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“We are so sorry.” She cups my cheek. “There is absolutely nothing to be embarrassed about.”
“It’s not something I go around announcing,” I groan.
“Who cares if you never had sex before,” Heather chimes in. “I bet Grim will be one helluva teacher.”
That breaks the tension in the room, and even I laugh. Unfortunately, it raises more questions in my mind. Will Grim want to have sex? We didn’t talk about that when we rushed to the altar to get married. There were a lot of things we didn’t discuss before we said, ‘I do’.
Crap! I don’t know the first thing about sex.
“Are there any questions we can answer for you?” Cece asks.
I hate that my face is so easy to read but grateful I didn’t have to be the one to bring it up. “I understand the mechanics of it.”
“Have you ever had an orgasm?” Apple asks. “By yourself or with a boyfriend?”
“No,” I answer honestly. “That’s considered a sin in my church.”
“Let’s start at the beginning,” Cece suggests. “Whatdoyou know?”
I shrug. “Not much. I know how it works, how a woman gets pregnant, but they don’t exactly explain how to make it feel good. In fact, when I was younger, my mom told me how bad it hurts.” I recall the conversation. “Looking back, I think she told me that to scare me intonotdoing it.”
“You need to know what makes you feel good,” Cece begins. “If you don’t, you’ll never know how to steer your partner to the sweet spot?”
My forehead wrinkles in confusion. “The sweet spot?”
“She means your G-spot,” Apple contributes.
“G-spot?”
“Yep, that magical little spot that makes your eyes roll to the back of your head and scream for more.” Heather sighs. “Once they find it, they’re determined to hit it every single time. And a good lover will make sure you come before he does. If all he cares about is getting his own jollies off, then he isn’t worth your time.”
I have no idea what she’s talking about, but it sounds amazing. My mind wanders to Grim, and how it would feel to be with him like that.
“Oral sex is out of this world too.” Apple grins wickedly. “The first time Grim goes down on you, I bet you’ll see stars.”
“I never liked sucking dick as much as I do with Soul.” Cece’s eyes gloss over, and she licks her lips.
I shift nervously but keep my mouth shut.
“Have you ever seen a cock?” Heather inquires.
I shake my head so hard I give myself whiplash. “No, absolutely not.”
“Hold that thought!” Cece jumps up from her seat and runs out the door.
“Where’s she going?” I ask, watching her disappear.
“I bet I know,” Heather says under her breath.
“Violet, we’re joking around. Well, sort of.” Apple grins. “But seriously, if you ever have any questions, you can always come to us,” she says sincerely.
“Thanks.”
I appreciate that more than she’ll ever know. I’ve never had this much fun with other women, and this conversation gives a whole new meaning to ‘girl talk’. It’s certainly been educational.
Cece comes running back into the room with her hands full. She doesn’t stop until she reaches my bed and drops her armload by my feet. I sit up straighter so I can get a good look at what she brought, and I’m afraid to ask what I’m looking at.
There’s a hard rubber thing that's seven to eight inches long with what looks like veins on it and a bright pink rose with an oval-shaped attachment. Curious, I stare.
