting to tighten around me, making my spine tingle, and it takes everything in me not to go faster. Instead, I ensure to grind my pelvis against her clit on every thrust forward.
"Zayne," she gasps, her lips wrenching from mine, and I place my forehead against hers again. "Look at me, beautiful; I want to see your eyes when you cum all over my cock, when I finally fucking claim you."
She looks deep into my eyes, and confusion, and love shines back at me. The confusion will go away over time; I'll fucking make sure of it. I can feel her tighten even more around my cock as her cunt flutters, squeezing me, and liquid gushes between us as she gasps out her orgasm while I groan, my cum spurting out of the tip of my cock, painting her walls.
I keep making slow thrusts, ensuring I've pumped everything I have into her, my cock going limp, but I still don't stop my small thrusts as she gasps. I want to go again, and I know my cock will be ready again soon; it always is for her. I lean down and kiss her gently several times before I rasp, "I hope you're not tired, Firefly."
She squeezes her legs around my waist, and I smile against her lips before kissing her again, my cock hardening during mysmall thrusts. We spend the rest of the night making love, then doing some hard fucking.
I finally have my fucking girl. I finally gave in, and it's the best fucking decision I ever made. She's my home, my heart.
It's just a shame how fucking stupid I've been over the years and how much pain I've caused the only girl I've ever loved.
It's a shame I never felt her leave my fucking bed.
Chapter 8
Star
I bite my lip, hoping I don't cry as I place the last box in my Jeep.
