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“She’s not here though and she would know that.” Cora protests, setting down the nearly empty bottle of whiskey, “You need to do what’s going to make you happy, Beorn. I honestly don’t think that she would hate you for doing that.”
I just smile to myself, “You would think.”
I’m going to put everything up and get Cora to bed because she is a little intoxicated. I should have done that but much to my surprise, she is suddenly clamoring onto my lap. I stiffen as she straddles my waist, wrapping her arms around my neck. I’m not sure what is going on right now but I’m a little afraid to move. If she touches me right now, I might combust. I can feel my pants tightening, making me lick my bottom lip as I know this is a dangerous situation right now.
“What are you doing, Cora?” I ask her softly, seeing the confident look in her eyes, “This isn’t something you should be doing.”
“Shut it!” She growls at me, making my Bear growl in response, loving the challenge, “I like you, Beorn, and I want to see where things go with you. I don’t want to go anywhere, nor do I expect to just jump into a relationship. I’m just asking for you to give the US a chance.”
I’m staring at her because I’m not so sure what to say. A part of me is tempted to accept her offer. I kind of do want to see where things go between us, but I’m also afraid. I don’t know if I want this to go anywhere and it’s just because of my history. Love has never come easy to me and because of how Emily died, I’m not so sure that I deserve to love. How could I just move on after what happened? How can I get Cora’s hopes up when there’s a chance, I couldn’t love her…
I want to. Every fiber of my being wants to love her, but I’m scared. I’m scared of having this second chance at love. I’m scared of giving my heart over again when it could very well be torn into shreds once again. I know that she hadn’t done it to me on purpose. It wasn’t Emily’s fault, but it was mine. It’s not Cora’s either. It’s mine. I don’t know what I’m going to do at this point.
“Okay.” I whisper hoarsely, clearing my throat, “I can’t pr- “
Her lips come down on mine in such an intense kiss, it makes me freeze. My heart is slamming so hard against my ribcage, I thought that I might go crazy. Her lips move against mine feverishly, kind of reminding me of the other night. I cup the back of her neck, trying to slow her down a little bit.
“I’m not going anywhere.” I promise her softly, “calm down.”
She nips at my bottom lip, “that’s a lie. You’re just waiting for the perfect opportunity to turn tail and run. I can’t say that I blame you but don’t do that to me, Beorn. Let me love you and show you that it’s okay to be loved. I don’t want to see you get hurt. I just want to give you everything right now. Okay?”
I just nod because I’m not sure what to say at this point. Her hands are moving all over me, feeling me up. I can’t help but realize that she does love muscular men, feeling my biceps and pecs. I have always kept in tip top shape even before I met Emily. I’ve always liked having a fit body because of training and if we had to deal with Rogues.
Ironically now, I’m a Rogue, but that’s a totally different kind of thing. But when she’s reaching into my pants, pulling me out, I’m broken out of my thoughts. Wow, she is sure being forward.
“I want the first time to be quick.” She whispers huskily, stroking my throbbing length as she works down her pants, “We can be sweet and gentle later. Right now, if I don’t get you inside of me, I just might go a little crazy.”
I could have protested but I snap my mouth closed when I feel her wet slit brushing against the tip of my length. I’m painfully hard, my knot fluttering to the point I wonder if I’m going to knot for the first time. It has never happened with me before, not even with Emily, but I know it’s because her body wouldn’t have been able to handle that. Cora doesn’t give me a chance to say anything as she slowly sinks down on me, taking me into her hot, wet channel.
I groan, throwing my head back as I just want to slam inside of her, but I refrain myself from doing so. I don’t want to hurt her, and I know if I start bucking up into her, I’m going to make her split on my cock. I think I would actually like that but if I did anything to ruin my chances of having her again, I don’t want to do it.
I keep myself perfectly still until about half of me is lodged inside of her. Her eyebrows are furrowing together, as if she is having a hard time taking more of me. I love it since her hole is fluttering around me, trying to suck me in deeper. I cup her waist, seeing her eyes shoot up to meet mine. I just playfully smile at her, deciding then that I’m going to give her everything that she wants.
“Let me help you.” I murmur huskily.
I slam her down onto my lap, my entire length burying itself inside of her. She gasps loudly, clawing my shoulders as she tries to climb off of me, but I don’t let her. I can’t believe how tight she is, and I do feel like I could explode at any second. She’s just so perfect, and I just gently stroke my fingers through her hair to let her know it’s going to be alright. I know I’m a lot to handle. I know it’s not easy either. I’m massive, even for a shifter, and it’s not easy for anyone to take all eleven inches.
She’s perfect though.
“Start moving those hips, she-bear.” I growl, slapping her on the ass, “you wanted my attention so bad? Well, here I am. Make me want you.”
Her entire body trembles from my actions as she starts to rock her hips, moving me inside of her. Being inside of her is the best feeling in the world, feeling like I could burst at any second, but I hold it in. I don’t want to do something so embarrassing, knowing I wouldn’t be able to face her. Her mouth is open, soft moans escaping her as she fucks herself on my cock. It’s a beautiful sight, but it’s no way going to get me to the end.
So, I do the most sensible thing and pull her off of me. She goes to protest but I flip her onto her hands and knees, pressing her face into the bed. Her pert butt is in the air, her slit glistening with her juices. I line myself back up, teasing her as I swirl my head around her hole. Damn, she’s just so perfect like this.
“Hurry up and fuck me already!” She begs me softly, peering back at me with those enchanting eyes.
She doesn’t have to tell me twice as I suddenly bury myself inside of her to the hilt, making her entire body clench up. I don’t stop this time though, pounding inside of her. I see my cock glistening with our combined juices, making me even hornier. I just want her so badly right now, and I just need her to explode on my cock. If she doesn’t, I think it would just drive me crazy. She doesn’t seem to mind though as she is moaning like crazy, clawing at the bedsheets as her walls are spasming around me.
“You’re so fucking beautiful.” I growl, angling my thrusts to slam straight into her sweet spot, “cum on my cock!”
I’m not sure if it was even possible but her entire body tightens up as she orgasms, crying out loudly. I feel my balls churning, slapping against her clit with every brutal thrust. My Bear growls, and my canines are aching so badly. I didn’t even realize what was happening until I’m pushing my knot inside of her, making her scream with displeasure. Her walls are stretched to the max as my knot keeps us together, her neck coming closer and closer until I’m suddenly biting down on her nape, claiming her for myself…
What the fuck just happened?
* * *
I’m mortifiedas I stare at Cora’s peacefully sleeping form. My stomach is churning with nerves, wondering how I could do that to her. I had marked and knotted Cora without even realizing I was doing it until it was too late. I know I should feel guilty but this primal, sadistic feeling inside of me is pleased. I don’t think she realized it because she had just smacked my arm and said that hurt before she fell asleep waiting for my knot to go down.
